Chapter 1423 Ordinary People and Abnormal Humans

Ms. Ravenclaw was also present when those things happened in the Albanian forest just now?

She must be there, but why didn't she stop Barrow and watch Helena get killed?

Also, what is it about Alvin feeling that feeling on the crown, getting into that emotionless state?

Could it be that she calmly accepted her daughter's death because she didn't have any emotions...

Ms. Ravenclaw doesn't seem to want to say more, to figure out that these have nothing to do with how to defeat the evil god and what Ivan is going to do when he comes back this time, but he can't accept it emotionally, even if he already knows that Ms. Ravenclaw is not " Feelings", knowing that all her thoughts are absolutely rational, but Ivan just feels uncomfortable and unacceptable, just like he insisted on risking his life to save Malfoy, redeem Ron with friendship, and give Pettigrew A chance for Peter to repent and more.

Ivan feels that he is the exact opposite of Ms. Ravenclaw who has "absolute wisdom". He is too sentimental!

Especially at those critical moments, his IQ dropped quickly.

Instead, he is more dominated by some messy thoughts and feelings in his heart, and he is even willing to take great risks to do something to verify a certain idea in his mind or practice a certain belief that he has always believed in. belief.

Intellectually speaking, it is completely naive to have these thoughts and behaviors, but Ivan just can't let go.

He also did a lot of "stupid things" because of this, and may never be able to become a powerful wizard like Ms. Ravenclaw and Professor Dumbledore, but Ivan feels that this is his true self, not what others think he should be look...

He never thought that he was different from others, just an ordinary person full of contradictions and willing to believe in beauty, but Aiwen never felt that there was anything wrong with being like this, anyway, this is him.

Whether it is good or bad, what Ivan needs to do is to accept himself, not to hate and change himself.

Therefore, he is very stubborn now to figure out what Ms. Ravenclaw really thinks.

Even these things are meaningless.

"Professor!" Thinking of this, Aiwen raised his head and stared at Ravenclaw resolutely, "You were in that forest just now, right? You saw Helena being killed by Barrow...that incident? Why didn't you stop it?!"

"Why do you think I didn't stop?" Ravenclaw asked back, his voice still calm.

"Because..." Ivan paused for a moment, and then said his thoughts outright, even if he knew that these words were impolite and would offend Ms. Ravenclaw, "Because you have no emotions, you can't feel emotions, You will only use that cold absolute wisdom to think about gains and losses, so Helena's death will not make you feel sad and sad, even if she is your daughter. To put it bluntly, you don't care about her life at all, so she Will try to escape Hogwarts in any way possible. I heard her talking to Barrow, Hogwarts makes her feel stress and pain, she hates this place, I don't think, I don't think it's right."

Ms. Ravenclaw watched Ivan quietly, and didn't seem to have any special reaction.

"You're right, Ivan, I don't think it's right either!" After a long time, she said softly.

Ivan froze for a moment, not expecting Ms. Ravenclaw to answer like this.

He thought that the other party would avoid and not talk about this unpleasant topic, or explain to him, for example, that in order to achieve a certain greater good, there must be sacrifices or something. Professor Dumbledore usually said that, but Ai It hadn't occurred to Wen that Ms. Ravenclaw would admit it openly.

"I'm not a competent mother, and I can't even be considered a normal person. Helena's departure and death are all related to me. I caused this result by myself. I'm sorry for her." Ravenclaw continued, ethereal There was no wave in her voice, as if she was talking about something not her own, "I'm always used to thinking about something in terms of how to get the best results, and I always think how to do it will be good for Helena, but never I have considered the pressure that this will bring to him, but I have not considered her feelings, because I have no feelings, so I have never thought that many things are not the best decisions and choices."

"Everything in the world has gains and losses. I have gained absolute wisdom, and the price I paid is my own feelings. From childhood to adulthood, I have never felt feelings, no happiness, no pain, I don't know what love is, and I don't know what love is. Knowing what evil is, I don't even have the normal sense of touch, such as sweet and bitter, hot and cold, and I am like a bystander watching the world, a soul stored in a body named Rowena Ravenclaw, no matter what What happens in this world has nothing to do with me..."

Don't even have the sense of taste and touch?

Ivan didn't expect it to be so serious. He originally thought that Ms. Ravenclaw just had no emotions.

Now it seems not only that, but all feelings, including feelings in a wider sense.

"Unlike those patients who lost their self-awareness, I felt no emotion, but I gained absolute wisdom, which is really a bad combination, because the absence of emotion allows me to use my intelligence without limitation and influence, Not only in the study and research of magic, but also in dealing with people, I can easily understand other people's thoughts and know why they react in those ways without deliberate training. I can easily understand people's hearts and know how to control them, even if those feelings are something I have never felt before." Ravenclaw said, "I remember very clearly, it should be when I was four years old , After a brief observation, I began to learn to imitate other people, remember how to respond correctly when encountering different things, so that I am not so special, but more like an ordinary person..."

"I try my best to imitate other people, try my best to integrate into this world in my own way, although my soul has been watching coldly, I know that no matter what happens, it will not touch my heart, because I don't have a heart at all. " Ravenclaw said, "The blood magic of the Ravenclaw family is the powerful root of this ancient pure-blood wizard family. It is both a gift and a curse. Every member who inherits this talent will Everyone in the family believes that this talent will make the Ravenclaw family more and more prosperous, but they are all afraid of the family members who have inherited this talent, even if they appear so on the surface. Caring and happy, but these emotions can be acted out at a glance to me. These people, including my parents, are actually afraid of me and think that I am a monster..."