Chapter 1343 I Want to Live the Life He Wants to See

Xiao Xu looked terrified, fearing that Ji Mianmian would turn over. He knew her skills. If she suddenly turned over, he might not be able to catch her in time.

Xiao Xu shouted: "Mianmian, don't...it's windy on the bridge, let's go back."

Ji Mianmian stared straight at the river below: "What should I do? Am I not normal?"

"Mianmian you...you..." Xiao Xu didn't know what to say.

Ji Mianmian turned to look at Xiao Xu: "Do you think I should cry heart-breakingly, and then not eat or drink, I have to live or die, be so distraught, and use all kinds of stupid ways to hurt myself?"

Xiao Xu didn't say anything, but in his heart he really hoped that Ji Mianmian could cry happily, at least not to suppress himself, at least to vent.

It's so scary how calm she is.

The sadness in a person's heart needs to be vented. If not vented, the negative energy... will crush a person.

Ji Mianmian suddenly laughed. It was different from the heartless smile before, as if he had suddenly been transformed.

She said: "Don't worry, I won't do that. He saved me and left his life to me to let me live well, not to let me harm myself. I want to live how he wants to see it, and It’s not about giving up on yourself.”

Cry, who wouldn’t?

It hurts, of course she does.

But, what's the use?

It's not that she hasn't thought about suicide, but if she dies, what should she say to Ye Shaoguang when she meets him down there?

He exchanged his life for hers just to let her live. Before she died, he chose to let her live and then die himself.

Then, what qualifications does she have to live up to the life she bought with Ye Shaoguang?

If you really trample yourself, it is not your memory of Ye Shaoguang, let alone your love for him, it is trampling on his efforts.

What Ye Shaoguang wants most is that she can live well. If this is the case, then she must live and work hard according to what he wants.

When Ji Mianmian looked at her face in the mirror these past two days, she felt that it was her, but not her.

Her life no longer belonged entirely to her, she had to keep Ye Shaoguang's share alive.

Xiao Xu...

He was too narrow-minded. He underestimated Ye Shaoguang and also underestimated Ji Mianmian.

He thought it was abnormal for Ji Mianmian to be so calm, and he was afraid that she was suppressing herself, that she would explode at some point and do something that none of them wanted to see.

Unexpectedly, Ji Mianmian was far stronger than he thought and understood Ye Shaoguang's thoughts better than he did.

She... really loved that man. If she didn't love him deeply, she probably wouldn't understand him like this.

Xiao Xu lowered his head, feeling even more ashamed when facing Ji Mianmian.

"Stop following me, please...let me be quiet here and stay alone with him for a while. Don't worry, I won't do anything. I just want to talk to him. My mind right now, I am very sober, I know what I want to do, and I will not trample on my life casually from now on.”

Xiao Xu nodded: "Okay... okay... I'll go... I'll go farther... You, calm down, don't be impulsive..."

He backed away continuously and stopped moving forward.

Yan Qingsi watched anxiously in the car. She asked Xiao Xu to look at him. Why did he retreat?

She reached out to push the car door and was about to get out, but Yue Tingfeng stopped her.