Chapter 1480: Fall—Go and Beg Him to Let Me Go! (6,000 Words)

A picture flashed in Ji Chenzhou's mind. Naren wrapped his arms around his neck, his eyes filled with affection, shyly closing his eyes and kissing his lips, so proactive and passionate...

Ji Chenzhou couldn't help but trembled all over, suddenly pushed Lu Kai away, and then looked at him, where was Na Ren...

Ji Chenzhou felt his head hurt. It was really funny. When had Naren ever been so proactive to him...

How could he have that kind of enthusiasm? He would rather die than be with him.

It’s so funny…

Ji Chenzhou didn't understand why he kept thinking of Na Ren recently. When he thought about it, he would get upset and confused, and that feeling would be very annoying.

Why should I think of a person who would rather die than be with him?

Lu Kai was pushed away suddenly, with a look of astonishment on his face. Ji Chenzhou obviously reacted, looking at him with fascination and clearly wanting him, but why did he suddenly become so cold again.

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"Put on your clothes and I'll take you back!"

Ji Chenzhou took a look at Lu Kai's messy clothes. His fair neck was slightly red due to lack of love. It had to be said that it was very attractive.

However, he couldn't arouse interest in it. All he could think about was Na Ren, Na Ren...

This feeling is quite bad...

"Are you thinking of Na Ren again? He is dead. He is dead. What else do you want him to do? Can't you see me? Ji Chenzhou, I have loved you for how many years. Do you know that I It has become a joke in Yuncheng. They say that I, Lu Kai, am not as good as a dead person... Ji Chenzhou has been around for so many years. Isn't it time for me to be a stone? "What's wrong with me, Lu Kai?"

Lu Kai has a bad temper, but he never dared to have a temper with Ji Chenzhou. This was the first time in so many years that he yelled at Ji Chenzhou because he felt too depressed and wronged...

He was begging for him, why was he still so cold...

Ji Chenzhou looked at Lu Kai, whose eyes were red and about to cry. He knew that he had feelings for him, but he couldn't force this kind of thing.

He couldn't even want him. He and Lu Ming were good buddies. If he had sex with Lu Kai, he would have to be responsible for him and forget it if he couldn't just play around.

Besides, he hasn't slept with him yet, and Lu Kai is sticking to him like a plaster. If he does, forget about it.

Ji Chenzhou touched Lu Kai's head and said, "Don't cry. Even without Na Ren, it would be impossible for you and me. Stop focusing on me."

Ji Chenzhou arranged Lu Kai's clothes for him, but he couldn't button them properly, so he simply didn't button them. He didn't know why, but he couldn't say anything harsh to Lu Kai.

Maybe it's because it's his birthday today, maybe it's because Lu Kai cried and yelled at him, or maybe it's because he mentioned Naren...

Ji Chenzhou put on Lu Kai's coat. This was the first time Ji Chenzhou was so gentle to him.

Lu Kai looked at Ji Chenzhou greedily and cried even harder. He hugged Ji Chenzhou's neck regardless and kissed him casually.

Because I longed for this man so much, it was like being possessed.

Ji Chenzhou didn't push him away. Ji Chenzhou pursed his lips to prevent Lu Kai from kissing him. Lu Kai tried several times but couldn't pry Ji Chenzhou's mouth open. Finally, he weakly bit his lips hard and then relaxed in despair. Got it...

"Ji Chenzhou, I'm only twenty-six this year. It doesn't matter if I wait for you for another ten years. If not, just twenty or thirty years. That's all I've got..."

Lu Kai sat there with tears on his face, blood on the corners of his mouth, and his voice was very low.

Ji Chenzhou wiped the corners of his lips with the back of his hand. Lu Kai bit him hard and there was a lot of blood.

Ji Chenzhou felt extremely depressed when Lu Kai said such words, and he could not respond to his emotions.

Lu Ming had tried to persuade Lu Kai countless times over the years, but he couldn't make him give up.

Lu Ming also said that his brother's greatest success in his life was his persistence in Ji Chenzhou.

Ji Chenzhou took Lu Kai's arm and pulled him out.

Now I just want to send him back quickly and then go home. I can only go home and listen to his father scolding him, Xiao Qi and Xiao Jiu beating him wildly, the knight eating and laughing silly, and the baby moaning and wanting to be hugged. , he felt at ease and at peace in his heart...

When he walked out of the restaurant, Ji Chenzhou pulled Lu Kai into the car, but Lu Kai refused to get in the car.

Ji Chenzhou was a little annoyed. Lu Kai drank and he had to send him home to avoid any problems if he left by himself.

Lu Kai recruits people, and any look in his eyes will make a man uneasy, a natural wildcat.

"Ji Chenzhou, I don't want you to worry about..." Lu Kai felt aggrieved. Now that Fengjiu was getting more energetic, he started to act up.

Because the two buttons on the shirt were not fastened, as he moved to shake off Ji Chenzhou, his beautiful collarbone was exposed.

That kind of casual style is really unmatched by women...

"Stop making trouble and go home!"

Ji Chenzhou felt a headache and was in an unusually irritable mood.

There was still a sharp pain in the corners of his lips, and Lu Kai's bite was really painful.

"No reply, no reply, no reply, Ji Chenzhou, you bastard..."

Lu Kai pointed at Ji Chenzhou and shouted, why don't you want him, why don't you want him...

"Okay, okay, my bastard, ancestor, can you stop making trouble?"

Ji Chenzhou was really impatient. He stepped forward and grabbed Lu Kai's arm and pulled him into the car. His hand was not light.

"Ji Chenzhou, please be gentle, it hurts..." Lu Kai had never been treated like this before, and he was about to cry again.

"You still hurt, look at the bite you gave me."

Ji Chenzhou was not someone who was afraid of pain, but at this moment, he felt a severe pain at the corner of his mouth.

"Who told you... to treat me like that..." Lu Kai also felt sorry for Ji Chenzhou, and he didn't know why he dared to bite him.

If he let him kiss him, he wouldn't bite him...

No matter how this sounds, it sounds like Ji Chenzhou wants to forcefully kiss Lu Kai, but he doesn't allow it, so he bites Ji Chenzhou...

Not far away, the windows of a car were open, and the people in the car were wearing peaked caps. They were listening to the conversation between the two people, with a faint smile on their lips...

The smile slowly disappeared until Ji Chenzhou's car taillights disappeared from sight.

Then it turned into a dull arc, "Ji Chenzhou..."

A gentle murmur, carrying endless complex emotions.

In the cemetery at night, the wind is slightly cool.

In front of the piano-shaped tombstone, a thin figure stood for a long time.

"Is it delicious? Mengmeng, you are willing to eat it."

There are many exquisite cakes placed in front of the tomb, as well as a bowl of fish noodle soup that has been completely cold, and a bowl of meatball soup that Tan Meng did not drink the day he died...

Under the peaked cap was a handsome face. Naren's hand gently covered Tan Meng's photo, and the corners of his eyes gradually became moist...

Scenes of Tan Meng smiling appeared in Naren's mind.

"Is the meatball soup that Brother Nan made for you delicious?"

Tan Meng is a snack foodie, but he never gets fat no matter how much he eats.

"You miss Brother Nan...wait a little longer and I'll bring him to see you, okay? He can't..."

When Naren said this, his eyes were full of expectation and a little pain.

It wasn't until his cell phone rang that Naren straightened up.

"Mengmeng, I'll come see you next time. Next time I'll bring the baby and the knight, so you can see them..."

Na Ren thought that Tan Meng must want to see the child. She must want to see such a cute child.

When Na Ren drove back home, Chang Qing came out to greet him.

"That guy started making trouble again. Mr. Xiu didn't eat lunch!"

Chang Qing's eyes turned slightly red when he looked at Naren, he must have cried.

"Let the kitchen prepare food, I'll go see Brother Nan first."

Naren patted Chang Qing slightly, knowing that he felt sorry for Master Xiu again.

When Naren walked into Qin Nan's room, the ground was a mess.

Qin Nan was not dead. This news made Naren cry happily for a long time. However, when he saw Qin Nan, he was so painful that he couldn't even cry.

Qin Nan can no longer move his legs and has become a disabled person. For someone who loves sports, running and jumping, he can only sit in a wheelchair. For Qin Nan, this is really more uncomfortable than death.

Thinking back to that day, when he was about to assassinate the president, two presidents appeared...

Two almost identical people got out of the car.

Naren has heard that leaders of many countries have substitutes...

Two people, which one is he going to shoot?

He only has one chance to grab. Once one of them falls, his sniper position will be exposed.

And he probably killed him by mistake...

However, this was something he had planned for a long time. This presidential visit was a rare opportunity, and Naren knew he couldn't give it up.

The image of his parents' tragic death kept popping up in his mind, and he had to kill his enemy with his own hands.

Otherwise, all the work he did by faking his death would be in vain...

He and Ji Chenzhou had no chance before. Being with him would make him feel ashamed of his parents. He would not forgive himself even if he knew that he had murderous intentions towards his father.

Having reached this point, he must avenge himself.

Therefore, in the end, Naren chose the president who had more bodyguards. When he pulled the trigger, he hesitated because he was thinking that it was a probability shot.

Instead of hitting the head as planned, he hit the body...

When the alarm sounded, Naren evacuated as quickly as possible.

He must not be caught, because once Ji Chenzhou knows that he killed his father, he will hate himself and be in pain at the same time. Naren doesn't want him to be tortured and in pain.

After the sensational assassination of the president, Xiu Ye found Naren...

The president is not dead. Naren's snatch hit the body double. The rescue was timely and there was no danger to his life. Of course, the public will not know about the fact that there is a body double. They only know that their president is very lucky and survived the assassination. Come down.

Na Ren only knew all this when Master Xiu found him.

At the same time, Na Ren also knew that Qin Nan was still alive.

At that time, it was Master Xiu who concealed the news that Qin Nan was alive...

Qin Nan did almost die. The doctor said that he would not be able to live for more than a few days after being rescued, and he could not move his legs.

At that time, Master Xiu was just worried that Naren would not be able to bear Qin Nan's current situation and would blame himself painfully, and then bear the pain of Qin Nan's death.

Instead of doing this, it would be better for him to just assume that Qin Nan was dead, which would be better than such a long period of torture.

Time will always fade everything...

Later, Qin Nan survived, but Na Ren "died"...

Fortunately, Mr. Xiu analyzed that it was abnormal for the president to be assassinated at this time.

Sure enough, Scar Chen was found, and under his questioning, he learned that Na Ren was still alive, and it was Na Ren who assassinated the president.

Only then did Master Xiu figure out the ins and outs of this matter.

At that time, when Naren said that he didn't care about the past and that the past would be gone, Master Xiu also thought, how could a person like Naren, who values ​​emotions so much, not care about the death of his parents.

How could he live with Ji Chenzhou so peacefully?

It turns out that he had his own plan...

This kid...

When Qin Nan watched Na Ren walk in, the bodyguard guarding him nodded at him and walked out.

He called out softly, "Naren..."

Naren's heart throbbed when he heard Qin Nan's voice.

"Brother Nan, I will cook whatever you want to eat..."

Na Ren didn't care about the mess on the ground and walked over while picking up the gaps.

For five years, Brother Nan has been undergoing rehabilitation for his legs, but he can only stand up reluctantly and still cannot walk...

"Naren, please go and beg him to let me go. I don't want to stay here, I don't want to..."

Qin Nan is still as handsome as before, but he is very thin and his face is not good.

"Brother Nan, Master Xiu won't allow it. You know his temper."

Naren squatted beside Qin Nan's legs, his voice was solemn.

It was all because of him that Brother Nan became like this and could never stand up again.

Qin Nan has such a lively and active temperament, but you make him sit in a wheelchair all day long, and he has to be held on the toilet when he goes to the toilet, two days a day...

Five years later, as he looked at his wasted leg, his temper became more and more irritable.

It's not that he wants to lose his temper, it's that the emotion is out of his control.

He really had enough of this life...

Especially the man's attitude towards him made him want to escape from here.

He doesn't want his pity, he doesn't want...

"I don't know, I don't know. I have nothing to do with him. He can't lock me up. He can't..."

Qin Nan beat his unconscious legs. He didn't want to become disabled because he saved Na Ren. In order to compensate him, Master Xiu treated him...

The love he wants is not like this, no, rather than this kind of compensation, he would rather die.

"Brother Nan, don't be like this. Master Xiu will lose his temper again when he sees it."

Naren was not sure what Master Xiu meant to Brother Nan, but every time Brother Nan would hit his legs with a hammer, he would get angry. Once, he even beat Brother Nan.

Na Ren had also asked Master Xiu before if it was because Qin Nan lost his legs because of him that he treated him like this.

Master Xiu only said one sentence at that time, "That child is very good..."

Na Ren was not sure what Mr. Xiu meant by his words.

Five years have passed, and Naren only knows that Master Xiu has never found another woman...

"Then let him get angry and beat me to death..."

When Qin Nan liked Xiu Ye before, she was very afraid of him. She was afraid that even if she stayed here shamelessly, her breathing would become short because of seeing him.

However, now he dared to throw things and yell in front of Master Xiu, because he just wanted to leave.

He no longer wants to live this kind of life, he would rather leave here to fend for himself.

He even thought about dying, but Master Xiu sent bodyguards to guard him, and Master Xiu even slept in the same bed with him at night...

The man would wake up whenever he moved, and his sharp nerves made Qin Nan suspect that he hadn't slept at all.

He couldn't die even if he wanted to. After so many years, he really had enough.

Looking at Naren's guilty eyes, he kept doing rehabilitation, but after more than four years, there was no improvement at all. He was fed up with repeating those movements every day, knowing that he could no longer walk...

But I still told myself over and over again that there might be a miracle.

"Brother Nan, don't be like this. I feel uncomfortable when you are like this...you blame me..."

For five years, Na Ren has been accompanying Qin Nan. When he saw Qin Nan unable to move, he blamed himself.

If it weren't for saving him, Brother Nan wouldn't be like this...

"Naren, I don't allow you to say this again. It has nothing to do with you. I would rather die from my injuries than let anything happen to you. You have suffered so much. You can't suffer that fate again. It's my own problem. , I don’t want him to pity me, I don’t need…”

Qin Nan held Na Ren's face, even if he was given a choice a thousand times, he would still choose to push Na Ren away and save him without hesitation...

Naren didn't know that he was in pain, not only because he couldn't move his legs, but also because of some unspeakable things.

"Brother Nan, Brother Nan..."

Naren hugged Qin Nan's waist and cried loudly. It was worth his life to have such a brother.

No matter how miserable his life was, he would never feel miserable. He would rather God take away his legs so that Brother Nan could stand up again.

"Brother Nan, please stop making trouble with Master Xiu. No matter how much trouble you make in the past few years, Master Xiu will not let you go. No one can change the decision he made."

Naren and Qin Nan had said this many times, but it was of no use.

He knew Qin Nan was very stubborn before.

That was when they first met. Qin Nan's mother called him and asked him if he was wearing long johns in autumn. Qin Nan clearly told his mother that he was not wearing any.

Mother Qin knew that he was not wearing any clothes, but Qin Nan lied with her eyes open and said that she was wearing clothes. Mother and son talked on the phone for more than two hours.

After hanging up the phone, Naren asked him, "Why are you so stubborn? You obviously didn't wear anything, but you still said you did."

Qin Nan asked him, is this stubbornness?

Naren felt that this was a manifestation of stubbornness.

Now, Naren once again saw Qin Nan's persistence and stubbornness.

In the past few years, I have had trouble with Master Xiu almost every two or three days just to leave.

Master Xiu has a very bad temper, but when it comes to Qin Nan's troubles, the most he can do is yell at him and then get sulky, nothing else.

That day, it was rare for Qin Nan to ask for ice cream, so Master Xiu immediately asked someone to buy a lot for him to eat.

Na Ren thought at that time that Master Xiu might not only have pity for Qin Nan, but maybe there was something else.

Even though Chang Qing said it was impossible, Na Ren still hoped that there really were some other emotions.

Master Xiu is thirty-nine this year. Although his appearance is still the same as that of thirty-year-old, there is no trace of the passage of time, but the age is there after all.

Na Ren really hopes that Mr. Xiu has a companion by his side, a companion that he really likes and finds interesting...

Master Xiu loves him so much and always says that he has experienced too much suffering, but Naren has said it countless times.

He lived a very happy life just because he met Master Xiu. Master Xiu never made him suffer, he loved him and pampered him, and gave him all good things.

The person who really suffers is Master Xiu. He has been an orphan since he was a child. He got where he is today with a knife and a robbery. He really deserves someone to feel sorry for him...

When Mr. Xiu walked in with a tray, he looked at the mess on the ground, frowned, and said to the person behind him, "Clean up."

The servants were all used to such scenes, so they cleaned up silently and quickly.

Mr. Xiu glanced at Naren and said, "You go to eat. The kitchen made your favorite dish today."

Na Ren knew that Master Xiu wanted him to leave, so Qin Nan also said, "Let's go eat!"

Then he turned away and looked out the window, wringing his hands together.

Naren sighed slightly, stood up and left.

He really hopes that Master Xiu and Brother Nan can be together well. He believes that Brother Nan will make Master Xiu happy.

Brother Nan is so kind, he will be very kind to Master Xiu.

Na Ren was lying on the bed, with Ji Chenzhou's face and the wound on the corner of his lip appearing in his mind. Even though he was a distance away, he could still see it clearly.

That was bitten by Lu Kai...

Ji Chenzhou coaxed Lu Kai to talk about going home...

Na Ren slowly closed his eyes, Lu Kai and Ji Chenzhou were also good...

There will always be someone around him. Even if he is dead, he will always find someone.

Besides, he is still a person who has lost part of his memory, so it is good to live like this.

If he hadn't gone to see Mengmeng today, he wouldn't have left the villa. Over the years, except for going to the cemetery to see Mengmeng, he never left the villa. Dead people can't go out.

Yuncheng is very big, so he bumped into Ji Chenzhou's car on the road, and then followed him to the restaurant. He saw him taking Lu Kai to eat, and watched how he patiently coaxed Lu Kai...

There are also Lu Kai’s messy clothes, the bite on the corner of his mouth, what they did...

Naren slowly closed his eyes, Naren stopped thinking.

Naren later had the opportunity to assassinate the president again, but he knew that he could no longer pull the trigger in his hand.

Because after the fight, he regretted it. Ji Chenzhou had no mother, and he could not be left without a father...

Fortunately, he made a mistake in that attack, otherwise Naren would be in even more pain.

Master Xiu said that since he no longer wants revenge, he should return to Ji Chenzhou!

However, Na Ren knew that he couldn't, and he and Ji Chenzhou could never be together again.

He can't be with his enemy's son, otherwise, after death, he will have no face to see his parents who died tragically. Not avenging them would be his greatest unfilial piety.

Naren fell asleep in a daze. His sleep had not been good over the years, and he always woke up from his sleep.

Drowsily, he heard someone knocking on the door. He opened his eyes and realized that it was already dawn. He glanced at the time on the wall and saw that it was already ten o'clock...

He got out of bed and opened the door. Standing at the door was Chang Qing, "Ji Chenzhou is here, Master Xiu asked you not to come out!"

Seeing that Naren was not in good spirits, Chang Qing knew that he had not slept well last night.

Na Ren was still in a daze, but when he heard Ji Chenzhou's arrival, he immediately froze.

Ji Chenzhou has never been here in these years because he has no memory of their love. Why did he suddenly come here today? Did he know that he was not dead?