Chapter 1979 The Two Most Important People in My Life Are Together
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Han Fangzhou leaned against the wall, his eyes unfocused.
"I thought about it countless times later and asked myself, is there really no way to reject her completely?" Han Fangzhou whispered, "There must be a way. But I just don't want to think about it, I am too lazy to spend energy on her. "
"This was my first mistake for not letting her completely despair of me."
"And after she ran away in anger that day, I didn't send her home. That was my second mistake."
"As for the third mistake, it was after receiving her call..."
Han Fangzhou's voice was so low that it was almost inaudible. "I asked myself many times later that when I received a call from the kidnapper, the kidnapper asked me to trick you out and exchange her for her. Why didn't I agree? Why didn't I even want to deal with the kidnapper? Just refuse?"
"If I had dealt with the kidnappers and delayed a little longer, would the outcome have been different?"
Han Fangzhou lowered his head and kicked away the deformed plastic bottle at his feet, "I was too conceited at the time. I always thought I could solve all problems... But in fact, I didn't have the ability to do it at all. What."
"It's my fault that I ruined Ye Qingmeng's life."
Han Fangzhou looked at Yun Hua again, "Over the years, I have been constantly reviewing the events of those years in my mind. I kept thinking about it over and over again, but I actually forgot what I was thinking at the time. I didn't even think about it. I know why I made the choice I did. I keep rehearsing in my mind what I would do if I had it to do over again."
"But I can't think of an answer."
Han Fangzhou smiled bitterly, "People are always making mistakes in life. Many people say that once you make a mistake, you just need to correct it. Knowing your mistakes can greatly improve you, but how can I change it? I don't even know how to make up for it. Even if I do something later No matter how much, even if I am willing to shoulder the crime of murder...but in the end, everything is in vain. I can't do anything."
Yun Hua frowned slightly, "Han Fangzhou, you know the details of the original case. Those gangsters came for me, but they are all desperadoes, and they didn't leave you any possibility to solve the problem at all! Even if You agreed to their conditions on the phone, and even if you deal with them, they will still hurt Ye Qingmeng!"
"You didn't call the police at that time, but the police conducted a complete analysis and simulation of the situation at that time. Even if you called the police at that time, firstly, the police would not easily believe you; secondly, at that special time of New Year's Eve, the police force was insufficient. , it is impossible for the police to send too many people to look for Ye Qingmeng. And the place where the gangsters kidnapped Ye Qingmeng and hid his disease is too remote, and it will be impossible to find it for a while... Wait for you and the police to find it, Ye Qingmeng He has also been killed."
"I think you know these things very well. You can blame yourself, you can feel absolutely guilty, but you don't have to take all the blame on yourself!"
Yun Hua looked at Han Fangzhou and said, "I have been in contact with Ye Qingmeng's doctor. The other party said that Ye Qingmeng recovered very well and is basically like a normal person now. It's just that the method he used to kill those three people was too harsh." Cruel, the judiciary did not dare to give her a low-risk assessment at will, and she was still living in a psychological institute. By the way, the psychiatrist said that she could talk about you normally and the things that happened back then without getting sick. She also said that she I shouldn't have been so angry with you at the beginning, but you later took the blame for her. You deliberately left traces related to you at the scene, allowing the police to turn their investigation attention to you, and let the police identify you as the murderer. You would rather go to jail than ever. She is very grateful that she was not confessed. She wants to say sorry to you in person."
Han Fangzhou looked at Yun Hua blankly, "Really?"
"Yeah." Yun Hua nodded, "I never knew where you were serving as a soldier or which unit you were in. Bao Siqing never told me that you were transferred to their unit. Otherwise, I would tell Ye Qingmeng your Address so that she can write to you or call you. When you get back, I think you can go see Ye Qingmeng."
Han Fangzhou's hand trembled slightly, and he moved his body uncomfortably, "Is it appropriate for me to go see her...? Will it irritate her again?"
"I don't think so." Yun Hua said, "People always change after experiencing major changes. I think Ye Qingmeng has changed a lot. You can go and meet her."
Yun Hua sighed slightly, "What happened back then had a great impact on you, me and her. I just paid it back. I was relatively heartless and indifferent, so I was not affected too much. But for you The influence she had on me was really too deep... After all these years, it’s time to face the scars of those years.”
"Are you indifferent?" Han Fangzhou looked at her deeply, "If you are indifferent, then there is probably no person in the world who is not indifferent."
Han Fangzhou smiled and said, "Yun Hua, you are actually the most soft-hearted person I have ever seen. Also, you and the captain are very suitable."
"Thank you." Yun Hua smiled.
Anyone who says she is a good match for Bao Siqing will make her very, very happy.
The two looked at each other and smiled. Many things seemed to be broken and then re-established.
Yun Hua couldn't help but ask, "When did you go to Bao Siqing's unit?"
"It was the captain who helped me when I joined the army. My situation at that time was really not suitable for going to school anymore. The simple environment of the army was actually the best for me. The captain actually met me without telling you. .”
"What?" Yun Hua had no idea at all.
Han Fangzhou smiled, "Yes, the captain met me once and beat me up. He said I was stupid and that I not only hurt Ye Qingmeng, but also you. When you didn't know anything, I bear the deep guilt and self-blame for Ye Qingmeng. The captain scolded me, but he still helped me and let me enlist in the army. You also know that in my situation, it was the captain who could not pass the political review if he wanted to join the army. Put me in... I worked hard, I trained harder than anyone else, and I dared to be braver than anyone else... I made a contribution and got the opportunity to enter the special selection."
"The selection process for me to enter the base was hosted by the captain. During the three-month selection process, the captain was so... ruthless." Han Fangzhou couldn't help but laugh, "Fortunately, I passed all the tests and stayed. In fact, the captain was They didn’t really want me, but I performed so well that the captain of the base insisted on keeping me. The captain also didn’t allow me to join the action team, and I used my own strength to stay in the action team! Speaking of which, this This was my first official mission together with the captain. But I didn’t expect it would be so troublesome and dangerous.”
Han Fangzhou looked at Yun Hua with a smile in his eyes: "Huahua, the two most important people in my life are you and the captain..."