Chapter 238 Best Newcomer Award

Xia Ling was scared.

She had never seen such fierce thunder, so cruel and bloodthirsty, as if it would tear her into pieces in the next moment.

Their bodies were so close that she could feel the rise and fall of his chest and abdomen through his clothes. Somewhere in him was hard against her, as if he could attack her anytime and anywhere.

She began to tremble, remembering the rumors she had heard about him when she didn't know him more than a year ago. Many people said that he was cold and cruel, and his cruelty was not inferior to that of Pei Ziheng. However, after she got to know him, she only saw his warm and amiable side, so much so that she forgot that a ferocious beast is a ferocious beast after all, and whether it can hurt others can only be determined by a thought. between.

He is a gangster, and the blood on his hands and the lives under his feet are probably only a lot more than Pei Ziheng.

How could he be such a good stubble? Even Pei Ziheng could try his best to humiliate her, so what reason did she have to believe that Li Lei wouldn't dare? Just based on those fragile and ridiculous sweet words during the short six months of love?

All the darkness came back, swallowing her up like a tide.

She looked at Li Lei and opened her mouth several times before she mustered up the courage to say: "Don't..."

"What else?" Li Lei asked hoarsely, his slightly rough fingertips wandering along the shape of her beautiful lips, breathing slowly and heavily, "You are my woman, and in this life, you can only be my woman. .”

The tingling feeling between her lips stirred her heart. Her body became limp in his arms, and she had to spend a lot of effort to stand still. The mist in her eyes hadn't dissipated yet, so she whispered, "Let me go... please."

She has always been so proud and never asks for help.

However, there was only one thing she couldn't bear. The pleasure between men and women was unbearable torture for her.

She was afraid he would actually do something.

Li Lei understood what she meant, and there was anger in his hoarse voice: "Being with me makes you feel so uncomfortable? Ye Xingling, why are you pretending to be innocent? It's not like we have done this before."

The last words made her body tremble violently, a huge sense of shame came over her, and tears fell without any warning.

Hot tears fell on the back of Li Lei's hand, which shocked him. Xiao Ling... He was obviously so angry with her and hated her, and deliberately said those unbearable words to humiliate her, but why did his heart throb so hard when he saw her crying?

"Don't cry!" he shouted angrily.

Her tears fell even harder, and the fragmented phantoms of her previous life came back, and a man who looked like a demon appeared in her mind, whispering softly and unquestionably: "Xiao Ling, are you crying? Don't you like me? It doesn't matter, We have a lot of time..." The whipping, the blood, the pain like tearing the body...

She wanted to hold back her tears, but she couldn't. The harder she tried to hold them back, the more she sobbed. "Let me go..." She sobbed intermittently, putting one hand weakly on his chest, trying in vain to keep distance, "I listen to you, I will listen to you in everything... don't..."

don't punish me...

She begged silently to the demonic man in the fragmented phantom before her.

Li Lei's heart softened, "Do you listen to me?"

She nods crying.

Li Lei raised her face and looked into the depths of her eyes: "Xiao Ling, stay here, don't leave me."

"I, I won't leave you." Her eyes were blurred with tears and her voice was broken.

He hugged her tightly as if he were holding the most precious treasure in the world, "Xiao Ling, I'm sorry, I won't make you cry again in the future."

Xia Ling trembled in his arms and cried for a long time before she got tired and slowly fell asleep.

Li Lei carried her back to bed, covered her with a quilt, took out all the items in her suitcase, and put them back to their original positions. He couldn't let her go and broke up. Under the surveillance of the troops sent by Grandpa, if she left here, he would really never find a reason to get close to her.

He will find a way to convince grandpa to accept her, for sure.

After that day, Xia Ling and Li Lei became a lot stranger. She carefully kept her distance from him, for fear that he would hurt her, and often remained silent. She never said a word when facing him, and she was no longer as talkative and smiling as before.

Sometimes, Li Lei would try to hug her.

Xia Ling would instinctively dodge, and when she couldn't dodge, she would let him hold her, her body stiff with tension, but she couldn't muster the courage to resist him. It seemed like every second she spent with him was torture for her.

Li Lei tried to reconcile with her, but in vain. The door of her heart was closed to him and he could not open it no matter what.

Both of them were suffering. In March, when the peach blossoms were in full bloom, the TV station awarded several music awards.

The best newcomer award is her.

She went to receive the award alone, wearing a light lotus color haute couture dress, the swaying skirt was like a lonely spring. But many people whispered: "Ye Xingling, right? I heard that her private life is very messy and she is entangled with several men. Do you know that it was for this reason that the Li family kicked her out on New Year's Eve?" Get out of the house."

"oh oh……"

There were interesting gossips from the crowd everywhere, and they looked at her with a little more probing look.

"Look at her, N.W's early spring haute couture series? I don't know which rich person gave it to her. With her background, even if she made a little money last year, she can't afford it."

"Even so, I never heard that N. W borrowed her dress."

Xia Ling had no expression on her face and turned a deaf ear to all these discussions. She didn't buy the long dress she was wearing. Yes, Li Lei made it for her from Paris six months ago when their relationship was still good. When they were ready and delivered some time ago, Li Lei said it would be a pity to leave them alone, so he asked her to wear them to receive the award.

It seems that in his eyes, they have not broken up yet, and it is natural for her to wear the dress he gave her.

Xia Ling can't compete with him, and she doesn't bother to fight with him. Since she can't escape his control, why bother to fight over such a trivial matter? She secretly prepared a small account book and recorded all the gifts he sent. One day, when she was free, she would repay them one by one.

The dark year in her previous life taught her one thing, that is, never confront the powerful.

She stood on the high podium and received the trophy from the seniors in the industry.

The host smiled and asked the senior: "What do you want to say to our rising stars?"

What a coincidence, the person who presented her the award was Zheng Chenhao, the famous veteran king of the emperor. They were in the same team at the last Xingyun Song Contest. Zheng Chenhao didn't like this girl very much. He had long felt that she was vain, ignorant and arrogant. He was troubled by Feng Kun's favoritism towards her during the last singing party.

It's tragic to say that he has been the king of the emperor for many years. In the early years, he was suppressed by Xia Ling, the queen. It was not until Xia Ling passed away that he could finally breathe a sigh of relief. Which family's heavenly king is as aggrieved as him?

Zheng Chenhao attributed all this to the fact that female stars are inherently better than male stars and can rely on their financial sponsors to find support. Just like the former queen Xia Ling, if it weren't for Pei Ziheng's favor, she could have robbed him of so many resources. go?

What he dislikes the most in his life is this kind of woman standing next to a man, and it just so happens that Ye Xingling in front of him is one of them.