Chapter 505 Decision

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Her "Dream Walker" potion has been digested.

Audrey was slightly surprised at first, then silent, and finally, she realized one thing clearly.

Letty Orr is dead.

All those memories in the Southern Continent, joyful, painful, difficult, unspeakable... everything ended with the death of Leti Orr and the imminent demise of the Southern Continent.

This period of life is over - precisely because this period of life is so unforgettable, she went to the Southern Continent in the form of a spirit body while her body was sleeping, did various things, and personally weaved and designed a self-made "Ao Dai". "Lee Hall", but completely surpassed the character of "Audrey Hall" - in the end, she woke up from the dream.

This is how a story ends. Although it is hasty, it has a beginning and an end.

As for other aspects, according to Audrey's original confidence and prediction of herself, she felt that she would finish digesting the potion around February, or January at the earliest. At least it would not be finished when she went to Intis. .

But she encountered too many things in the hospital, and she was able to have the opportunity to treat multiple members of the Rose School in succession, and experience those crazy, chaotic and logical dreams, which were completely different from normal people.

This includes multiple dreams, dreams caused by mental illness, lucid dreams, dreams caused by the influence of evil spirits and resentful souls, and the most extreme ones are serious illnesses caused by stress psychological trauma, and two people who occasionally come to adjust their state. The dream of a demigod.

Under normal circumstances, Audrey, as a "dream walker", can generally judge which level of creature the dream she is about to enter belongs to, so as to avoid encountering danger. But patients often have no room for Audrey to refuse. They often appear in a state of "If you can't cure me, I will go crazy and lose control immediately", forcing Audrey to be extremely busy and have to treat her again and again. Challenge yourself and learn new treatment techniques from other doctors.

Fortunately, although it was dangerous most of the time and occasionally life-threatening, she survived.

Instead, I gained experience and greatly digested the potion by carefully traveling, traveling, observing, and analyzing in the demigod's dreamland.

Other special dreams also gave her a completely different experience. After that, she tried to construct multiple dreams on her own, and tried to hide behind the scenes in the dream, cleverly guide the development, reversely interfere with the subconscious, treat the dream owner's mental illness or exorcise it. Pollution caused by evil spirits and resentful spirits.

To some extent, this violated her self-requirement of only observing and recording without interfering, but it strangely accelerated the digestion of the potion.

This led her to sum up new rules, not only for acting, but also for therapy:

"...If you really want to interfere, be the planner and guide behind the scenes. Even if the goal has been achieved, no one will notice."

Audrey did a good job in this regard. Those people with serious mental illness recovered unknowingly after having five or six slightly weird dreams.

However, it was the identity and experience of "Letty Orr" that played a decisive role in the digestion of the potion.

"Letty Orr" came from her, surpassed her, and did things that Audrey could not do. She surpassed herself, fought to the end for her beliefs and her desire to protect others, and did not hesitate to face divine punishment. He shrinks back and does not run away from the saint.

The combination of various factors allowed Audrey's "Dream Walker" potion to be digested so perfectly.

This gave Audrey a strange feeling in her heart. From the perspective of the audience, it seemed that this identity could be her, or it could be a personality mask she displayed specifically to digest the potion.

After all, the digestive potion was indeed one of the important reasons why she went to the Southern Continent in the first place.

There were two choices before her. One was to separate Leti Orr and treat her as a certain state or identity that would only appear under certain circumstances and be used completely as a special tool, emphasizing that it was a special tool. "A dream". The second is to admit that she is part of the "self" and think that it is the "self in the dream".

Audrey chose the second option without any hesitation.

"To be able to digest the 'Dream Walker' potion so quickly, luck during this period accounted for the main factor, or it cannot be said to be luck. Any 'psychiatrist' or 'Dream Walker' has dozens of mental illness levels. In the case of different extraordinary patients, they can play digestion as quickly as me... However, if there are only so many unique experiences and there is no 'Letty Orr' dream of life, I will definitely have to wait for one or two Months." Audrey looked at herself in the mirror and blinked.

She quickly looked away, glanced around the bedroom, and walked to the dressing table.

There was a deck of tarot cards laid out there.

It is quite normal for a girl who likes the occult to have a deck of tarot cards in her room.

Audrey stretched out her right hand, touched the top card with her fingertips, took a slow breath, and said silently to herself:

"False kindness."

"Naked plunder and greed are packaged into a just war that must be launched to save the country."

"When did Loen reach the point where it had to rob other countries to survive...Whether it was before the War of Gods or now, whether it is in terms of national power or the power of gods, Loen is clearly the most powerful country."

"This is greed..."

"You will not be satisfied just because you already have ten thousand pounds, but you will want to take away all the ten and fifty pounds of others."

"And after getting so much, what was given to the people was still only 1 soli."

Susie stood behind and looked at Audrey worriedly.

It's just a dog, a pampered dog that doesn't understand the tricks of the human world and is just worried about Audrey's condition.

"No, I can't stay at home anymore. I need a chance, a chance to become a demigod! I need power. Only with power can I have the initial power to change... Fortunately, before George III died, Mr. World has already given me the formula and main ingredients of the Manipulator's potion... The tears produced by seven different humans due to strong emotions were also collected through the dream experience during this period..."

"Treant Mentor's golden leaves were traded from the little Sun before, and all that's missing is the blood of the old spiritual dragon..."

"Huh, if Runen's Psychological Alchemy Society is not taken back by George III, then I will try to exchange it from the Psychological Alchemy Society. After all, I am now the leader of a psychological research group... But if I want to do it, I can't go around it. Heading to Hvin Rambis, I will go to Intis soon. Ms. Irena and the Church of the Creator there have already extended an olive branch to me. I don’t need to owe one more favor..."

Audrey calmly made plans and couldn't help laughing:

"Hvin Rambis!"

"If it weren't for lack of time and no helpers, and I would leave in a hurry, he would be a good source of extraordinary characteristics... Audrey, Audrey, you have finally begun to regard other extraordinary people as competitors and extraordinary materials. …”

After laughing at herself, Audrey gave up the idea.

If there is one, then there are two. She doesn't want to start "eating people" so soon, even if it's a person who may have committed a heinous crime. Once she gets this started, she will realize that killing is the fastest way, quickly crumbling her faith and humanity.

So, she began to think about what kind of occasion she should use to complete the promotion ceremony of "Manipulator".

That requires taking the magic potion in a specific situation with at least 10,000 people, and in the great resonance of their emotions.

As her thoughts were spinning, Audrey suddenly thought of something:

"Actually, isn't the current highland just..."

After a few seconds of silence, Audrey sat in front of the dressing table as if nothing had happened, looking at herself in the mirror.

Susie was keenly aware that Audrey today seemed a little different from before. She was standing by the window and did not move over as quickly as before, listening to her share her experiences and acting experience in that hospital with her.

"I'm fine."

She said softly:

"Don't worry, Susie, I'm still me, I just saw some sad things in the hospital, and now I'm a little disappointed."

"I have heard my mother's footsteps. I will pack myself up immediately and prepare to go to the restaurant."

"Ah, it's really hard for you to help me for so long today - Susie, no one noticed it was you. Your disguise skills are really getting better and better."

Susie, who was a little anxious, heard Audrey's words, but looking at the other person's back and expression, they were full of exhaustion, anger, and instability. Then, Susie was surprised to find that as Audrey straightened up, He lowered his back, began to dress and braid his hair, and used cosmetics and foundation to blur out his pale face. It gradually became unable to see through Audrey's mood and state.

It seemed that it was not just because Audrey was one level higher than her, but for some other reason... Susie was a little confused. It felt like Audrey was Audrey, but she seemed completely different.

"You're welcome." Susie thought for a while and said, "This is not the first time we have cooperated."

Audrey nodded and asked while doing simple skin care and touch-up:

"Have you never left the room?"

"Anne came in once. It was your friends who came to see you. They were Milly, Wendy, Viscount Carnot, and Gray Linte."

Susie answered truthfully: "They have invited you to a salon at a new friend's home. The new friend seems to be young. An elder in the family has just donated land and money to the Church of the God of Thunder and has become the new friend." A nobleman. I don’t know whether that person is a boy or a girl, but only by asking his children to invite some open-minded young noble descendants can he successfully enter the upper class social circle."

Audrey braided her hair quietly and put on her own diamond hairpin.

Then, she thought for a while and asked again:

"Have you met them?"

Susie in the mirror nodded: "I can't make a decision for you, so I chose to shirk it, but in order to show respect, I still met with them, in your study."

Really, my friends came to see me, but they still didn't realize that I was not me... But Susie and I get along day and night, and they are the "audience" of Sequence 6. There is no doubt about her ability to play me, just say a few words There will be no problem. Even if something is wrong, he still has the extraordinary ability to hypnotize the past. What's more, no one at a friend's house would suspect that their friend has been replaced by someone else...

Audrey became more and more silent.

"Audrey?" Susie was a little uneasy, but it could no longer see through Audrey's thoughts, "Are you unhappy?"

"I have some things on my mind that I haven't thought about yet. Don't worry, Susie. I will tell you when I think about it."

After finishing speaking, Audrey didn't speak again.

She lost her desire to speak for a moment and just looked at the new ruby ​​brooch she had placed on the dressing table that she wanted to wear today when she left at noon.

The brooch was made of rubies and emeralds in the shape of a pomegranate flower - this was Audrey's sparse and ordinary brooch. The only special thing about it was that it was brand new - in the original plan, Hibbert wanted to Audrey gave her sister a rose brooch as a parting gift, but Audrey refused because it was too high-profile and eye-catching, so she changed it to what she is now.

Two colors that are supposed to be in conflict now blend perfectly. It is paired with a silver thread hook as the base, and the surname "Hall" as small as an insect's leg is engraved on the back. Every detail reflects the superb skills of the craftsmen.

Hibbert purchased the gems himself, and three craftsmen polished the brooch for half a month, costing a total of one thousand pounds.

One thousand pounds. Audrey thought about this number.

In an ordinary aristocratic family, it is definitely an accessory that a lady or young lady would love to wear, and it is common to wear it frequently when attending events; in a middle-class home, it is an item that will be worn solemnly at major banquets and New Year's and birthday dinners; in civilians' At home...then this family must be a down-and-out noble. This is also an heirloom that should have been sold long ago under the current environment.

Audrey gently rubbed her fingers over the word "Hall" and then placed it on the table. Changed into everyday clothes.

Leave...she thought.

Almost at the same time, Annie's call came from outside the door:

"Miss, madam is here."

Audrey's voice immediately rose, switching to Miss Hall without any process, and said in a sweet voice:

"Here you go, Mom! What's for dinner today?"

She walked out quickly, deliberately making her footsteps brisk and hasty. Anne opened the door, and Audrey took her mother's arm affectionately.

"It's beef, caviar, and seafood soup."

The lady spoke casually and smiled:

"After dinner, there's your favorite dessert, Audrey, would you like some more chocolate?"

"...I think, mom." Audrey blinked, with a smile in her eyes, and underneath the smile was inquiry, "I like mom the most."

Mrs. Caitlin was a little surprised, and then her expression turned a little sad:

"I love you too, my dear - why are you saying this all of a sudden? Oh, Audrey, don't think about those sad things. Let's go have dinner. If you have anything to say, we can talk about it later."

"I love you too, Mom." Audrey said softly, "Dad and brother too. I love you."

After saying that, she rested her head on her mother's shoulder coquettishly, and closed her green eyes gently, covering her determined look.

I love you all.

I'm going to the high ground, I'm going back there.

I may die there, but... there are people waiting for me, thinking about my children, patients looking forward to me, and young people who, despite being poor, still gave me gifts.

But here, there are only false decency and kindness that make me sad, and... those who love me deeply, those who ignore disasters, those who despise people, and those who send me to other countries - my favorite, you.

TBC

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"...Actually, both options are wrong, right?"

Klein looked at the foreign god in front of him seriously and said word by word:

"If I choose to shelter in the highlands, it is just my self-satisfaction and the fantasy that I can become a good god... I will eventually become Fusheng Xuanhuang Tianzun in the future, and that person has no protection or preference at all. Therefore, My purpose is simply to fight against God and give humans an alternative to going to heaven.”

"If I choose this, it will be equivalent to denying my own beliefs and tarnishing Mr. Richard's determination at the same time."

The Lord of Wither held his chin, smiling and saying nothing.

"As for not saving me, that's impossible." Klein's voice became a little louder and he spoke solemnly, "I will not give up on Him, just as He did not turn a blind eye to me when I was in a fatal crisis."

"However, I have a question to ask now."

"What would you do if I decided to help but didn't choose the option you presented?"

"Me?" The smile on the Lord of Withering's face became deeper and deeper. "I'll look at my mood. Maybe I'm happy, so I'll help you. If I'm not satisfied with your idea, I'll kill you right now."

Klein nodded.

"Okay, then my choice is."

"Please tell me the probability of me becoming the 'Gate'."