Chapter 1101 A Glance at Your Heart - I Must Love You More than You Love Me (36)

Chu Baiqing couldn't even lift his eyelids, but he still couldn't bear to sleep.

He wanted to spend more time with Gu Jue.

Does it hurt? I can't feel it anymore. When I was crazy, I couldn't feel the pain. Now the pain is numb.

In fact, no matter how painful it is, it is nothing compared to heartache. Now every minute and second is a luxury for him.

"It doesn't hurt, but I still want..." Chu Baiqing said in a joking tone. He really had no strength at all now.

He was someone who didn't want to sweat, but after the two of them had done it, Chu Baiqing felt as if he had been washed by water.

I was so sticky that I didn't want to take a shower, I just didn't want to move.

"Chu Baiqing, shut up!"

Gu Jue's voice was out of his control again. He couldn't bear what Chu Baiqing said.

It wasn't that he was physically weak, but that he knew Chu Baiqing couldn't bear it anymore.

He wanted to do it, but now little Gu Jue fell down uneasily.

But Chu Baiqing's physical strength is not as good as his own. If he keeps doing this, he will definitely faint.

"Ayan is going back today. You can walk back with him! I won't see you off. I want to go back to accompany Yun Yi. I'm not worried about being alone in Nancheng!"

This was what he had to say after all. Chu Baiqing lay on the pillow, his voice muffled.

He couldn't say this to Gu Jue, he thought he would collapse.

"I'll stay one more day and go back tomorrow!"

Gu Jue hugged Chu Baiqing and asked him to leave now. How could he let him go?

Chu Yunyi's illness may not be cured one day, and the third brother doesn't know when it will end.

It wouldn't be the case if he went abroad every two days, so Gu Jue wanted to stay one more day.

"If you go home today, it won't be the same tomorrow! Be obedient!"

Chu Baiqing could clearly feel Gu Jue's strong heartbeat, pounding into his heart.

He wanted to remember the frequency of his heartbeat, and even the frequency of Gu Jue's breathing.

When the lonely night comes, he closes his eyes and can feel Gu Jue beside him...

"Bai Qing..." Gu Jue gently rubbed Chu Baiqing, his muffled voice sounding like he was coquettishly.

Chu Baiqing closed her eyes and told herself not to be soft-hearted, they would be separated sooner or later, and she couldn't be so sloppy.

If something unexpected happens to me, everything will be in vain.

We have to take this step after all, and everything is fine now.

There was no misunderstanding between them, it was a perfect farewell, and the most important thing was that they had each other's mark.

Although there are still many things that have not been done, Chu Baiqing is already very content.

"Go back and be obedient!" Chu Baiqing turned her palm up and held Gu Jue's hand.

The moment their fingers intertwined, Chu Baiqing cried, so silently and repressed.

Goodbye Gu Jue. In my thirty years of life, I have lived happily every day because of you.

If one day you know the truth, please don't blame me...

Forgive me for loving you so selfishly...

Let your stomach bear the consequences of such pain.

Gu Jue, I must love you more than you love me.

Don't argue with me on this point.

In the days without me, I don’t ask you to smile happily every day.

But please, don’t torture yourself, even if it is to reduce my guilt, I must live well...

You are my Gu Jue, the Gu Jue that I love most.

I am your Chu Baiqing, your only Chu Baiqing...