Chapter 22 To Compensate for My Suffering

These heavy words made it impossible for Lu Ming to move away from the personal information column.

He read from the beginning.

Personal information: Former resident of Blue Star, native of Huaxia Chengchuan, third year of high school, born in the female restroom of Qihai Zero Bar, abandoned by her biological mother Su. Later, she was found by the bar cleaner, who notified the bar owner to call the police and sent her to Qihai Xingxing Welfare Home, named Honghong.

She showed extremely high learning ability and hands-on ability in the welfare home. She likes quietness, loves books, does not like to communicate with others, and often sits alone in the book corner, so she is targeted and excluded by other children in the welfare home.

At the age of three, she was adopted by migrant workers Liu and Zhang, and renamed Liu Ya. Later, due to a construction site accident, Liu and Zhang were paralyzed for life and unable to continue to take care of her. The adoption relationship was terminated on New Year's Eve of that year and she was sent back to the welfare home. The adoption time was less than one year.

At the age of five, she was adopted by Wang, who was divorced due to long-term infertility, and was renamed Wang Chanjuan. Later, because Wang was forced by her parents to marry a cousin in the same village, the man was not allowed to bring the child, and the adoption relationship was terminated again, and she was returned to the welfare home. The adoption period was less than seven months.

At the age of seven, she was adopted by Zhao and renamed Zhao Jiao. Later, Zhao died suddenly while playing cards in the middle of the night. After the family dealt with the funeral, because there was no blood relationship and no relatives to adopt her, the adoption relationship was terminated and she was returned to the welfare home. The adoption period was one year.

At the age of ten, she was adopted by Yang Zhaojun of Yang Village and renamed Yang Xue. She studied in Yangcun Primary School, Village Middle School, and County No. 1 High School.

At the coming-of-age ceremony, she learned that the real reason why Yang Zhaojun adopted her was to make her his wife, and she was hugged that night.

When Yang Zhaojun was about to succeed, Yang Xue touched the lighter at the bedside.

Originally, she just wanted to light Yang Zhaojun's clothes to gain the opportunity to escape.

I never thought that Yang Zhaojun spilled a bowl of wine that night, soaking his clothes. In addition to his own alcohol, he caught fire and burned rapidly. In a blink of an eye, he was engulfed by the fire.

Yang Xue tried to put out the fire but failed. Yang Zhaojun struggled and collided with more combustibles in the house.

Instantly, the flames shot up to the sky. The villagers rushed over at full speed, but Yang Xue fled from the sea of ​​fire out of fear and terror. While running, she learned that Yang Zhaojun was dead. Her mind was shocked and she fled into the deep forest behind Yang Village. After hiding for three months, she experienced a major transfer.

Now she is the 66,666th batch of transferees, survivors, and strategists in the end of Jialan.

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After reading this narrow personal information, Lu Ming felt even more heavy.

Abandoned at birth, bullied in the welfare home, and rescinded adoption four times, each time repeatedly falling between gain and loss.

Finally found a home, but at the moment when life was full of hope, he found that everything was a lie.

The person who loves her has selfish desires in his eyes.

He even showed his hideousness to her in the end.

She tried her best to save herself, but fate made her burn down her adoptive father and the old house where she had lived for eight years.

Three months of hiding were accompanied by fear and pain.

Looking back on the past, my whole life was a tragedy.

The road ahead was ruined and the future was in a mess.

When I was at a loss or had become a walking corpse, I encountered a major transfer.

No matter who it was, I couldn't bear such a tragic past.

In terms of misery, Lu Ming couldn't reach her experience.

Looking at the 1.6 meters tall but only 35 kilograms, and the pre-selection level lower than that of a junior soldier.

Lu Ming probably knew how much damage Yang Xue had suffered physically and mentally in the past three months.

Once a person starts to lack the desire to live, the cells in the body will lose their motivation.

White hair overnight and dry bones overnight are all living examples.

With a deep sigh, Lu Ming closed the information board, pushed open the warehouse door, and came to the store.

He took out a bottle (a box) of pure water and a box of instant noodles and placed them next to Yang Xue.

Then he took out the special crystals from the space bag one by one, and said softly: "Earlier, I heard a few words from somewhere, and I think they make sense."

"In this life, there are very few things that one can choose."

"We are on a stage that we did not choose."

"Performing a script that we did not choose."

"Some people are born with a perfect family, loving parents, and a life without fighting."

"Some people are born without knowing who their parents are, and will be betrayed by the people they trust the most."

After these words came out, Yang Xue, who was in a daze, slowly raised her eyes.

In her eyes, she reflected a handsome, masculine, but soft and warm face.

His eyes were full of complexity, pain, and loneliness that was very similar to hers.

The man's hand kept taking out jade-like crystals out of thin air, and placed them in front of her seriously and steadily.

"Death is the simplest thing. If you are going to die, why not make a choice earlier?"

"Since you didn't make a choice earlier and have experienced so many tragedies, are you really willing to give up now?"

"The past and the past are gone. If you think you are wrong, then live and remember this sin; if you are not wrong, then live and use your own hands to compensate yourself for suffering so much."

The twentieth special crystal was put down, and Lu Ming finished speaking.

After thinking for a while, he took out the straight knife from the space bag and placed it next to Yang Xue.

Added: "Don't worry, this is your reward for letting me choose clothes. As for the use of these crystals, you will know soon; in addition, I will give you another proposal. If you have figured it out and decide to live, just accept it." Seriously observe the energy veins in those giant maggots, see the flow clearly, and look carefully at the characteristics. If it is you, you will definitely find something."

Everything has been done, and I have a clear conscience.

Lu Ming stood up and opened the glass door, looked at the rolling shutter door at the top, and raised his hand to pull it down halfway.

Yang Xue can easily reach this height. As long as she wants to live, she can pull down this protective line at any time.

After doing all this, with a smile on his face, Lu Ming drifted away.

Yang Xue, who was in the clothing store, kept watching Lu Ming's back until Lu Ming disappeared from sight and until the whole street returned to peace.

Lu Ming's words echoed in his mind, and a little starry light gradually appeared in his empty eyes.

A feeling of hunger that she had never experienced in the past three months swept through her abdomen. Yang Xue violently dismantled the packaging of instant noodles, bit into them violently, and swallowed hard.

Her gums were scraped with bleeding marks from the dough, and her throat was sore from the scraps of dough, but she didn't care!

She didn't lower her face again until she finished a packet of noodles and drank a bottle of water.

Feeling the pain from his lips and teeth, two lines of tears slid down his cheeks.

"Stay alive...I want to live...to make up for myself for having suffered so much."

His voice was hoarse but firm, and his eyes turned to the specialized crystal beside him and the straight knife that shone with cold light.

Yang Xue secretly kept Lu Ming's appearance and characteristics in mind.