Six Hundred and Sixty Seventh Inner Corner

At this time, Ronan, bathed in Alena's sight, seemed to expose the deepest self in his heart - coupled with the unreserved display of his private space, this also made Ronan stand in the "pit" of disadvantage , the previous situation of the midnight party was unknowingly reversed.

If it was a debate, Ronan's response could be relaxed and freehand; but when Alena threw out a compliment, Ronan was at a loss.

"I'm just trying to focus on the things I love."

Facing Alena, Ronan was slightly embarrassed, but he didn't run away either. Standing on the spot and thinking deeply, the focus of his eyes collapsed and he fell into his own thoughts.

"Life is really long and complicated. It is difficult for us to simply say which one is the right answer, whether to choose dreams or face reality. We always have countless question marks but no answers. We may spend our whole life finding them Answer."

Ronan narrated calmly, and Alena listened quietly. The hustle and bustle of Vanity Fair outside the wall seemed to be gradually forgotten behind, and there were only the two of them in the whole world. The flow becomes gentler.

"So, when I come across something that has a clear answer, when I find something that I really like, I just want to grab it, and that's all."

Having said that, the corners of Ronan's mouth slightly raised, and the focus refocused on Alena.

"Dreams are not that great."

The special feature of a dream is not that it is magnificent and unreachable, but that it lies in the enthusiasm and desire that comes from the heart, the energy and urgency that seem to ignite the soul, this quality can make life special .

Perhaps, the dream is to have a simple family; perhaps, the dream is to wake up in the morning for a moment of peace;

The only problem is that very few people can really discover the source of their enthusiasm. They spend their entire lives without knowing what they really want and what they really love. Among the fingers.

It is a small number of lucky people who can discover their dreams; everyone who dares to chase their dreams is remarkable.

Alena's smile also raised a similar arc, she lowered her head and took a sip of milk, her drooping eyelids concealed the disappointment in her eyes, and then Ronan asked, "What about you?"

Alena raised her head, with puzzled eyes, Ronan hurriedly raised his hands in a gesture of surrender, and explained, "I have absolutely no intention of attacking."

Alena burst into a chuckle, then her smile subsided a little, she looked at Ronan quietly, realizing that she seemed to have nowhere to escape in front of Ronan, and Ronan finally discovered the turmoil in her heart, So should she run away?

Involuntarily, Alena fell into her own thoughts and paused for a moment before speaking.

"Do you believe it? In fact, I never have anything I really like."

Alena is serious.

This is also the reason why she likes Ronan, she likes the purity, enthusiasm and persistence of Ronan, which shines like the sun.

Indeed, dreams are not great. Even if you can enjoy the sunset before the sun sinks after a hard day's work, it can be said to be a dream, but chasing and realizing dreams requires too much energy. It has been squandered and exhausted in youth, and it will never be found when it grows up, so it loses the ability to continue to fight in the face of the cold and cruel reality.

Maybe in the eyes of others, it is a kind of stupidity, spending seven years insisting on a misty dream that can't see the end and can't be realized; but in her eyes, it is a kind of courage, silly courage, maybe others can have wealth and glory Fame, but Ronan can have happiness.

Alena likes Ronan like this.

Her sight is always involuntarily looking for Ronan's figure in the vast crowd, her footsteps are always uncontrollably approaching Ronan in the hustle and bustle, that kind of longing, that kind of urgency, that kind of throbbing, It was really too strange, an emotion that Alena had never experienced in her life.

Now, Alena was finally able to understand Icarus.

Watching Ronan, Alena bravely spoke out about her deepest and most vulnerable fears, and for the first time faced herself in front of other people.

Ronan frowned slightly, and asked puzzledly, "Classical music, isn't it?"

Alena showed a wry smile, with a little helplessness on the corner of her mouth, "Believe me, even if you really like something, but it starts to become a shackle attached to you, you won't like it anymore."

family.

Ronan remembered.

Alena was born in a family of musicians, all of whom are professionals and seniors, but she needs to learn the violin under their supervision. "Twelve hours of practice a day" is just a literal meaning. Suffocation, so what would it feel like to experience it for yourself?

The eyes from the family, the expectations from the family, the oppression from the family... The pressure is everywhere, and it gradually becomes the shackles on the hands and feet.

Perhaps, at the very beginning of the story, Alena liked music; but when "like" is no longer pure, "hobby" becomes work, and "practice" becomes a shackle, layers of pressure make things gradually complicated , and then everything changed, never to return to the original appearance.

"Besides, I have never had the right to choose." Alena added another sentence, but behind the understatement, she could feel full of scars.

Birth, like a brand, is not able to choose one's own birth, but after having it, it will always linger.

Alena was born in a music world, and her future path was determined early on. Before she had a choice, before she tried different possibilities, when she was babbling and toddler, before she had the ability to think independently and resist, Everything has been arranged, and it has nothing to do with whether she likes it or not. The prospect has been determined early.

no choice.

Such a simple sentence hurts so much.

Ronan couldn't imagine that whether it was the previous life or this life, he always had a choice. The only difference was that the choice after deafness became more difficult and bumpy, but he could still choose his own destiny; but Alena Denied such an opportunity from the start.

Therefore, like or dislike, willing or unwilling, in Alena's life, it has never been a matter of choice.

Looking at Alena in front of him, Ronan seemed to see the invisible scars and shackles on her body for the first time.