Article 387

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The ink burned in the hard-earned tranquility in this life, and sighed softly involuntarily.

It turns out that the years are leisurely, and when you drink it, it is just the taste of a bowl of soup.

For this bowl of soup, he once gritted his teeth, sucked blood, and killed people like hemp. And now, for this bowl of soup, he regretted everything in his bones and broke his liver and intestines.

He held the soup bowl and drank it quickly.

Whether it was inner uneasiness, uncertainty about the future, or regret and guilt, he didn't want to think too much at this moment. He had so few good days that he had to fight day and night to snatch them away. . It's not that he doesn't want to taste it slowly and leisurely. In fact, he envies people like Xue Meng. Because he is born rich, he is always calm and leisurely.

Mo Ran couldn't take it easy. He often had so few things that he was always fighting for them with his teeth bared. He was afraid of being snatched away, so he could only eat them immediately and gobble them up. He was in In this aspect, he almost retains his original animal nature. He feels that only by eating food and hiding it in his stomach can he feel at ease. Only when he truly owns this thing can no one take it away from him.

When he was a child, he competed with other children for food.

In his previous life, he fought for the world with all the immortal kings.

And in this life, he just wants to grab this bowl of soup.

He knew that he had done a lot of bad things, and he was afraid that fate would eventually settle with him, so he just wanted to snatch away his little bit of happiness, and then run wildly, leaving fate far behind him.

Like all those who had committed a serious crime, Pan Ran regretted and wanted to start over again. Although Mo Ran was laughing all the time, he was still uneasy in his heart. He knows that "good and evil will eventually be rewarded" is not a lie. When the excitement is getting colder, he will always feel that the peace in front of him is fake, like a mirage, like a mirror, and eventually he will wake up and return to that empty place. Wushan Palace, back to hell.

Therefore, he wanted to drink a few more sips before the soup got cold.

In this way, if one day his evil deeds are really punished, he is cast aside by the world, judged by fate, and pushed into the abyss of the cold pool again, he can walk alone with this breath of heat.

"What are you thinking about?" Chu Wanning asked him.

"Ah." Mo Ran came back to his senses, responded gently, and then smiled, "Nothing, I like to be in a daze after eating."

Allen Chu glanced at his empty bowl: "Have you finished drinking?"

"Um."

"You seem to like today's pork rib soup?"

"haha, yes."

Allen Chu took his bowl and said, "I'll give you some more."

He quickly went back and returned. Sure enough, he brought a large bowl of broth, which was a bit hot. After putting down the bowl, Chu Wanning used his fingertips to rub the tips of his ears, which not only warmed the ears but also lowered the temperature of his fingers.

He sat down again and said, "Drink."

"What a full bowl."

"You drink more slowly." Chu Wanning said, "If there is not enough, there is still more, no one will grab it from you."

Mo Ran was touched by this simplest sentence. He held the soup bowl, his dark eyes drooped, and with a slight nasal voice, he responded with a smile: "Okay."

Chu Wanning didn't know that in fact, at that moment, Mo Ran spent all his life's efforts not to hold the full bowl of soup, and shed tears when he heard the words "There is not enough, no one will grab it from you" Come.

Chu Wanning has been gone for five years, and he has suffered and blamed himself for five years.

Five years later, his master told him to take his time.

Mo Ran's heart suddenly felt very painful. The closer he got to Chu Wanning, the more sad he felt. In fact, if you don't pay attention to many things, you won't be able to see the affection behind them. But now that he has looked carefully, he can see that Allen Chu treats him so tolerant, so gentle, and so kind.

He had abused such a person in his previous life.

How can I be so virtuous and capable in this life that I can stay with you for a long time?

His heart was trembling and he was struggling painfully. On the one hand, he felt that he was not worthy. He felt that he should stay away from Chu Wanning. Where did he feel that he had the face to smile at Chu Wanning and be good to Chu Wanning? brazen!

But, on the other hand, he longs for it all the time - is this it, can it be this, their life is still very long, let him redeem the sins he has committed bit by bit, okay?

——

I came back from the mountain of corpses covered in sin.

I used my hands that were full of blood in my previous life to hold up the mellow and warm soup in this life.

I wish to kneel down for the rest of my life and return to purgatory after death. I just hope that you... are still willing to hold a cup and taste it.

"Master."

I don’t know when, Xue Meng came.

Mo Ran came back to his senses. In fact, since the death of Chu Wanning, he has been so self-blame and uneasy almost all day and night. If he has been soaked in such emotions for a long time, his whole person will appear very heavy. For other people It's not a good thing, so he has been working hard to adjust his mood. In the past year, he has only gotten a little better.

But occasionally one or two points in life will still touch him, and he will still fall into entanglement and self-disgust because of a word or an incident.

When he raised his head and looked at Xue Meng, the gloom on his face was still there, which shocked Xue Meng.

"Oh, what are you doing, you bitch? Looking at me like this? Do you owe you money?"

Mo Ran knew that he had just been in an emotional fugue and couldn't take it back at once, so he smiled forcefully and said, "You've eaten a little. Do you have something to talk to the master about? Then tell me, I'll go out and get some fresh air."

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