Chapter 336 "Our Mother" (22)
Chen Tiankai was right in one point. Ding Jiamin was very rational. When she found out that Chen Tiankai could not accept Xiaomi, no matter what he said, she turned around and left immediately. The past understanding and contact were like mist under the sun, which dissipated in an instant.
But how could she remain indifferent? She was actually sad in her heart. This sadness was for herself on the one hand and for Xiaomi on the other.
She thought, if she was really as good as Chen Tiankai said, why couldn't he accept a lovable Xiaomi.
She left decisively, on the one hand, she didn't want to put herself in a position of being pitied by others. She didn't need it. She never thought she needed to be pitied, let alone charity love.
She didn't need such love. When she decided to adopt Xiaomi, she told her mother that in the future she didn't need her partner to accept her, but only needed to understand her.
On the other hand, she didn't like to hear a man talk so much. Why did he say so much? He said that he liked her word by word, but he still couldn't accept a child. Did he like her? She thought that to really like a person is to like her person and her emotions. She was trying to give Xiaomi a complete family. If he really liked her, he should help her complete the family, instead of just looking at her and walking further away, and then calling her over.
She didn't want Xiaomi to know. Xiaomi was a sensitive child. If she knew, she would be sad secretly.
But after a long time, Xiaomi still noticed it. Once when she slept with Xiaomin, she woke up from a nap and found that Xiaomin was still awake and had insomnia.
Early in the morning of that day, there was heavy fog, and the radio kept reminding citizens to pay attention to traffic safety.
Ding Jiamin got up early to make breakfast and sat at the dining table with Xiaomi. She thought about it and said to Xiaomi: "Xiaomi, sister wants to tell you something."
Xiaomi looked up at her and nodded her head.
Ding Jiamin said: "You may have known that sister and Xiaokai brother are not suitable, we separated."
Xiaomi's little body shook and was shocked.
She noticed something, but this was different from Ding Jiamin telling her directly.
A huge sadness surged in her heart. The first thing she thought of was herself, thinking that it must be her who caused Xiaomin sister to lose her boyfriend.
She tried very hard to behave well, but...
"I'm sorry~~~" she said softly with her head down.
Ding Jiamin quickly got up and came to her side, hugged her little body, and said: "Silly child, what are you saying sorry for? This has nothing to do with you. It's me and Brother Xiaokai who are not suitable. I don't like him being older than me. It has nothing to do with you, really, don't be sad."
Xiaomi lowered her head and sobbed softly, which made Ding Jiamin feel very distressed. She hugged her and comforted her constantly, but for a child who lacked a sense of security and lived cautiously, no amount of comfort would work for a while. Her sensitive and fragile inferiority complex made her subconsciously attribute all the bad things happening around her to herself.
After a while, Xiaomi finally stopped crying, ate breakfast, and went to kindergarten.
Ding Jiamin sent her to the gate of the kindergarten, gave her a few words as usual, watched her enter the gate, and then went to work.
Thinking of Xiaomi going to school with a heavy heart, Ding Jiamin regretted it very much. She shouldn't have told her about it in the morning. Of course, she had to tell her about it, but not in the morning, but in the evening. In this way, no matter how sad it was, it would be much better after a good night's sleep.
Xiaomi came to the classroom and found that Xiaobai had arrived and was talking to other children, looking very happy.
She looked at her and sat in her seat in a daze.
"What's wrong with you, you idiot?"
Xiaobai came.
Xiaomi looked at her and called Xiaobai weakly, and then she didn't know what to say.
"What's wrong?" Xiaobai found that Xiaomi seemed to be about to cry, "Which idiot bullied you, you nag, you nag."
Just like she always fought with Luo Zikang for Liuliu, as long as Xiaomi said who bullied her, she was willing to fight for her. Although she had been warned by the little teacher once.
Xiaomi didn't know what to say. No one bullied her, but she was uncomfortable.
Seeing this, Xiaobai thought about it and thought of Xier, the idiot.
That idiot was always making hiahiahia, showing her little mouth without front teeth, which was very funny. Playing with her would make you feel better no matter how sad you were. So Xiaomi took Xiaomi to find Xier from another class.
Xier's class was doing morning exercises with the little teacher, jumping and skipping along with the music. Xier was among them, and she was the one who was particularly active and serious.
When she finished her morning exercises, Xiaobai waved at her and called her out.
The first sentence this little kid said made Xiaobai unhappy.
"hiahiahia~~ My sisters are here."
"You are so arrogant." Xiaobai said dissatisfiedly.
"hiahia, Xiaobai, don't be arrogant, sister will take care of you."
Xier raised her little hand and boldly wanted to pinch Xiaobai's face, but was slapped away by Xiaobai, "What are you doing, what are you doing, you idiot~", chasing her and spanking her. Xier ran away while laughing hiahia, and Xiaomi couldn't help laughing when she saw this.
But happiness was only temporary. After a while, Xiaomi fell into "thinking too much" again. She urgently needed emotional big V Jiang Bin to counsel her. As for the two little kids in front of her, they were not good enough. One could only hiahiahia, and the other could only quarrel and fight. They were good at martial arts but not literature.
"I miss my mother~" Xiaomi finally said what was in her heart.
Yes, she missed her mother. It had been so long, more than half a year. She had never told anyone whether she missed her mother or not. She had not even mentioned her mother to anyone. She only kept it in her heart and let her worries ferment, so that she was full of worries at a young age.
At this moment, in the face of extreme self-blame and lack of security, she finally couldn't help but said this sentence that had been in her heart for a long time in front of her two friends.
Mom, even though she abandoned her and disappeared, she still loved her, missed her, and hoped that she would come back one day.
Mom?
Xiaobai and Xier were both stunned. Xier looked at Xiaomi blankly with her big eyes, and then looked at Xiaobai, as if she couldn't understand what a mother was.
"Wait for me." Xiaobai left a sentence and ran back to the classroom quickly.
Xier watched her back, and hiahia smiled and said to Xiaomi: "Xiaobai is going to find her mother, Xiaomi, wait for her."
Xiaobai went quickly and came back quickly. She took out a yellowed photo from her pocket like a baby, and showed it to Xiaomi and Xier with a smile: "This is my mother, so cute, Boss Zhang looks like me, woah~~~~"
Xier stood on tiptoe, stretched her neck, and pulled Xiaobai's arm to look closer. Xiaomi also looked at Xiaobai's mother in the photo curiously.
The two little kids surrounded the photo and praised the little sister in the photo, which made Xiaobai smile, but she found that Xiaomi looked sad and asked: "What's wrong, Xiaomi."
"I don't have a photo of my mother, I'm about to forget what my mother looks like." Xiaomi said sadly, she was almost unable to remember what her mother looked like.
Xier turned around and ran away without saying a word. Xiaobai shouted, "Xier, where are you going? Don't run around."
Xier didn't say anything, but soon came back with a picture book in her hand. Hiahia laughed and said, "Look at mom."
She opened the picture book and saw all kinds of mothers. Some mothers were teachers, some mothers were policemen, some mothers were white-collar workers, some mothers were scientists... Some mothers were tigers, and some mothers were magpies...
This picture book is called "Our Mom".
Xier generously handed the picture book to Xiaomi and asked her to find one from it. Her mother must be in it.
A new character, Tan Jiner, has been added. Everyone remember to give her a sweet heart.