Chapter 682
Zhang Xiaobai didn't feel any emotion at the time when he heard his old mother talk about it, but now he hears it from someone who witnessed it in detail, and it's hard to calm down.
As several things happened, he felt a certain curiosity about that man, perhaps mixed with some other emotions.
When he was young, he asked his grandma many times about his father and his mother, but later he stopped asking.
Perhaps in the deepest part of his heart, he still wants to know what his parents are like?
Zhang Xiaobai took a puff of cigarette slowly and asked, "Grandma Li, what happened next?"
Mrs. Li continued: "People in the countryside get up early, and I saw that man again when I threw the urinal after five o'clock."
Then Mrs. Li paused for a moment, and said, "Xiaobai, don't be afraid if I tell you, he is like crazy, crying for a while, giggling for a while, and then he keeps muttering."
Zhang Xiaobai asked, "What did he say?"
Mrs. Li said: "He kept nagging, wait for me, I'll be there soon!"
Zhang Xiaobai was silent for a while, then asked again: "Grandma Li, do you still remember what he looks like?"
Mrs. Li frowned tightly, trying to remember, "I don't remember clearly, but it is very white and good-looking. Wearing a suit and leather shoes and a pair of glasses, it looks like a cultural element!"
Zhang Xiaobai took a deep breath and said, "Grandma Li, thank you!"
Mrs. Li said: "This child, why are you being polite to me? Xiaobai, grandma was also blind back then and said a lot of bad things about you. Thinking about that time, I really feel sorry for you!"
Zhang Xiaobai smiled and said, "Grandma Li, doesn't your grandson want to go to Yuansheng Iron and Steel? Just let him find me later!"
After speaking, several people left.
Mrs. Li didn't send it out, but just sat on the kang blankly, wiping her tears from time to time.
The old mother took Zhang Xiaobai to the old lady Yang's house in the west of the village.
Zhang Xiaobai is very polite to Mrs. Yang. Grandma once said that Mrs. Yang is the best person in Wolong Village to our family.
When she understood why she came here, Mrs. Yang sighed and said, "Xiaobai, I have a good relationship with your grandma, so I know a lot about your family. Let me tell you slowly!"
Zhang Xiaobai listened attentively.
Mrs. Yang said: "Your family are all outsiders, you know that?"
Zhang Xiaobai nodded, "I know!"
Mrs. Yang continued: "Your grandma's family status is not good. Before liberation, she was a rich peasant, so she could read and write from an early age. How could she teach you such a good grandson?"
Zhang Xiaobai smiled gratifiedly. Before, he always felt that his grandma was different from ordinary women in the village. She could teach him the principles of life, and the principles were all set, so it turned out to be here.
At that time, when it came to family status, the rich peasants were especially bad, and they couldn't find any jobs.
Old Mrs. Yang said: "Your grandpa is a poor man. He desperately wanted to be with your grandma. That's why he moved to such a far place. As for where he was, I don't know!"
Zhang Xiaobai smiled and said, "I never thought my grandma and grandpa would be so fashionable, and they would fall in love freely at that time!"
Mrs. Yang said again: "Your mother is handsome. To be honest, I have never seen such a handsome girl, and she is also smart, but in this place, no matter how smart you are, it is hard to get a job."
"When your mother was seventeen or eighteen, the marriage proposals in the family were almost over the threshold. Not only in our village, but everyone in the villages knew that there was such a beautiful girl!"
"I was worried about your grandma at the time. She actually didn't want your mother to take root in this place. Your mother also had a big heart. She didn't feel good about this place, so she went out after discussing it with her family!"
"I don't know where I'm going, and neither do your grandparents. In short, I've been away for several years. That day, I was chatting with your grandma at your house, and your mother came back!"
Zhang Xiaobai knew that when his mother came back again, she had a big belly, and because of this, the family was crowded out by the villagers everywhere, and finally moved to that halfway up the mountain.
Zhang Xiaobai asked softly: "Grandma Yang, did my mother come back by herself?"
Mrs. Yang showed a look of regret, "Your mother came back with a big belly. I remember it very clearly. Your mother looked very bad. When she came back, she saw your grandma and called her mother with a smile."
"I thought that your grandma would beat the girl out, and if she didn't beat her, she would have to scold her severely, but I didn't expect your grandma to hug her daughter without saying a word, and the mother and daughter cried bitterly!"
Zhang Xiaobai murmured: "Grandma is so kind!"
Mrs. Yang was silent for a while, and said: "Later, your mother gave birth to you and passed away, and your grandpa died later, and your grandma was dragged by you and then passed away."
Speaking of this, Mrs. Yang wiped her tears and said with emotion: "A miserable family, a miserable child!"
Zhang Xiaobai said: "Grandma Yang, can you tell me about my dad?"
Mrs. Yang sighed and said, "Forget it, people are gone, so just say it. In fact, your grandma told me that I can't tell you no matter what!"
"I don't know what kind of person your father is. When your grandma and your mother had a disagreement, your grandma insisted that he was a bad man who abandoned his wife. Your mother said he had no choice."
"But there is one thing your grandma said. Your father must be a child of a big family. The family is very rich. Your father came to Wolong Village that night. Your grandma hid you and told him to go away because your mother was dead. !"
"After that, he never came again. Your grandma told me that she hated that man the most in her life. How could such a bad man fascinate your mother so much?"
"For him, everyone is gone!"
Mrs. Yang sighed and regretted.
She knew how attractive that girl was at that time, men from all over the world liked her!
If he hadn't gone outside, he wouldn't have known that man, and I'm afraid he wouldn't have had a difficult delivery.
Living in Wolong Village all my life, being poor is a little poor, isn't it good?
The important thing is to be alive!
Zhang Xiaobai thanked him and walked out.
Mrs. Yang called him again, "Xiaobai, I don't know if I should say something."
Zhang Xiaobai turned his head, "Grandma Yang, no matter what happens, you have to tell me!"
Mrs. Yang said: "Xiaobai, when your mother came back pregnant with you, your grandma said that she would kill you, but your mother firmly disagreed, saying that as long as you are gone, she will not be able to survive!"
Zhang Xiaobai swallowed his throat, tears streaming down his face uncontrollably.
Mrs. Yang explained: "Don't be angry with your grandma, as a mother, how can you watch your own daughter be ruined!"
Zhang Xiaobai, who was full of tears, grinned, "No, my grandma and my mother are the best for me!"
Zhang Xiaobai walked from the west of the village to the east of the village alone, to the cypress forest, and to the three graves.
Kneel down!
A long howl!
"mom……"