Chapter 362 Confession (3/4)

Chapter 362 Confession (34)

She opened her mouth, and after a long time, she finally made a sound: "I, I."

"Tell me." Aokiji's voice was pleading: "Didn't you say that you would give absolute trust to the man you like?"

"I" Busujima Saeko looked into his eyes, her cry for help almost reached her throat, but she couldn't cry out happily.

He was clearly crying like crazy in his head, but he couldn't even make a pitiful expression.

"Such a bad boy"

Aokiji gradually lowered his head.

"It scares me."

Busujima Saeko's eyes began to tremble uncontrollably.

"No, it's not." Busujima Saeko was a little flustered and made an unclear rejection sound.

Fear? Si. Afraid of me?

He, is he going to leave me?

Did he notice it?

Does he know?

Am I going to lose him?

Sure enough, I'm just a monster.

I don't deserve love at all.

I.

Busujima Saeko's blood-covered hands were helplessly raised in the air, but she didn't know where to put them. Her already broken heart was beating violently, almost shouting for her to say something. , but she seemed to be cursed. She tried her best, but there was only a hoarse hum in her throat, but she couldn't say any words.

"I'm very scared. I'm afraid that when I wake up, Saeko will disappear."

Aokiji's unexpected words made Busujima Saeko stiffen up.

Her eyes looked at Aoki Si in disbelief.

"What is Saeko worried about?" Aokiji's eyes lost focus, and Busujima Saeko could see that although he seemed to be still looking at her, in fact, his thoughts had already fallen into his own thoughts.

He was talking to himself, or rather, he was confessing.

Confess all your thoughts.

"I'm really scared." Aokiji's bitter smile made Busujima Saeko a little panicked. She had seen Aokisi's shy look, his arrogant look, his lazy look, and his arrogant look. He looks strong.

I've even seen him at his lowest, desperate and sad moments.

But I have never seen Aokiji like this.

Such a sensitive and fragile look.

Aokiji put down the hand holding her cheek and sat opposite her, facing the silent Saeko, just telling his own story.

"In the past, I was really just a pathetic loser."

Aokiji told his past in another way.

"Weak and helpless." Aokiji laughed at himself: "I used to think I could change everything, but in the end I discovered that I was the one who was changed."

"I became the kind of person I hated, and for a time I was very proud of it."

Aokiji recalled the past and raised his lips with self-mockery: "To be honest, I died once."

"However, just when I thought I would end my life as a loser, bringing an end to my insignificant and almost unknown life, I came here."

"You know what? I always feel that coming here, getting to know Saeko, getting to know Qiong, and meeting many friends is like starting a new life."

Aokiji told Busujima Saeko in a different way about his rebirth.

“Here, I don’t have to regret my previous failures, and I don’t want my future self to feel that I have any regrets now, and I finally have the talent and ability to make myself better off, so, I Live really hard.”

Aokiji lowered his head tiredly: "Really, I have been living really hard in the past few months."

I only sleep one or two hours a day, which is really hard enough.

Obviously the process of studying and training made me want to give up more than once, but I endured it and continued to work hard.

Working hard in the dream training room, and still working hard when I wake up, sounds easy, but in reality?

"I thought that if I worked hard enough this time, I could hold all the happiness in my hands." Aokiji said to himself: "I have a new family, although they live a very difficult life and have many misfortunes. , but I feel that I can change everything. I have new friends, although they are a little stupid and a little naive, but at least they really treat me as a friend."

"There are people who like me, and there are people I like."

Aokiji raised his head and looked at Busujima Saeko.

"Only occasionally, I feel scared." Aokiji's eyes showed a familiar look from Busujima Saeko.

"I'm afraid that all this is just a dream. When I wake up from the dream, I'm still in that fucking world, and I'm still the same poor loser."

"I'm afraid that the person I like will leave me, and I'm also afraid that tragedy will happen again because I don't work hard enough."

Tsukasa Aoki looked at Busujima Saeko, and his words were extremely sincere: "Saeko."

"Don't push me away."

Aokiji's eyes were uncovered: "Shall we face it together? No matter what it is, I think I can do it as long as I am with you."

"No matter what trouble you have, even if Saeko has done something wrong, I am willing to work with you to remedy it."

Aokiji extended his hand.

"In this life, I just want to live well without regrets, but I can't do it without you."

Busujima Saeko's eyes turned red involuntarily. She finally spoke, but her voice was hoarse and heart-wrenching: "But what if I disappoint Tsukasa?"

"As long as Saeko's love for me is not false, Saeko will never let me down." Aokiji's mood was also a little low, but he still laughed.

Busujima Saeko also showed a somewhat ugly smile: "But what if I'm far worse than you think?"

"What if the real me and the me that Si knows are completely different people?"

Busujima Saeko's eyes flickered uneasily.

Aokiji just looked at her seriously: "Is Saeko's previous tenderness just a pretense?"

".no."

Busujima Saeko shook his head.

Everything she did to Aokiji was what she wanted to do. Whether it was cooking for him or saying words of encouragement, she did it all because she thought about it.

"That's enough." Aokiji's smile was as warm as the sun, melting the ice shell outside Busushima Saeko's heart.

She laughed miserably and finally told the truth: "Si, do you still remember the police notice you saw on the street before you left when you came to my house last time?"

Police notification?

Tsukasa Aoki pondered in his memory, and finally came across this scene - when he left Busujima Saeko's house at night, he saw it on the street. -

"Police Notice: Criminal activities have been frequent in the old city area recently, and there have been several incidents of injury and disability. Residents are asked to avoid going out at night. If you find anything unusual, please call the police immediately."

——

In my memory, the notice posted on the telephone pole became gradually clearer.

criminal activities? Injury and maiming?

Saeko?

Aokiji's eyes gradually widened.

Busujima Saeko completely let go of everything and revealed everything with a light tone and calm expression.

"I did it."