Chapter 4 Mother Is Gone

Shen Qingci touched Lou Xuefei's cold cheek, she sat up, and put Lou Feixue's skinny hand like dry wood on her face.

"Well..." She nodded vigorously, "Mother, A Ning is not afraid, A Ning will listen to her father's words, she will like her elder brothers and sisters, A Ning will remember her mother for a lifetime, A Ning will remember every word her mother said, every word."

Lou Xuefei's hands trembled as he gently rubbed his daughter's little face.

"That's right," she smiled. The smile was a bit sudden, but it was also comforting. Her Ning seemed to have grown up, and it seemed that she could leave with peace of mind, even if she could smile Jiuquan.

"A Ning, listen to my mother..." She coughed, and then insisted that she wanted to finish the last words with her daughter, she really felt that she was going to die, and maybe she would never say no if she didn't say it. Out.

"A Ning, my mother put something in the Bodhisattva's clothes at home, A Ning, remember to pick it up..." Her eyelashes fell, and some ashes shook out, as if she couldn't see it. The little face of her daughter is cleared, only the little hand that her daughter is holding is still warm, and there is a faint fragrance on her body, just like in the dry and yellow season, the vitality that never fades is also hers. of energy.

"A Ning is not afraid."

She kept repeating this sentence, even when she was dying, she couldn't let go of her young daughter.

"Mother, A Ning is not afraid," Shen Qingci shrunk her small body into Lou Xuefei's arms, Lou Xuefei's hands slowly dropped, and then placed on her daughter's little face, while Shen Qingci moved They didn't move for half a minute, but she was sad to find that her mother's hand was getting colder and colder. She took Lou Xuefei's hand and kept her warm from time to time.

"Mother, it's not cold, mother is not cold, mother is not cold anymore." She blows hot air to Lou Xuefei's hand from time to time, but this hand is getting colder and colder, and mother's body will no longer be cold. It's hot, mother's eyes won't open again, mother won't say that again, A Ning is not afraid.

Is there someone in this world who holds her in the palm of your hand as a treasure? It's her mother, her mother...

"Mother, mother..."

Shen Qingci cried from time to time, as if to wake her up, but she couldn't hear it anymore.

Shen Chunzheng shrunk her little body into Lou Xuefei's arms again, because she was a mother, not afraid, she was not afraid at all, she just wanted to let her hug her again, she would have no mother in the future, and she couldn't anymore. Calling mother.

She closed her eyes, and said something softly in her mouth, like a Sanskrit-like voice, word by word, word by word...

Namo, Amitabha, Tagado, Yedodiye, Amiridupa, Viamili, Sidampo, Viami, Vijaland, Amihu, Vijalando, Gamiti, Gana, and Taka Lisuopohe...

She choked out a sentence, her voice was almost hoarse, but she didn't stop, she recited the death mantra for her mother, she saved her mother, and she sent her mother on the road to Huangquan.

She is alive, but the mother is dead.

She sat up again, and took her mother's hand that was no longer warm and placed it on her little face, which was cold and sad.

Mother, A Ning is not afraid, A Ning is not afraid, A Ning asks someone to see her away.

She carefully pulled Lou Xuefei's hand and placed it in front of her, and then wiped away the tears on her face with her own little hand, but she found that the handkerchief on the slumped edge was dyed all over. Blood.

In fact, Shen Qingci knew that my mother should have left long ago. The doctors said that she should leave early and suffer a little earlier, but her mother was not willing. She was holding on to her last breath. She was waiting for someone, but in the end She still hasn't waited for that person, and she is also reluctant to pay her younger daughter. She wants to see her daughter more, she still has a lot to say to her daughter, and there are many things she wants to know.

Shen Qingci took the veil, and she put the veil in the mouth of her heart, and then climbed up on the shabby wooden deck, and then pulled over the torn quilt. The cotton cloth covers Lou Xuefei's body,

Then she knelt down, kowtowed three times, and ran out.

There was no one at the head of the village. There was only a dilapidated house, which was her home. There was a small bowl at the door, and there was half a bowl of rice in the bowl. Shen Qingci glanced at the bowl of rice and ran out.

She slammed on the door of a farmer until the door opened.

She thumped and knelt at the door all the time, and then kowtowed heavily. This was the best family for her in her last life. After her mother passed away, they also took care of her when she was still young, and they helped to bury her mother. , but when they passed, her mother's body had already stinked, because no one knew that Lou Xuefei was dead.

At that time, she was still a little girl, and she only knew that she thought her mother was asleep and never woke up. It was not until later that she knew that it was impossible for her mother to wake up again in her whole life.

She raised her face, and saw a capable woman in her forties walked out of it, and when she saw Shen Qingci, she was also startled.

Isn't this Xiao Qingci from Mrs. Lou's family? What's the matter? Why is she kneeling? She hurriedly wanted to support Shen Qingci, but Shen Qingci slammed her head on the ground with a loud thud , almost broke people's hearts.

"Mother-in-law, A Ning's mother fell asleep and won't wake up. Mother-in-law help A Ning, I beg mother-in-law to help A Ning."

As she spoke, she kept kowtowing her head. The people in the village avoided their mother and daughter like venomous snakes and beasts.

Because Lou Feixue is ill, her illness will not be cured for a long time, and she does not know who spread it, saying that her illness will be contagious, so everyone in the village is afraid that the disease will infect themselves, so let him The mother and daughter lived in the farthest and worst shabby house in the village. Lou Xuefei used the things on his body in exchange for food. They sent it to the door and left immediately. , are all disgusting.

And now she can only ask for this family, the others will not open the door to her at all. She tried it in her previous life. When she was dying and picking up stones on the ground to eat, she knocked on other people's doors and no one was there. One person opened the door for her, and no one would give her a bite to eat. She was beaten and scolded. She hid alone, crying and crying for her mother. She hugged her mother's tombstone and cried hungry. , Later, this old lady couldn't see it, she took her home, gave her food, gave her water, and gave her a place to sleep.

Until Daddy came, Daddy came to pick her up, she followed Daddy away, but she forgot to pay back the kindness of her meal...

She wants to let her mother go to earth in peace, she wants to live, she wants Huang Andong and Lou Ziyin to die, and she wants to protect her lover and everyone around her who died tragically.