Chapter 1001 Self
In Lily's warm bedroom, Lily, wearing white socks, sat on the bed with her legs curled up, watching the content of "New Testament".
The words in it are a bit divine, but she can still barely understand, but it is very difficult to read.
This is the first time she has learned about the God of Light. Combined with the information obtained from Mr. Charles, this dead god gradually became three-dimensional in her heart.
"Flop~" Lili stepped back, her body lay down on the bed in a big shape, staring at the chandelier above her head in a daze.
After a few seconds, as she gently raised her right hand, wisps of sunlight filtered out from between her nails, gradually forming a dazzling little sun in midair.
When Lily held the little sun with one hand, the tips of her hair and her clothes shone softly, making her look so divine.
Lily lazily turned around on the bed, changing her posture to lying on her stomach. She tilted her head slightly, staring at the light ball in her hand.
"Speaking of why you left such a powerful energy in my body, it is of no use to me at all."
"Such power from the gods should be very rare, why did you know to give it to me?"
The little sun slowly dissipated, and Lily buried her head on the pillow, her legs kept swinging, and she closed her eyes and shouted: "Ah~! There is no help at all!! I still haven't found my life goal!"
After a while, Lily's body glowed slightly and quickly floated up, flying out of the window like a meteor, flying towards the cemetery against the sunshade ceiling.
Graveyards are supposed to be uncomfortable places, but that doesn't apply to Lily.
Looking at the dead crew members on the Narwhal in the past, Lily felt very peaceful. She felt that those people seemed to be alive by her side.
Lily sat with her legs together on the grave of the old ship doctor, enjoying the breeze against her cheek. , although it was useless, it made Lily feel better.
The empty cemetery was very quiet. Looking at the tombstones around, Lily suddenly remembered what the librarian told her before.
Lily closed her eyes slowly, getting rid of all distracting thoughts, and calming down her irritable mood gradually.
When everything around her became quiet, Lily wanted to follow the other party's method and face her heart directly, but she waited for a long time, but she didn't feel anything.
"No, it's useless." As soon as Lily opened her eyes in frustration, she saw a young man standing in front of her.
Although she has become much younger, Lily can still recognize it immediately. This is Mr. Charles.
"Mr. Charles!" Lily flew towards him excitedly, but in the middle of the flight, she stopped immediately, and the other party's expression was strange and full of indifference.
This is not her Charles, but the Charles of this plane.
"It's better not to come to this kind of place. They are not your companions. Your companion's graveyard is on the other side. What you did is completely desperate."
The young Charles walked to the tombstone of the old ship doctor, took out a bottle of brandy and poured it down.
The other party's words made Lily feel very uncomfortable. She turned around and was about to go home, but she stopped again just as she turned around.
"Well, I want to ask, how is Mr. Charles over there?"
"There is a big trouble, but so what, if there is trouble, find a way to solve the trouble, if you can't solve it, then die together."
After the young Charles finished speaking, his body gradually became transparent and finally disappeared.
Lily pursed her lips, turned and left without saying anything.
After climbing into bed, Lily closed her eyes and forced herself to fall asleep, but the more she wanted to sleep, the more she couldn't fall asleep.
Just when I was half asleep and half awake, the footsteps of passing students came from outside the window. They had only returned home after the carnival.
"What do you plan to do in the future?"
"I've applied for a job at the Relic Laboratory in Pit Fortress."
"Is it that far? Is your family reluctant?"
"It's not a child, so you can't stay with your family all your life."
At this moment, Lily instantly recalled what Sartre had said to her before. For the first time, she ignored her entangled mentality and faced her true heart.
She thought of the bits and pieces of her previous adventures, and the things Charles had done for her before she died. And that kneeling in front of those statues of gods in order to save himself.
At this moment, Lily finally found what she wanted to do.
This time, it was no longer someone else's decision, but her own.
She wanted to go back, to Mr. Charles, and use the power of the God of Light in her body to help him.
The power in my body comes from the gods, maybe the life of a mortal should not belong to me.
Lily opened her eyes suddenly, she silently pushed open the drawer, and took out a delicate little box. Inside the box was a piece of paper, which was a line of words left by Charles.
After reading it over and over again, Lily turned and went downstairs to the door of her parents' room, and knocked lightly.
When Dr. Oliver and his wife opened the door with sleepy eyes, they saw their daughter looking at him with tears in their eyes. "What happened to Lily?"
"Mom and Dad, my daughter has more important things to do, I'm sorry." Lily announced the decision with a trembling voice.
Before, she always felt that she finally returned home and had to be with her family forever, but this was wrong.
It's just been targeting childhood urges, but everyone eventually leaves their parents.
After Oliver looked at each other and his wife, he finally opened his hands and held him in his arms.
"My daughter, although you don't say it, we know that you will never forget that side, so we respect your choice."
Hearing this, Lily hugged her hands back, and couldn't help crying.
That night, Lily's family basically didn't sleep, they were all getting ready for their eldest daughter's long trip.
When the first ray of sunlight fell from the sunshade roof, it was time for them to part ways.
"Here's your favorite sweet fish soup in a bottle, and here's lobster crackers and dried bananas to eat on the road."
"The change is in the wallet, and the other money is in the passbook of the Bank of England. Don't take it out easily."
"The four sets of clothes are all in the box, both thick and thin. I put some gold jewelry in the thick clothes. If the wallet is stolen, remember to take it out for emergency."
Seeing his mother patiently exhorting him, tears condensed in the red eyes.
Dr. Oliver touched Lily's head reluctantly, "Hey, don't cry. If you miss us, come back and have a look. Your room will always be reserved for you."
Lily nodded vigorously. She kissed her family members one by one, and pulled the box and pushed open the door.
"Goodbye, sister! Come back early!" Lily's younger sister waved vigorously at her older sister.
Lily couldn't help crying in the end, she rushed back again, hugged her family heavily, then turned around and pulled the box and rushed out of the house.