Chapter 248 Kill Me

Shen Yu sneered, "How does it feel to be exposed in front of someone?"

Jiang Lianzhi gritted his teeth.

Since Shen Yu dared to speak clearly, it showed that she was not afraid at all. She was no longer the same as before, and Jiang Linzhi couldn't hurt her in the slightest.

So what about rebirth? She wasn't afraid of him at all. The person she was afraid of was probably Jiang Lianzhi.

Shen Yu added: "Let me guess, is it that your childhood sweetheart was not as beautiful as you imagined before? After the dream was shattered, you suddenly thought of the woman who died at the bottom of the lake?"

Jiang Lianzhi's face turned red with excitement and embarrassment, and he stared at Shen Yu without saying a word.

"Oh." Shen Yu laughed, "It seems I was right."

"You really..." Jiang Lianzhi smiled mockingly, "You don't show any dignity to anyone."

"The same goes for you." Shen Yu said, "You are despicable, greedy, and selfish. It's okay. Life is not perfect by nature, but the self-righteous affection you display is really disgusting and uncomfortable."

The veins on Jiang Lianzhi's neck bulged.

The two looked at each other in silence, perhaps it could be said to be a silent confrontation.

In the end, it was Jiang Lianzhi who moved his eyes away first.

Jiang Lianzhi knew very well in his heart that Shen Yu was right. Regardless of whether he saw it clearly at the time, the only person he saved would be Lin Qingli.

Just like the question she asked, would he be happy if she died?

He was not happy at that time, he only regretted it for a short time, and then felt relieved.

But this kind of relaxation did not stay with him for long. He remarried, and Lin Qingli, the daughter of a colleague in the court, was still his concubine, but life gradually escaped his control.

Lin Qingli was jealous and the backyard was disturbed.

He gradually missed the peace of the past, and then he remembered the figure waiting at the door with a lantern.

Shen Yu supported the wall and jumped up. Jiang Lian subconsciously stretched out his hand, but took it back.

His touching her should make her feel sick and uncomfortable.

Shen Yu sat on the city wall, "Now that the words have been made clear, it would be pointless to hide them. If you don't want to talk, you can leave now. If you want to stay, let's have a good chat."

Jiang Lianzhi's feet moved, but he didn't leave after all.

Shen Yu asked: "Marquis Xuanping and Li Yanchang raised private soldiers. Why didn't they rebel in their previous lives?"

Jiang Lianzhi thought for a moment and said: "Because Xie Tingzhou showed his loyalty to the late emperor, the late emperor used him to kill Li Yanchang, and he was also surrounded and killed at Chengtianmen by the late emperor for murdering the prince."

Shen Yu lived in the back house in her previous life, and Jiang Lianzhi never mentioned the court affairs to her. She only vaguely remembered hearing regrets from the maid.

"Do you regret it?" Jiang Lianzhi asked her, "The people of the royal family are so ruthless. The late Emperor killed the donkey and Xie Tingzhou. The same is true for Li Zhaonian now. You protect him from sitting in that position, and you will get nothing more." It’s a piece of writing.”

Seeing that Shen Yu remained silent, Jiang Linzhi continued: "The main culprits for the defeat at Yanliang Pass are Marquis Xuanping and Li Yanchang. Who destroyed your martial arts? I shouldn't need to say more, right?"

The answer that I once desperately wanted to know, the moment I really knew it, seemed not so important anymore.

"How did you die?" Shen Yu asked.

Jiang Lianzhi felt that the conversation tonight made him extremely tired, so he sat down on the stone steps and said, "Commit yourself."

Shen Yu was startled for a moment, never expecting such an answer.

"Why?"

"Xi Jue and Beirong invaded the pass, the Great Zhou Dynasty was gone, and I committed suicide at home."

Shen Yu nodded, "With your talent and learning, you should be rewarded for surrendering to the enemy, right?"

Jiang Lianzhi was stunned for a moment, "In your eyes, am I that despicable?"

"Isn't it?" Shen Yu asked back.

Jiang Lianzhi pursed his thin lips into a straight line and said: "You are right, I am actually despicable, greedy and selfish. This is all my Jiang Lianzhi, but I never went to the point of surrendering to the enemy, otherwise I wouldn't have done it in the first place. I will write to Xie Tingzhou and ask him to go to Yanliang Pass."

"I admit that I once thought about letting history repeat itself, following the trajectory of my previous life, so that I could marry you just like in my previous life, but I still wrote that letter because..."

Jiang Lianzhi lowered his head, "You forgot to mention that besides those shortcomings, I am also weak. I cannot bear such a heavy thing."

Jiang Lianzhi decided to break the pot and analyze all his unhappiness in front of others.

He was born into an aristocratic family, his grandfather was the chief minister of the cabinet, and his father had mediocre qualifications, so he was born with high hopes and shouldered the mission of carrying the family.

He must be perfect, be talented, follow the rules, and wear a layer of skin, but he is already a person with many shortcomings.

Jiang Lianzhi lowered his head. Shen Yu couldn't see his expression, but could only hear his voice.

"Whether you believe it or not, I am standing alone in this battle for the throne, not because I want to wait and see it become a faggot, but because I don't care. I don't care who ends up sitting in that position."

Jiang Lianzhi finally raised his head. Exhaustion made him look a little older.

"I once stood at the top of the powerful ministers, overlooking all sentient beings. That position was not that good. Looking back, my life was actually lackluster. My heart was already very old. When I woke up again after committing suicide, I thought What I want to do in this life, the only thing I can think of is the regret I have on you. I think I like you."

He was a man who couldn't find his way out or his way out. He couldn't think of anything else that rebirth meant to him except Shen Yu.

Shen Yu looked at him, "You don't like me. I'm just dissatisfied with my imperfect life. You just regret it."

"It's impossible to know whether I liked you in my previous life." Jiang Lianzhi looked straight, "But I'm sure I like you in this life."

Shen Yu frowned, "Don't you think it's inappropriate to say such a thing at this time?"

"What do you want?" Jiang Lianzhi looked up and asked her, "Kill me? Come on, I don't care."

He let out a long breath, supported his hands behind his back, and for the first time let go of the shackles on his body and sat so freely.

Shen Yu suddenly lost the desire to continue chatting. She jumped down from the wall and raised her feet to go downstairs.

Jiang Lianzhi was stunned, "Wait."

Shen Yu didn't stop, and Jiang Lianzhi chased after her, "I'm here now, don't you really want revenge?"

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