Chapter 1120 I Miss Him (2)
Following Lin Jiayi's words, what appeared on the computer screen was the picture she slowly sketched on the white paper with a pencil.
"After that first love left me, I lived in his shadow for a full eleven years and could not get out of it until he appeared in my world again. I may not understand many things at the time, but when I After slowly calming down, I carefully looked back on the past, and I realized that God actually loves me too."
"If God had not sent him to me again, maybe today, the day I thought was the anniversary of his death, I would still be sad, get drunk, and painfully think about the beautiful scenes of our past over and over again. .”
"Actually, after we reunited, I couldn't find the feeling I wanted in him anymore. I think for so long, I might have really loved him at first, but later on, I might just love him. The story between me and him, because of the regretful things, always makes people remember it."
"The sun here is very bright today. When I was taking photos in the sunshine, I suddenly wanted to go back to China. I wanted to go back to Beijing where there was all kinds of smog in winter. I wanted to eat Xiao Long Bao in Nancheng, Cantonese food in Xicheng, and Dongcheng. Crayfish from Beijing, boiled fish from Beijing, I thought about all kinds of things, but when I thought about it seriously, I realized that I might want to meet someone."
"Today's weather is not very good. It has been gloomy all day, and it snowed heavily in the afternoon... But when it snows, it is always beautiful, but it is also very cold. When I was drinking hot water, I suddenly missed Beijing. Heating, I once again want to buy a return ticket to Beijing immediately."
"I'm flying to the United States today, and I've already arrived at the airport...Tomorrow is Christmas Eve, and I've made an appointment with friends to celebrate the holiday."
"Look, America is very lively on Christmas Eve, just like our Spring Festival. My friends and I decorated a Christmas tree ourselves. Isn't it nice? When I put a wishing note on the Christmas tree tonight, I put down the pen Those three words were the name of the person I really wanted to see. At that moment, I suddenly seemed to be sure of something. I always thought it was because I was moved, but I found out that it wasn't. I thought it might be because of the failure of a relationship. , I was seeking comfort from another person, but in the end I found that it was not the case. I seriously looked into my own heart and then looked into my own heart again. I found that maybe the person I wanted to see had been interested in me a long time ago. It’s important to say that maybe the story of my first love and I changed not just him, but me too. I can’t find in him the feeling I once wanted. Maybe it was what I wanted when I was young. He can give me romance, but I am thirty years old, and I want stability, warmth, warmth, and comfort, which is what my first love cannot give me."
"Christmas Eve has passed, and today is Christmas. At the first second of Christmas, I can't wait to end this journey and go back to Beijing, because I miss him."
The video ended abruptly, and a line of hand-typed Song fonts appeared on the screen: Navigator, Merry Christmas.
Xia Shangzhou stared at the image of Lin Jiayi standing in front of the hotel's floor-to-ceiling window on the computer screen for a long time. He couldn't help but reach out with his fingertips and gently touched her face on the screen. As they touched, his lips The horns were raised slightly: "Merry Christmas, Jiayi."