Chapter 121

My name is Zhou Zhijuan, 17 years old.

My father was a gambler and my mother was an alcoholic. When I was very young, the two of them often quarreled over money issues.

My childhood memories include endless quarrels and only accusations and abuse.

Watching other children happily carrying their schoolbags to school.

I went home and asked about my father suspiciously, and what I got in return was a slap in the face.

I cried and went to find my mother, but found that her door could not be opened.

There was an unpleasant smell in the air.

I could only cover my face and stand at the door, secretly wiping my tears.

I dare not cry.

Because I was afraid of getting another slap from my father.

Later I found out that my father lost a lot of money that day.

They even threatened to sell me and my mother.

Later, my father disappeared.

A group of scary-looking uncles took out sticks, cursed and smashed up the house.

I only dared to hide under the bed and watch my begging mother being taken away by them.

After a long time, my mother came back.

She found me from under the bed and hugged me tightly for the first time, giving me the warmth of home.

But I don't understand why she keeps apologizing.

That day, facing the broken home, my mother was cleaning the house very seriously.

The next day, I received a gift from my mother.

That was my first childhood gift, a stuffed bear.

I love it.

But, since then, I have never seen my mother again.

I hugged the little bear, cried heartbrokenly, and looked for my mother everywhere.

Tired from running and crying, I hugged the little bear, sat in front of a blue shop, and fell asleep.

The police uncle who was out found me.

Later I was fostered in a local orphanage.

Whenever I look at other children who have lived in a honeypot since childhood, I feel really envious.

I have neither my father's care nor my mother's love.

But as time went by, I seemed to get used to living alone.

As I grew up, one day I met him in the factory.

That day I suddenly fainted at my workstation.

Maybe it's because I've been malnourished since I was a child. I get dizzy easily after working for a long time.

It was he who picked me up and took me to the hospital in the car.

Buying water, buying food, and taking meticulous care made me feel the warmth I had not seen for a long time.

Gradually, I seem to have someone to rely on.

Until my birthday, he used his one month's salary to buy me a gift.

With a smile on his face, he put it on me with his own hands and whispered softly in my ear.

Say the words that you will take care of me for the rest of your life.

I cried, completely falling in love with him and accepting everything about him.

It seems that he is the only one who can be entrusted with life.

But all the seemingly good things were completely shattered last night.

…

"Girl, come down here, it's not your fault!"

Shi Cong stood in front of the window and said nervously.

She never expected that the girl who was still emotionally stable after leaving the stage last night would actually climb up the window sill early in the morning when no one was around.

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, this is all my fault."

The despair in the girl's heart gradually spread, like a spider's thread, netting her heart.

The girl's eyes were red and tears were streaming down her face.

When the young man left, his heartless words appeared before the girl's eyes like a movie.

Her expression gradually collapsed.

Why did God do this to her.

I have lived in fear since I was a child.

Her father can beat her when he loses money, but his mother doesn't care about her when she drinks.

She was helpless since she was a child, and life bullied her, but she never gave up on life.

but why.

She could have chosen to believe in life again, but she was torn into pieces again.

Have fun?

Just for fun!

Why should we say the words of each other, why should we make a promise to take care of others for the rest of our lives.

The girl was heartbroken.

In fact, after that night, the girl realized something was wrong.

The attitude of the young man who had taken good care of him suddenly changed.

In the face of girls' concerns, he often ignores her and often disappears.

When I come back, I always borrow money and get angry every time.

Sometimes, all kinds of excessive demands are made.

But the girl kept thinking about the eternal vows made by young people on her birthday.

She endured it silently and persisted, hoping to use practical actions to win back the young man's love for her.

But all this will only make the young people even worse.

As a result, the girl was shaking all over in pain last night, but the young man remained indifferent.

It seemed like a matter of course.

The successive blows made her cry like crazy.

In the wards and corridors.

The heartbreaking cries made people heartbroken.

Just when the girl was disheartened and ready to jump, a stern voice suddenly sounded from the scene.

"Is this your choice?"

"Are you ready to risk your life for an unworthy scumbag?"

"Your life is in pieces, but he can continue to enjoy life and cheat on more girls. Is this the result you want?"

At some point, Xiao Chenguang was standing in front of the girl.

At this moment, there was no smile on his face, and he looked at the girl like a violent lion.

"I……"

The girl was stunned, she had never thought about this.

She only knew that her life was over and she had entrusted it to the wrong person.

In this age where chastity is valued, her experience will only lead to criticism from others.

She might even be scolded by the elders in the village as a woman who is immoral.

"You have to remember that you live not for others, but for yourself."

"There is more than one way to choose in life."

"Since your heart is dead, find your own way somewhere else."

Seeing the girl's expression, Xiao Chenguang knew that she just lacked the right guidance.

Although she went astray, she could always find her way back.

At such a young age, it is really not worth it to go on the road of suicide because of this incident.

"Do I still have a way?"

Hearing Xiao Chenguang's careful guidance, the girl's heart, which was originally in a state of collapse, began to waver.

"Of course there is, believe me, even if love is gone, there can still be family affection, career, etc."

"Get down from the table first. I had a hard time doing the operation on you last night. I will not allow you to abuse your body like this."

Xiao Chenguang's unquestionable words were full of majesty.

It seemed that if the girl did not listen to him, she would become an unforgivable sinner.

The seemingly reprimanding words shocked the girl's heart.

She looked at Xiao Chenguang, with an inexplicable throbbing in her eyes.

The girl's lips trembled, her eyes were red, and big tears slid down her cheeks to the ground.

She and Xiao Chenguang were strangers.

The latter patiently guided her and helped her again and again.

Her past experiences came to mind.

Regret and unwillingness surged in her heart.

For a moment, the girl was speechless. Even though she had too many words in her heart, they condensed into a word of apology at this moment.

"Doctor, I'm sorry, I was wrong."

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