Chapter 382 You Really Deserve to Go to Hell
Lu Zhiya observed Su Ruan's expression, and replied: "Well, I know it from it."
After a pause, she said again: "Does Xiaonian know that you are reborn?"
When it came to this point, she also made it clear directly, directly saying the word "rebirth".
Su Ruan nodded, "He knows."
Lu Zhiya's expression became complicated, "Then what's his reaction?"
When it comes to rebirth, there is a lot to say.
But Su Ruan didn't say those complicated things, but asked instead: "Why does Lu Xingzhu care so much about this?"
Lu Zhiya was silent for two seconds, then sighed, "I saw an explosion from the memory of the evil beast."
Su Ruan straightened her expression.
The explosion she mentioned should be the one that destroyed the original world.
The explosion was led by Lu Shinian himself.
"En." Su Ruan replied in a low voice.
"The you in the picture are floating in the air." Lu Zhiya looked at Su Ruan firmly, "At that time you were already in a mental state."
Her tone was firm, obviously very sure about this matter.
Su Ruan looked back at Lu Zhiya.
"Yes." She didn't hide it, "I was already dead at that time."
"So that explosion was not caused by you." Lu Zhiya took her words.
"I saw a corner of the throne in that picture, and the person sitting on it is Xiaonian, right?"
Su Ruan nodded again.
After Lu Zhiya got an affirmative answer, her expression became more and more complicated.
"So..." She could hardly make a sound, her throat seemed to be blocked, and after a while, she said the next sentence, "The explosion was caused by Xiaonian?"
In other words, the person who destroyed the original world was Lu Shinian.
Seeing that Lu Zhiya's expression was not right, Su Ruan asked with a little worry, "Are you okay?"
After all, Lu Zhiya is Lu Shinian's mother. Although Lu Shinian doesn't recognize her now, she is also his mother no matter what.
Although Su Ruan didn't get involved with Lu Zhiya's affairs, she couldn't do nothing when she saw her complexion. What's more, it was thanks to her to take care of her during this period of time.
Lu Zhiya's face was pale, almost transparent pale.
Under the light, one can almost see the faintly flowing blood vessels under the skin.
"I'm fine." Lu Zhiya smiled, but the smile seemed forced, "I just didn't expect that he would go that far."
"Back then..." Lu Zhiya's voice was very low, almost inaudible.
"I did a lot of wrong things back then."
She slowly talked about the past.
This was the first time Su Ruan knew that Lu Shinian, who seemed to be invincible, had such a cruel past.
Back then, there was still a sadomasochism between Lu Zhiya and Qin Cheng, even though it was just a misunderstanding, or the young and frivolous Qin Cheng couldn't tell the difference between adoration and liking, and mistakenly regarded Su Hanjing's admiration as a I like it, that's why I have Bai Yueguang and the so-called double.
At that time, Lu Zhiya didn't know what liking was, or in other words, the word "like" didn't exist in the hearts of the people of the empire.
When she was young, Lu Zhiya only thought that Qin Cheng was very good, so she wanted to have him, both physically and mentally.
But people's hearts are changeable, and she doesn't believe that "love conquers everything" in the mouth of the people of the Federation, so she played a lot of tricks, causing Qin Cheng to fall into deep guilt and remorse.
After discovering that she was pregnant, Lu Zhiya left Qin Cheng and lived on other planets.
But she couldn't forget Qin Cheng, she wanted him to remember him forever, so in the ears of the young Lu Shinian, she always babbled "like is possession" and "love is compulsion".
Lu Shinian, who was still ignorant of personnel affairs, kept these words in his heart.
Almost when Lu Shi was eight years old, Lu Zhiya was twenty-eight years old. She received news from the empire that she needed to return to the empire to inherit the Wanling Star and become the star master of the Wanling Star.
But she hasn't won Qin Cheng's heart yet, so why is she willing to go back?
So she used Lu Shinian.
During that blood moon, she used her talent to split into a double.
When he landed, Nian's face turned into blood mist and disappeared in front of him.
She wanted him to remember how his mother "died". He would hate his father because of her mother's death, and when he grew up, he would take revenge on his father.
And his father, the man named Qin Cheng, whenever he saw Lu Shinian's face, he would think of her.
Qin Cheng will always remember her, forever.
So paranoid and crazy, cruel and unreasonable, ruining too many things that should have been beautiful.
Listening to Lu Zhiya's narration, Su Ruan suddenly thought of a sentence in ancient culture.
[Some people are healed by childhood all their lives, while others are healed by childhood all their lives]
Lu Shinian, who was brainwashed by Lu Zhiya, understood love as possessive and compulsive, and it was madness and paranoia in his bones.
Seeing his mother die in such a cruel way in front of him made him unable to enjoy his father's love with peace of mind throughout his life.
It was too cruel for a child.
Even though Lu Shinian is now able to be alone, these memories will remain in his mind forever, and will never be erased or let go.
Su Ruan's long eyelashes trembled slightly, and it was the first time she spoke cruel words to Lu Zhiya, whom she had always respected.
"You deserve hell."
She didn't look at her again, skipped her, and hurried out.
Lu Zhiya looked at her back, a little blood leaked from her pale lips.
A small light group floated out from behind her, and said worriedly: "Yaya, your body..."
"Why did Ruan Ruan say that about you? Yaya, you are obviously very good."
Lu Zhiya shook her head with a smile, her voice was so soft that she could hardly hear it.
"I did too many things wrong."
"It should be punished."
Perhaps, the cores of the five main stars are polluted but only the core of the Wanling star can maintain vitality only by sucking her heart and blood, which is her punishment.
"Lingling, I regret it a little bit." She said softly, "I regret loving him."
The word "love" is too heavy for her to bear.
Lingling tilted her head incomprehension, "Lingling doesn't understand, but I know that Yaya is the best Yaya in the world."
Lu Zhiya chuckled, reaching out her hand to touch Lingling.
When the fingertip was only one centimeter away from Lingling, darkness suddenly struck.
Consciousness seemed to be swallowed by unknown darkness, and that darkness was like a ferocious beast, trying to eat her up.
At the last moment when consciousness disappeared, Lu Zhiya heard Lingling's worried voice in a trance.
"Yaya!"
Afterwards, the world fell silent, and there was nothing left.