Chapter 192 Premarital Phobia

There are two days until the wedding.

Chu Xia sat in the office, feeling a little dazed.

After more than two months, she has adapted to the life in 401, and it can even be said that she somewhat likes this kind of life.

When she came to this era, at first she lived passively, but later, she worked hard to blend in. However, some thoughts unique to this era were difficult for her to truly understand no matter what.

In this era when relative freedom of speech is not allowed, she does not want to cause trouble to the family who loves her the most, so most of the time, whether she understands or not, she is silent.

If it weren't for her undeniable appearance, no one would have felt her presence during the three months in Division A.

Yes, if she didn't have such a face, would Zhou Mikang have taken a fancy to her? Without Zhou Mikang's favor, would Zeng Meili treat her kindly? Even without such a face, would Jing Zhe recognize her?

Or, her thinking is a little bit extreme, but the reality is like this, her face is sometimes a curse and sometimes a blessing.

After coming to 401 and following Song Xiaoyu's side, she gradually developed a sense of belonging in her heart because the life here is similar to her college life.

Song Xiaoyu was still not very close to her, but cared about her teaching. Although Wang Jing was a little moody, she didn't make things difficult for her.

Usually when I go back, I will be accompanied by Luo Xiaoqiong, Liu Meijun, and Qiao Ningyi. We go to the cafeteria to eat together, go to the bathhouse to take a bath together, and take a stroll in the yard together...

When the allowance is given, the money is sent to parents, knowing that they live in a spacious house, knowing that they can eat and wear warm. She didn't worry as much anymore.

If it's all, it's been this way. How good would it be?

After marriage, will her life still be like this?

Since more than two months. She only went to Zhou's house once, and everyone else treated her very warmly, but Mrs. Zhou always had a cold expression on her face.

Seeing that she was uncomfortable at Zhou's house, Zhou Mikang talked to her once, to the effect that he doesn't go home often, since she doesn't like to go, let's be happy with his friends.

But what about after marriage?

Don't you want to go?

It seems unrealistic.

But. She is really not the kind of person who is all-rounder, she doesn't like to face too many people, but all this is a foregone conclusion, she can't always ask Zhou Mikang for whatever she wants, without giving.

"Missed again!" Song Xiaoyu slapped Chu Xia's head with a "slap", "How many times have I said that as a doctor, the most taboo thing is to be distracted!"

Chu Xia shrank her neck in pain: "Teacher, this is a special situation for me."

"If you want to be a doctor, you must allow yourself to work during working hours, no special circumstances!"

"Yes!" She answered yes, but Chu Xia felt a little disapproving in her heart. She is a human being, not a machine, so how could she be able to go to work all at once. Lose your emotions?

Song Xiaoyu looked at Wang Jing: "Wang Jing, you should get off work first."

"Yes, teacher." Wang Jing replied, quickly packed up her things and left.

Song Xiaoyu closed the office door. Sitting opposite Chu Xia: "Lin Chuxia, you may disagree with what I just said. But, I want to warn you, if you want to become a real doctor, you must do this.

When a doctor goes to the operating table, what he holds in his hand is not a scalpel, but someone else's life. Would you feel guilty if your life was lost because your emotions affected your judgment? At the same time, what can guilt solve? "

Hearing what Song Xiaoyu said, the disapproval in Chu Xia's heart was swept away: "Teacher, I'm sorry."

"It is difficult for you to meet this requirement now. What I hope is that you can really pay attention to the problem I mentioned and let yourself meet the requirement earlier."

Chu Xia nodded solemnly: "Yes!"

"Tomorrow you will start to take your wedding leave. It is a major event in your life. I will not force you to devote all your energy to your studies during your wedding leave. However, I hope that when you come back, you can immediately devote yourself to your studies. Remember Are you staying?"

"yes!"

Song Xiaoyu rarely saw a smile on his face: "Lin Chuxia, do you know what I admire most about you?"

"I'm a quick learner."

"Hehe..." Song Xiaoyu laughed, "You are quite immodest, but, although your study efficiency is higher than others, what I admire most is not this, but your lack of vanity.

Being able to marry into the Zhou family is the dream of many girls, but you, under such circumstances, can choose to continue studying medicine and not announce the news of your marriage, really, very rare! "

When Chuxia asked for leave this time, only Dean Xu and Song Xiaoyu knew that she was going to get married. The official answer the others got was that Lin Chuxia was seconded by the art troupe for a few days.

In the two months since I came to 401, the head of the art troupe, Wang, has never given up, and even came to see Dean Xu in person. Therefore, many people in the courtyard know that the art troupe is interested in Chu Xia.

Of course, it's not that there are no bitter words because of this. However, Chu Xia's life circle is very simple. Apart from being with Song Xiaoyu, even with Luo Xiaoqiong and others, no one really has the opportunity to disgust her in front of her.

This time, when she asked for marriage leave, she went to Head Wang for help, but because of his love for her, he actually agreed without hesitation.

The reason why Song Xiaoyu admired her was that if ordinary girls had this kind of opportunity, their first reaction would be to show off to their little sisters. How could they be like her? The first thing they thought of was how not to affect their studies.

After working in the hospital for so many years and bringing in many doctors and nurses, Song Xiaoyu is too aware of the jealousy among girls, and it is impossible for her to protect her all the time, so the safest way is to hide her clumsiness first, and wait until she really has something to do. After gaining strength, the slander of jealousy has nowhere to do it.

"Thank you, teacher, for your understanding." Chu Xia sincerely bowed to Song Xiaoyu, "It's really my luck to be your student."

"No..." Song Xiaoyu waved her hands, "If your mother-in-law and Xiaomi hadn't begged me, I wouldn't have accepted you as my apprentice. To be honest, the first time I saw you, I regretted that I agreed to them.

But after this period of time, I am very glad that I agreed to them at the beginning. I also feel that they are really thinking about you.

If you follow Jing Zhe. No matter how well you study, you will inevitably have some gossip, Lin Chuxia, you should understand what I mean, right? "

"Teacher, I understand. In fact, when I was in my hometown, my parents were always worried about me..." Chu Xia smiled wryly and spread his hands, "After all, my appearance is too unconventional."

"Non-mainstream?" I pondered for a while. Song Xiaoyu couldn't help laughing, "This metaphor is not bad, it is both image and arrogant, not bad!"

"Teacher, thank you!" Chu Xia bowed solemnly again, how could she fail to see that Song Xiaoyu's stay was actually to alleviate her fear of marriage.

The way she looks now, 10% reveals her uneasiness about getting married. And Song Xiaoyu, who had a good relationship with Lin Yanqiu, presumably knew how Mrs. Zhou treated her, so she deliberately stayed to talk to her today. The purpose is naturally self-evident.

She eloquently stated that everything about her today was arranged by her mother-in-law and Zhou Mikang, and she also explained their feelings for her, so naturally they wanted her to understand. She is valued by the Zhou family, so. There is nothing terrible about being married.

She stated that she would start studying immediately after she came back, and she was telling her in disguise. Don't be afraid of what this marriage will make you lose. What you want will not change!

Or, as she said, it is most suitable for her to be her apprentice!

In an instant, the haze buried in my heart disappeared, isn't it just marriage? Anyway, sooner or later, what is she afraid of?

Saying goodbye to Song Xiaoyu, when she returned to the dormitory, Luo Xiaoqiong and Liu Meijun had already helped her send her meals back, and Qiao Ningyi was on the night shift and was not there.

"Chu Xia, eat quickly, it's getting cold." Luo Xiaoqiong said while opening the lunch box and pushing it in front of Chu Xia, "Boom!", the lunch box fell under the table and was knocked upside down on the ground...

"What the hell are you panicking about?" Liu Meijun quickly found a dustpan, swept the food that had been scooped up all over the floor into the dustpan, and rushed to Chu Xia helplessly, "She was so dazed when she called back, I asked her what happened?" What's the matter, she said it's okay."

Of course Chu Xia knew why Luo Xiaoqiong was in a trance.

She had always wanted to tell Liu Meijun about her getting married, but she couldn't find a chance to speak, so at this moment, she couldn't comfort Luo Xiaoqiong in front of Liu Meijun.

"Let's eat less at night, two servings are barely enough." Liu Meijun pushed her lunch box to the middle as she spoke, and Luo Xiaoqiong came to her senses at this time, also with an uncomfortable expression on her face, "How about, I'll make another copy."

"No need." Chu Xia held her down, "I don't have any food at this time, I still have some snacks, so let's make do with it."

"Chu Xia, I heard that you were temporarily seconded by the art troupe?" Liu Meijun asked while eating.

Luo Xiaoqiong's chopsticks faltered, she lowered her head and continued to chop the rice.

"No, I'm getting married, that's just an excuse." After some hesitation, Chu Xia decided to tell Liu Meijun about her marriage. Since they met, the other party has been very sincere to her, so now, since the words come to this point, she doesn't want to talk about it anymore. lie to her.

"Get...married?" Liu Meijun looked at Chu Xia incredulously, "You mean, you want to get married? You... want to get married?"

Chu Xia nodded: "Yes, I am going to get married."

Liu Meijun looked at Luo Xiaoqiong: "Is it because of this that you are not right today?"

Luo Xiaoqiong nodded, didn't make a sound, and didn't know why, thinking of getting married in early summer, she wanted to cry...

"Chu Xia..." Liu Meijun hugged Chu Xia and began to cry, "No wonder you've been depressed. I'm not happy about this matter."

"..."

Chu Xia didn't know how to answer, so she had to keep silent, but her silence made Liu Meijun even more misunderstood: "Chu Xia, you are a soldier, be brave, if you really don't like it, just break off the engagement!"

"I can't retreat anymore." Chu Xia had no choice but to say.

"I can't get back?" Thinking of Chu Xia's father's illness last time, Liu Meijun immediately figured out the truth in her own brain, and based on the principle of not taking people's scars and making them hurt even more, she quickly changed the subject, "When will you get married? "

"the day after tomorrow."

"Chu Xia, have a safe journey, I'm waiting for your return." Liu Meijun quickly ended this "sad" conversation.

When she said that, Chu Xia couldn't go into details, so she could only respond: "Well, I'll be back sooner."

Luo Xiaoqiong, who was originally in a depressed mood over there, suddenly felt joyful when he heard the conversation between the two go farther and farther on the avenue of misunderstanding...