I Have Come to Terms with It. Thanks for Everyone's Encouragement.
I was initially shaken after being persuaded by phone calls and WeChat for a day, and then I saw everyone's comments. It is true that people should walk on their own. I will continue to stay in the rented house. I will update 10,000 words every day, at least I won't starve to death in Northeast China. I will try my best first. Now I have finally made up my mind. Thank you all for your support, thank you very much.