Chapter 335 She Pulls Others and Falls Into the Abyss
She only wanted to let Qin Cheng remember her for the rest of her life, and everyone was a tool to her, including her son.
"Love" blinded her eyes and also blinded her heart.
She became not like herself, and she only stubbornly and paranoidly determined which way to move forward.
"sorry."
She sincerely apologized.
Lu Shinian didn't accept the apology, and just repeated, "It's best if you die."
"You shouldn't appear in front of me again."
Lu Zhiya sighed, looked at Su Ruan, who was bewildered, with a gentle expression, "Is this Ruan Ruan?"
"It's really cute."
Su Ruan vaguely guessed something, but she was not sure.
She held Lu Shinian's big hand and said, "Are you Brother Lu's mother?"
Only this can explain why the two are so similar to what they just said.
"Yeah." Lu Zhiya replied lightly, "I'm a mother, but I'm only a physical mother. I haven't fulfilled the responsibility of a mother."
She disappeared in front of Lu Shinian in the form of a clone, and since then, she has returned to the empire.
How old was Lu Shinian at that time? But how old is it.
It was hard for her to imagine how the young Lu Shinian survived in the federation, and how he climbed up to the position of commander step by step.
Although she believed that the son who inherited her and Qin Chengji was very powerful, when she left, his son was still young after all.
"I'm not worthy of being a mother." Lu Zhiya said softly, her face turning pale.
Although Su Ruan guessed this possibility, she was still a little surprised when Lu Zhiya admitted it.
In her previous life until the end of the world, she had never seen Lu Shinian's mother, and she seldom even heard him mention it.
But thinking about it, she didn't know that there was an empire outside the federation in her previous life.
In her previous life, she was confined to a small world and only wanted to be recognized and loved by the Shen family. She really missed too much.
Su Ruan's long eyelashes trembled, and she comforted, "At least you gave him life."
She didn't use honorifics again.
She could feel Lu Shinian's resentment towards the star master. Although she didn't know what happened back then, it was probably not good for him to keep him from mentioning things, or even generate resentment. matter.
Since she is the person next to him, he is naturally on her side.
Lu Zhiya noticed the change of her address, and a smile flashed across her eyes.
"You two have such a good relationship." She said with a sigh.
"Our empire has never believed in love." She said softly, "The co-dispatching of companion beasts determines everything about us."
Marriage, childbirth, death, this routine life is all determined by the co-discipline of the companion beast.
They never know what "love" is, and the most primitive impulse towards each other is only because of the sympathy.
They never know what "like" is.
When she first met Qin Cheng, the first thought she had was that a man like this who longs for others to conquer should accept all her pity and conquest.
She saw through Qin Cheng's haughty temperament, and "taught" him to be humble like only her.
Pain and annoyance will accompany him all his life, this is her "love".
It's just that as she grew older, and after watching the love between her best friend and her husband for so many years, she gradually realized that she was completely wrong back then.
It's not that Qin Cheng's possession, aggression, and training were wrong, but that while conquering him, she dragged the others and fell into the abyss.
The one who hurt the most was her own son.
Seeing that Su Ruan and Lu Shinian are in such a good relationship now, she felt a little relieved.
At least, her son didn't follow the same path as her.
Silence spread again.
Su Ruan was not used to the dead silence, she tugged on Lu Shinian's sleeve, and whispered, "Shall we stay here today?"
Lu Shinian looked at his little wife's cautious appearance, and a touch of tenderness flashed across his dark pupils.
"Need not."
he whispered.
"Let's go back."
Where to go back is naturally self-evident.
He pulled her to stand up, without looking at Lu Zhiya, he led Su Ruan out.
Lu Zhiya didn't stop the two of them, but looked at Lu Shinian's back, and said softly, "Xiao Nian, please be happy."
Lu Shinian paused without turning his head, and then pulled Su Ruan to walk faster.
As soon as the two left, the garden returned to its former tranquility.
A ball of white light flew out from behind Lu Zhiya, and said in a childish voice: "Yaya, that girl smells like an interstellar beast."
Lu Zhiya's pupils shrank.
"Are you sure?" she asked.
The white light flickered slightly, hesitated, "Not sure."
An interstellar evil beast, a powerful unknown star beast.
It survived for eons, sleeping most of the time but waking up occasionally.
It is covered in poison, and the air it exhales will turn into extremely concentrated radiation, and ordinary people will die if they get a little bit contaminated.
Fortunately, the universe is huge, and most of the time the interstellar evil beasts will not wander onto the human planet.
But occasionally there are surprises.
For example, the cores of the four main stars of the empire were polluted because the scales of this interstellar beast touched them.
In less than a second of touch, the core is polluted, and it can only be bound to the star masters, so that these star masters can slowly clear the polluted core.
Because the cores of the main stars are different in nature and the degree of pollution is also different, the methods for cleaning the polluted cores are also different.
The core of Wan Ling Star is the most polluted, so serious that it can only be fed with the blood of the star master, so as to delay the speed of the core being completely polluted.
Interstellar evil beasts are existences that powerful people like them do not want to provoke.
No, it should be said, an existence that cannot be provoked.
This kind of thing that can only exist in legends and top-secret documents should not appear.
Lu Zhiya slowly closed her eyes, and in an instant, countless clones separated from her body.
She has to investigate clearly.
As soon as the avatar came out, her body was on the verge of falling, almost to the point of falling down when the wind blows.
That white light approached her, silently accompanying her.
In the depths of the universe, a blood-red eye slowly opened.
The thick blood flowed slowly, almost merging with the darkness of the universe.
It seems to have no body, and it seems that the whole universe is its body.
The darkness is intense, and the blood color spreads.
On Wanlingxing, Su Ruan seemed to feel something, and looked up.
"Ruan Ruan, what's wrong?" Lu Shinian asked in a low voice.
Su Ruan shook her head, frowned slightly, and said softly, "I always feel like something is staring at me."
Or more accurately, staring at her stomach.