Chapter 203: 3 in 1 Chapter
The dancing red candles magnified the figures of the two people several times and reflected them on the wall. Chu Xia stared at the pile of bulging bumps on the wall, dazed in a daze.
Since she was three years old, she has never been hugged and slept in someone's arms. Now, locked tightly in Zhou Mikang's arms, feeling his hot breath, she can't fall asleep.
From his stiff backward posture and slightly heavy breathing, he could not fall asleep, and wanted to chat with him for a while, but didn't know what to say, so he simply stared at the wall in a daze.
Ever since she asked Zhou Mikang if he knew how to talk about love, the other party has been silent. Obviously, he was protesting her doubts.
Tsundere man!
She didn't question him, but rather disagreed with some views on feelings in this era, so she wanted to communicate with him, and if she could make him make appropriate changes, it would be considered a profit.
But judging from his attitude, she should stop doing those useless things, so she simply shut up and stopped talking, but this kind of silent getting along is so uncomfortable.
Her lying body was a little stiff, and she really wanted to turn over but didn't know how to face him, so she tried to endure it.
"so stupid!"
Chu Xia hadn't realized what someone meant by "stupid" before she felt dizzy, and then she confronted the head of the group, Zhizi.
The head of the group, Zhizi, frowned tightly: "If you want to turn over, turn over, what are you doing standing upright like an iron plate? I told you to give you time, so you can't believe me?"
Suddenly face to face at such a close distance, Chu Xia shrank her head back reflexively: "You can't talk well? I was not happy when I asked you if you would fall in love just now. With your bad attitude. How can I talk to you well? "
"If you read too many messy books, you will know how to think wildly!"
Chu Xia "suddenly" sat up. Eyes widened angrily: "Do you know what I dislike about you the most? It's your self-assessment without asking for my opinion!"
"When did I stop asking for your opinion? What didn't I ask for your opinion? Lay down and sleep, don't mess around!"
"What did you ask for my opinion? Whether it's my work or our marriage. You are in charge of either? Do I have a say? Since you let me be your wife, you should treat me equally ,respect me!"
Zhou Mikang also "suddenly" sat up: "You want to work with Jing Zhe that much?"
Looking at the exasperated face of the head of the group,
Hearing his angry tone, the unknown fire in Chu Xia's heart dissipated immediately, and a small dimple appeared on the corner of his mouth: "Can I understand that you are jealous?"
"Why are you jealous? Why are you jealous after I married you home?" Zhou Mikang stared at her resentfully, "I think I'm just too spoiled by you, which made you develop a bad temper!"
The smile on Chu Xia's face suddenly froze: "What do you mean?"
"Chu Xia" Zhou Mikang slowed down his tone, "Today is our wedding day. Don't make trouble?"
"I..." Chu Xia exhaled slowly, staring at Zhou Mikang seriously, "I didn't quarrel with you, it was you who made me angry, what did you say that you are too used to me, grow me a bunch of Bad temper.
I have a bad temper, you know it from the beginning, I also told you, I can't marry you because of it. She suddenly became a submissive wife and mother.
I can't do the thing of swallowing my anger, if what you want is a wife who centers on you and cares about your words in everything. I might really be out of place. "
"What do you mean by that?" Zhou Mikang's face turned cold, "You tell me these things today. Lin Chuxia, do you think it's appropriate? I can let you go because you are young. But, you are no longer a child When you say something, you have to think about it, you can be willful about other things, but not this one!"
"Actually" Chu Xia's small shoulders suddenly collapsed, "Actually, our two personalities are not suitable. You are so stubborn, and I am not docile. It was only the first day, and we started arguing like this. From now on"
Hearing her voice choked with sobs, Zhou Mikang felt an uncontrollable throbbing pain in his heart. He had already planned to give in to her and treat her well. Why did he provoke her like this again?
With a heavy sigh, he gently hugged Chu Xia into his arms: "I'm sorry!"
"Actually, you have nothing to be sorry for me. It may be that my thoughts are a little extreme. Marrying you, in the eyes of everyone, I have really climbed a high branch. I should be content. Originally, I also wanted to be like that." coming.
However, when I found out that you married me not just because you wanted to get married, but because you liked me a little bit, what I wanted changed.
I want to be with you well, I want to say what I want to say in front of you, laugh when I want to laugh, cry when I want to cry, and control my true emotions without worrying about making you angry.
I hope that the one in front of you is the truest me, and the one in front of me is also the most real you. If I am happy or unhappy, I will tell you and share with you.
At the same time, if you have happy and unhappy things, you should also tell me and share them with me. If there are some problems, I may not be able to help you, but as long as you have a trustworthy person who speaks out, the pressure in your heart will be less up.
When one day, we think of each other, and there is only a warm feeling left in our hearts, it means that we have already carved each other into each other's guts and melted into each other's blood.
What I want is such a relationship, no matter what our original reason is, now, I want to try to see if we can become like this.
However, such a relationship is definitely not possible with my own efforts. I need your cooperation and your trust, instead of scolding me like a child.
Now, in front of you, I often feel terrified, because I find that often, if I say a word, you will be upset, and I don't even know where I am wrong.
As for you, sometimes you obviously want to be nice to me, but you have to express your agreement in an awkward way. I'm not the roundworm in your stomach, how can I know what you think? Thinking about it later. I will be touched and I will forgive. But at the time, I was just angry!
When two people are together, they always quarrel, how can their relationship get deeper and deeper? Don't say that we don't have much emotional foundation like us, even if we have deep feelings, frequent quarrels will get weaker and weaker, okay? "
Speaking out all the thoughts in her heart, Chu Xia felt that the stone on her heart was removed at once. In fact, after she found out that Zhou Mikang was so protective of her. She made up her mind to get along well with him.
But she, after all, is from the 21st century, a modern woman who has certain requirements for feelings, and she is really unwilling to let her be his subordinate.
Of course, this may have something to do with the tutoring she received.
Although her grandparents and parents dote on her, they pay great attention to cultivating her independent ability.
For example, many families take their children with them until they are six years old, and then assign them to small rooms. And her family let her sleep by herself when she was three years old.
She was afraid of the dark and couldn't sleep because of crying. Of course, parents and grandparents feel distressed, but they did not change their minds because of their distress. Except for the first period of time, I will fall asleep with her in her room. In the back, they put her in their own small room and ignored her.
later. She went to middle school, and the school was only five minutes away from home, but her family chose to let her live in school.
Since she was a child, her mother taught her that girls must have their own careers and social circles. If you put all your hopes on men, one day, you will end up regretting it.
Not only did she say that, her mother also did the same. Here, her career is no worse than her father's. Of course, she is not as ambitious as her mother, but she also does not want to become a disliked parasite one day. .
People in this day and age are still simple.
Twenty years from now, it won't be what it is now. She believes in Zhou Mikang's character, but after getting along for twenty years, when the relationship is as weak as water, and she is completely attached to him, he will still have affection for her. A modicum of respect?
It is estimated that there was not much difference between her and Zhou's nanny at that time.
Just because she didn't want to lose that day, now, she had to plan ahead.
How can Zhou Mikang, who lives in this era, fully understand her thoughts? It was also fortunate that he had studied abroad, otherwise, after hearing her words, he would definitely think that she had a problem with her mind.
After being silent for a long time, Zhou Mikang nodded: "Okay, I will try my best to do what you said, in fact." After hesitating for a while, he still said, "Actually, you don't have to mind the difference in family background. None of my family would have any idea."
"I don't mind." Chu Xia had some headaches. People from a different era had some communication problems. However, I can't blame others for this. After all, people in this era think so.
Just like her mother-in-law, Lin Yanqiu, who took sick leave after giving birth to her first child, Zhou Xikang, but that didn't affect her status in the Zhou family at all.
But she really didn't want to be like her mother-in-law, raising children at home all her life.
The age is different, the thinking is different, and also, not being in contact with the outside world for a long time will make people feel depressed. Of course, it refers to her personality.
Family, friends, colleagues, she doesn't want to miss any of them.
"I didn't mean to lose my temper with you just now. I admit that I was a little jealous. You are already my wife. You know it's inappropriate to work under Jing Zhe, but you must pursue this matter. I'm sure uncomfortable."
Chu Xia nodded: "I understand, I'm sorry, I was too anxious to speak just now."
"You understand?"
"Yes, I understand, I know it's inappropriate to say this kind of thing today, but if you don't face some things, it doesn't mean it doesn't exist. You have been betrayed in this regard, so you will be sensitive some.
In fact, it’s not necessary. Although my personality is not very good, you can rest assured in this regard. I am angry. It’s not that I can’t work under Jing Zhe, but that at that time, you didn’t discuss it with me. Everything was arranged for me.
All I want is respect. If you had discussed with me before making arrangements, I would have no opinion at all. I am not a fool, nor am I an unreasonable person.
It is indeed better to be by Director Song's side than by Jing Zhe's side, I know this very well, and. Director Song also sincerely taught me, I understand. You must have had good things to say to her.
In short, I understand everything you have done for me. I've seen it all, I just want you to change your way so that I can truly feel how much you care about me. "
"Why do you have so many wonderful ideas in your little head?" Zhou Mikang looked at Chu Xia researchingly, "How old are you, how can you speak clearly about such things?"
"I'm called high emotional intelligence, do you understand?" Chu Xia raised her eyebrows proudly, "It's natural, it's natural. There's no way, you can't learn it."
Seeing her little stinky fart, Zhou Mikang's heart immediately softened to water, his arms around her tightened unconsciously, and his voice softened: "Okay, listen to you, I will deal with you in the future about feelings. Just listen to you, let's talk. How do you talk about love?"
Chu Xia looked surprised: "Are you willing to listen to me?"
"You said it all, you are born with high emotional intelligence, can I not listen to you?"
"Hey," Chu Xia said with a happy smile for a while. "My requirements are not high, except for allowing me to pamper and respect me, there is nothing left."
Isn't that high?
In order not to let this little one mess up again. Also in order to enjoy his own benefits earlier, the head of the group, Tongzi, was not ashamed to ask: "Can you tell me in detail what I am going to do?"
"Let me think about it." Chu Xia nodded her head and thought about it for a while. Cai said, "Write me a letter once a week, and you decide what to write.
Then, every time you come to your house to pick me up, you can't park your car in the hospital, you have to park farther away. When I have gained a certain strength in medical skills and been recognized, you can pick me up in a fair manner up.
I didn't do this just for myself. The Zhou family's family background is here. I also know that a big family like yours usually marry a daughter-in-law who is well-matched.
You are a special case. The main reason why grandparents, in-laws and relatives agreed to it is because they don’t want you to be single all the time. However, afterward, when others compare with each other, they will definitely feel uncomfortable.
Well, I've always got to have something to offer, right? There is nothing else we can do. It is still possible to support ourselves. Therefore, making myself a qualified doctor is the goal I am striving for.
Hey, look at me explaining so much to take care of your emotions. If I don't explain, do you think I feel ashamed to marry you again?
Don't deny it, the look on your face just now told me that you are not happy if I don't let you go to the hospital to pick me up in an open manner. "
A trace of unnaturalness flashed across Zhou Mikang's face. Just now, he was indeed a little unhappy. Even though he was married, he was not allowed to show up, and he was not taken seriously.
However, today he also really understood that his little wife said before that becoming a qualified doctor was not just for fun. When she told him not to pick her up and she had to rely on her own ability to be recognized, He thought she was just trying to stop him and not let him appear on stage, but now it seems that he really wronged her.
He admitted that originally, although he promised to let her work after marriage, his plan was to help her transfer to an easy job, and after the baby was born, he would simply give her sick leave and let her be like a mother. Just stay at home.
Now it seems that he really doesn't know her well enough.
However, after thinking about it, I feel that I am really contradictory. Isn't the reason why I like her is that she is different? As a result, after marrying her home, he wanted to treat her like any other woman. She was right, he did not respect her enough.
If she also becomes a woman who only wants to enjoy herself, will he still like her?
His mood is really contradictory, he is happy for her self-reliance and self-improvement, but also feels sorry for her self-reliance and self-improvement. Although he is not a doctor, he knows that to become a qualified doctor requires a lot of effort, which is definitely more difficult than other professions. Much more.
"Can you tell me why you don't want to go to the art troupe?"
He was both puzzled and happy about her rejection of the art troupe.
He didn't understand why she didn't like the work of the art troupe so much. After all, with her appearance, she had a bright future in the art troupe.
However, he didn't like letting her show her face like that.
Therefore, when his mother was thinking about getting her to the art troupe, he actually disapproved in his heart, it's just that. After thinking about it, it seems that going to the art troupe is the best choice. They did not stop.
However, she stuck with the performance. It confuses many people. Originally, he hadn't asked her all this time, but now he couldn't bear it anymore.
"I don't like that kind of life. I prefer a career that can really help others and make my parents proud of me." Unable to tell the truth, Chu Xia had no choice but to answer like this.
"Do you know the hardships of studying medicine?"
"Of course!" Chu Xia nodded earnestly, "Not only is it hard, but you also have to have enough courage. Doctors have to face many bloody scenes, and that is definitely not a job for a coward."
"Little ghost, it seems that marrying you is the most correct thing I did. You really surprised me more and more. It's getting late. Go to bed, don't worry. I promise you, absolutely will do."
In the last sentence, he made a pun, and Chu Xia's face turned slightly red. After that, she obediently lay back on the bed, waiting for his arms to come over. He raised his head cooperatively and let him wrap himself in his arms.
Or because it was opened. This time, Chu Xia quickly fell asleep. But it's hard to hold his captain's tube, after all, he is at a young age, and he has never been so intimate with a woman. Now, he can see, smell, move, and eat when he is in his arms. dead.
The fire in his heart was getting hotter and hotter. He wanted to take a cold shower, but he was afraid of waking her up, so he had to lean back and stand still, while secretly smiling bitterly in his heart. This is how the night is spent, and I will definitely laugh my teeth out.
However, he doesn't regret his decision.
If she rejects him because of the momentary pleasure, it is really not worth the loss.
She is so different, the more he understands her, the more pleasantly surprised he will be.
Even, the resentment towards Ye Meiru over the years has completely faded away.
When meeting relatives in the hall in the afternoon, many of them said sour words. The implication was that he didn't even read what they introduced to him, thinking that he was looking for someone with high qualifications, but in the end, it was just In a rural area, nothing more than growing thinner and a little weaker.
Yes, those people didn't recognize Chu Xia's beauty at all, only her thinness.
He was happy on the wedding day, and of course he didn't want to argue with anyone. Looking back now, he felt that Chu Xia's approach was the most correct.
Buddha fights for a stick of incense, and people fight for breath.
With Chu Xia's character, if she is allowed to live under the doubts of others, she will definitely not be happy. Then, when she has a skill, and, relying entirely on her own ability, after gaining everyone's approval, the doubts will automatically dissipate. .
In that way, grandma can accept her very quickly. In fact, one of the fundamental reasons why grandma never forgets Ye Meiru is that she has always been top-notch like a boy, and grandma likes girls who are self-motivated.
My mother raised the four of them, but in the eyes of grandma, she is not an outstanding woman. On the contrary, what grandma really likes more is the third aunt. Among several daughters-in-law, the one who works the hardest.
Of course, the main reason is related to the third uncle's personality. The third uncle is very peaceful, and he doesn't have the consciousness to strive for advancement in his work. Among the three brothers of the Zhou family, the third uncle is the worst developed.
And the third aunt is born with such a strong temper, in order to get by with face, she can't rely on the third uncle, of course she has to rely on herself
Thinking wildly, Zhou Mikang's mood finally calmed down slowly. Then, he didn't know what time he fell asleep. Anyway, when he regained consciousness again, it was already 5:30 in the morning.
Since joining the army, he has always insisted on getting up at 5:30 in the morning. No matter how late he sleeps at night, he always wakes up at this time.
Glancing at the sweet girl sleeping in his arms, his heart immediately became warm and swollen. Of course, a certain part swelled even more. He moved his body back quietly, and moved back again, for fear of Waking up the charming girl in her arms.
Her eyelashes are so long, thick like a row of small fans, trembling slightly with her breath, making his heart tremble. Her small face is so tender that water can be squeezed out, I really want to touch it
A big banlan tiger was squatting opposite her, staring at her with long eyes, she could even feel its fiery breath, she didn't dare to move, for fear of becoming a delicacy in the other's mouth, and then, suddenly, the tiger stood Get up, shake your body, and move over step by step. She wanted to escape, but. I couldn't move at all and wanted to shout. Throat as if blocked by uh
The head of the group, Zhizi, who was about to put a kiss on her forehead, was taken aback by her sudden opening of her eyes, and felt like being caught doing something bad, blushing unconsciously. , na na explained: "I want to pull out my arm, but I'm afraid I'll wake you up."
The moment he opened his eyes, seeing a face so close, Chu Xia was indeed taken aback. But after that, she was thankful for escaping from the tiger's mouth, and finally understood why she had such a dream.
"You were staring at me just now?"
"cough"
The head of the group, Tongzi, coughed subconsciously without saying a word. Of course, Chu Xia understood that he was admitting in disguise, and was so angry that he punched him on the arm: "Do you know what dream I had just now? I was stared at by a tiger , was almost eaten!"
A moment of doubt, he couldn't laugh or cry, dare to love. She means he is a tiger?
Chu Xia glared at him: "From now on, don't stare at people like this. It's too scary. If I didn't think about it, I would be eaten by a tiger."
Uh, does being eaten in a dream have any effect?
Of course, the group leader Zhizi would not ask such a question. Just smiled at her: "OK."
It is indeed not good to wake up too late when you think of yourself as the bride. Chu Xia also sat up and yawned. He got out of bed with his clothes in his arms.
The group leader Zhizi frowned: "What are you doing?"
"I'm going to the bathroom to get dressed." Chu Xia said and glanced back at him, "Don't scold me, I'm doing it for your own good, can you bear it if I change clothes in front of you?" Take a look at a certain part.
Subconsciously glanced at a certain part of himself, the head of the group, Zhizi's face turned red, and then picked up his clothes to block in front, and rushed to Chu Xia's side in two or three steps: "I'm going to the bathroom to change, you don't have to get up , Go to sleep for a while, I will wake you up later."
Chu Xia curled her lips and changed into her clothes. The old lady of the Zhou family didn't want to see her yet, she was already up anyway, so she shouldn't make her unhappy anymore.
Alas, it's a pity that she can't see her parents until the third day, otherwise, how good would it be if she went directly to the ancestral house to accompany her parents?
On the other side of the ancestral house, Zhao Yulan and Lin Baohe had also woken up. The couple didn't fall asleep all night, and they couldn't tell what mood they were in. Anyway, they just couldn't sleep.
As soon as the sky was bright, the couple got up together.
After putting on his clothes, he was a little flustered and didn't know what to do.
Everyone hasn't gotten up yet, the nanny staying here is cooking in the kitchen, when she sees the two of them going downstairs, she hurriedly greets them: "Sir and wife, are you up?"
"Don't, don't, don't!" Zhao Yulan waved her hands in panic, "What kind of husband and wife are we? You look similar to us. Otherwise, you can call us by our names. My name is Zhao Yulan, and his name is Lin Baohe. How about , you call us Lao Zhao, Lao Lin."
"Sir, madam, how dare I shout that?" The nanny smiled and shook her head, "I will stay here in the ancestral house from now on, and when the third young lady lives here in the future, I will take care of her."
Zhao Yulan was taken aback for a moment, then hurriedly said, "She can take care of herself, so why bother you?"
"Madam, you are welcome. It is my honor to take care of the third young lady."
Lin Baohe frowned: "It's not the daughter-in-law of the landlord's family, how can it be called the third young lady?"
The nanny hurriedly said: "Sir, other families also shouted the same way."
Lin Baohe shook his head: "I didn't hear such a shout when I went to Zhou's house."
"It's in the official residence, everyone will pay attention to it. In fact, some people don't call it that way in front of guests, but they always call it that way in private." The nanny continued to explain.
Lin Baohe frowned even tighter: "What year is it, why are you still doing this?"
"This" nanny doesn't know what to say, she can say, in fact, these people used to be the servants of these people, but because of the times, they had to use other identities to cover up, it wasn't the master who didn't let them go Go, but they are not willing to go at all, or in the eyes of outsiders, they think they are too slavish. In fact, the education they have received from birth is that they must be loyal to the master's family, and, in the master's house, they are definitely more powerful than themselves. They went out well. Of course, there are also some who have bad masters and would like to let them out. Like the Zhou family, how could they be willing to leave?
The old man wanted to release them all back then, but everyone knelt and pleaded for each other, so they were changed to different identities. To them, they continued to stay at Zhou's house to serve them. Being able to stay in the Lord's house is the most proud thing.
certainly. This kind of thing cannot be said to this in-law's wife and in-law's master. If the old lady had not confessed and asked her to tell the two of them, she would not have dared to say that just now.
Of course, she also understands the reason why the old lady asked her to tell the master and wife in-law. The wife doesn't like the third young lady, so she just wants to use this method to make the master and wife in-law worry, right?
but. After staying in the Zhou family for so many years, she has never seen the third young master treat any girl so well. She absolutely believes that the old lady will change her mind soon.
Therefore, she must not offend the master and wife in front of her.
Seeing her standing there smiling but not making a sound, Lin Baohe sighed and dragged Zhao Yulan outside.
"Mother, you said that our Xia family is in Zhou's house. Will there be a bunch of rules?"
"I'm also worried about this." Zhao Yulan also had a worried look on her face, "According to what the nanny said, the Zhou family still follows the old rules, but they just don't do it on the surface.
The old lady of the Zhou family doesn't like our Xia family. At this time, how can we not give Xia Li the rules? You said that although our family is poor, when did Xia ever suffer such wrongs?
Could it be possible. Married to Zhou's family, is to be a little yahuan? I knew that the Zhou family had such rules. We shouldn't have agreed to let Xia marry over. "
"Hey, the raw rice is cooked now. What can I do?" Lin Baohe sighed heavily, "Yulan, I really regret it, it's all because of my incompetence, that child Xia just wanted to make us live a better life The one who promised to marry to the Zhou family, if I knew that was the case, I would risk my life, and I couldn’t let Xia marry to the Zhou family, our baby geda, how can I serve others?"
"You don't have to worry so much, I think Xiao Zhou is very rare to our family Xia, maybe he will protect our family Xia."
"Even if you keep protecting him, he is still a junior." Lin Baohe's brows not only did not loosen, but even tightened, "I really want to go and have a look now."
"That's no good. I don't understand anything now. If you go like this, you've committed a big taboo. How can your natal family go to your daughter-in-law's house in three days? Doesn't that make them look down on our family Xia even more?" ?”
"What can we do?" Lin Baohe turned around anxiously, "Could it be possible to just watch our Xia suffer?"
"It doesn't matter whether you are really wronged or not." The couple murmured and walked out of the yard, walking farther and farther, and when they recovered, they found that they had already walked nearly half a mile.
The road-crazy Zhao Yulan was frightened and quickly grabbed Lin Baohe's arm: "Father, can you still find the way back?"
"We walked straight out, what can we not find?" Lin Baohe said while patting his wife's shoulder, "Don't panic, there is me, it's not like I don't remember the way."
"Hey, which one is this?" When they got closer, Lin Baohe was also dumbfounded. The villas in this area all looked similar. They couldn't see clearly when they came that night. They greeted their relatives and boarded the car early the next morning. The one who was taken away didn't go out after he came back, and he didn't pay attention when he went out just now, so he really didn't know which one was the one he lived in.
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