Chapter 1995 If You Lose Control Again, You Will Tear Me Apart

His voice became lower and lower.

He looked at her with some anxiety.

He looked a little worried and looked at Yun Hua secretly, as if he was afraid that she would be angry.

Is Yun Hua angry?

She didn't know, let's just say she was angry, and she knew that this kind of thing was beyond her control, but if she said she wasn't angry, she felt uncomfortable.

"How do you feel?" she asked.

"What does it feel like?"

"How did you feel when you killed those people?" Yun Hua asked, "Happy or sad?"

He hesitated for a moment and shook his head slowly, "I'm unhappy and feel very sad."

"Then why kill?"

"Because I feel so bad, I want to tear them all apart..."

Yun Hua looked back at the stumps everywhere, "Did you tear these into pieces?"

He lowered his head and nodded dejectedly.

Yun Hua rubbed his eyebrows and said, "You can kill them in many ways, why do you have to... tear them into pieces?"

"I...I feel uncomfortable, I can't control my strength..."

He looked aggrieved and very worried.

Yun Hua was helpless, but he couldn't just let him continue.

She was mentally prepared that he might never be able to recover, but at least he was not completely controlled by the virus. He could control himself, he would listen to her, and he would learn. That was enough.

She could teach him step by step and teach him to become a normal person.

"They want to kill you, so you kill them, right?"

"Um."

"First of all, killing is wrong. We are all human beings, and we cannot kill others at will. If they want to kill you, of course you can resist, you can even kill them. But, you can just kill them, why tear them apart? What about them? You can break their necks, but you tear them apart, and you tear them apart with very bloody means. This is no longer just killing, you are overkilling."

"Overkill?"

"Yes. You see what lions and tigers do when they hunt prey? They kill the prey and then eat it. They don't tear the prey into pieces, because the subsequent actions are meaningless. They are all superfluous. Only humans can make these superfluous movements when killing."

Yun Hua's voice was calm, but his eyes were very persistent, "These unnecessary killing actions of humans are nothing more than a way to demonstrate their authority and a way to vent their desire to kill. Because only humans, They will get pleasure from killing, and they will excite themselves through unnecessary killing. Animals only kill for survival, but humans kill for their own excitement."

Bao Siqing looked at her, as if he could understand her words, but he seemed not to be able to.

She didn't say much and let him think about it.

After a while, he whispered to her again, "Hua, I don't feel happy or happy when I kill someone. I... I'm disgusted."

"Then why are you still doing this?"

"I...I can't hold myself accountable. I feel very uncomfortable. I feel uncomfortable all over my body. I want to look for you, but you're not here. I can't find you. I feel like my whole body is on fire. I want to put you in my body." Put out the fire... But I can't do it, I can only consume my energy desperately... Their blood, unlike yours, will not make me comfortable, it will only make me feel more uncomfortable, I... I I can’t control it anymore…”

"Do you remember tearing them apart?"

"I... I just remember that I felt so bad, I wanted to kill them, I just wanted to kill them, and then I did it. I... I don't remember how I tore them apart, but I know these are I did it." His voice was very low and his mood was very low.

Yun Hua pursed his lips.

She had roughly guessed Bao Siqing's situation.

After he came up, he was surrounded by these people, and then the suppressed ferocity in his body was aroused. He probably lost his mind at that time, and killed these people with the most cruel means based on instinct.

"Hua, I won't kill anyone anymore, don't be angry." He hugged her and said carefully.

Yun Hua smiled bitterly: "Hey, this question is difficult to explain. Just like now, they wanted to kill people, and you could only kill them. I'm just... I'm just worried that you will lose your nature because of killing... That is to say, you will lose your nature because of killing. , the brain becomes a mess, just like just now, you don’t recognize me at first, you need to rely on my smell to identify me.”

"If you don't rely on smell, how can you identify it?" He wondered.

Yun Hua was helpless. He was really like the original orc now. Animals recognized animals not by their appearance, but by their smell. To identify people, he also needed to rely on their smell, not their faces.

She looked at him and said, "Do you think I look good?"

"Good-looking?" He didn't understand again.

What is the word good-looking?

"Hua, you are delicious." His eyes were bright.

Yun Hua twitched the corner of his mouth and glared at him speechlessly, "I mean, do you remember my face? Do you remember my appearance?"

"Yeah." He nodded vigorously.

"I mean, can you remember my face at any time? Even when you are the most uncomfortable, the most uncomfortable, and the most unable to control yourself, can you remember my face? You can tell me when you see me. Me? No need to smell me, no need to bite me to taste, just see me and remember me," she said.

His eyes widened and he nodded repeatedly, "I can."

"But when you saw me just now, you didn't recognize me. You know what you did, but you don't remember the process and details. You lost control." Yun Hua said, "Good boy, if you can't control yourself, if it happens one time When you lose control again, the smell of me is covered by other smells, and if you don't have time to bite me and taste it, are you going to kill me like you killed them?"

Bao Siqing's expression changed drastically.

Yun Hua looked at him, and his tone became lighter, but the words he said were even more cruel, "You will tear me apart like you tore them apart, and make me look like that... Do you think?"

"No!" He kept shaking his head, his eyes widened, "No! No!"

"Well, be good, control yourself, stay awake all the time, and don't let yourself lose control again, can you do it?"

"I can!"

Yun Hua smiled, "Okay. I believe you can do it. Just remember clearly that once you lose control, you will tear me apart..."

"I won't lose control again!"

"good."

In fact, Bao Siqing's current situation is not suitable for surviving in a complex environment. Killings, crises and blood can easily irritate him, but Yun Hua has no choice.

She couldn't take him underground for too long. Besides, the sooner she could return home, the sooner she would be safe.

In addition, he doesn't know what happened to his teammates.

Was the mission a success or a failure?