When the Juggernaut Comes to the Second Dimension Chapter 906

Xin Ke smiled wryly with complicated emotions. After living together for more than 20 years, how could she think that Yong Ye's past would be happy? No matter how optimistic people are, they can't think so, can they?

The living habits all the time, as well as the reluctant smile at the beginning, and the smile that made her feel a little empty no matter what happened later, there is no way for people to give an overly optimistic judgment on his past.

Even though as time goes by, he reveals an unexpectedly gentle side to himself, and he laughs from time to time, but no matter what... there is only that sense of nothingness that makes Xinke feel quite obtrusive, even extremely disgusting and unpleasant... like a black flame , always in the depths of his pupils.

I'm afraid that's the relationship revealed by the emptiness in his heart. He has always had an indescribable gloomy light in his eyes. From the time we first met, even though more than twenty years have passed, there is still no trace of gleam in his eyes. Change, there is no way not to make her care.

"...Since you are mentally prepared to listen to bad stories, that's good... Let me think about it, where should I tell it better? The fortress where I went to the battlefield for the first time? Or the armored train... No, let's skip this one..."

It's too long to talk from beginning to end, and it was too embarrassing to go to the battlefield for the first time. He also didn't really want to talk about it. In fact, he didn't remember it very clearly. It was just a rough idea, and he could only remember vague things. It was just embarrassing at the time.

In the long life, it seems inconvenient to find a good starting point, but in fact, he didn't plan to go into details, and there are only a few impressive pictures that are too detailed.

If you must sort out your life experience, summarize it briefly

In the very beginning, after his dream of being a hero was shattered by war and cruel reality, he seemed to be shrouded in darkness in that fragmented doomsday world, surviving like a walking dead, with only loneliness and hopeless pain always by his side.

Licking blood, chewing and regretting, being played by God in the name of fate, repeatedly driven to the end of despair, stained with the blood of oneself and others.

He is strong enough, strong enough to survive alone without relying on anyone. But he is also cowardly, just avoiding death because of cowardice.

Even though he couldn't even see the shadow of the target of revenge, he kept struggling to survive, trying to find a way to keep himself alive, just for the reason of living...he sacrificed countless lives.

I have been doing the same thing continuously in the past, how can I get rid of it now?

The tender memory made him suffer. What had been lost and what had been given up was found little by little with the passage of time and everything he encountered.

There are too many things in the world that make him nostalgic, but he just keeps bringing unnecessary troubles to those gentle things.

He has no regrets for what he has done, because even if he regrets, it will be useless, but every time he stands up, he is destined to be accompanied by suffering, and he will fall to the bottom of hell again, and continue this endless end.

Confused, wandering endlessly on the empty land, and spent a long, lonely time in the dark underground.

In the crumbling world, there is no dawn, no hope, a person at the end of the earth, watching the endless future... This kind of thing is unbearable even if it is just a memory, of course... what he can't bear is nothing else.

He is fine with himself, and he can endure all this, but he doesn't want to pay attention to the existence and suffer everything he has encountered. Unfortunately, at that time...

...He has no way to fight against that power that is completely beyond the power of God. Even though he himself is much stronger than before, he is still not worth mentioning in front of that kind of power beyond imagination.

It was like that in the past, and I'm afraid it will be difficult to change much in the future, at least...he doesn't have that kind of energy at all.

When Yong Ye finished talking about the general situation, talked about looking for his past, and told him what he would face, the helplessness he faced, and what he needed to do and was waiting for him to do, although there was no sound in the room, But the atmosphere gradually became extremely oppressive.

At the moment when she learned why Yong Ye insisted on rejecting her, Xinke seemed to hear the voice of her feelings being frozen, and there was no process of raising and lowering, and the simple story always maintained a dark ending.

Every world is a passer-by. Even if good things happen, there is an idea that I hope to leave behind, but there must be no way to realize it. In the face of arrogant and unreasonable forces, weak forces are completely unable to form resistance and cannot refuse... Across the dimension The terrifying mighty force of time flowing against the entire world makes the hot feelings at the boiling point reach the freezing point in an instant.

"...I see. In this case, it is indeed better to be alone. Um... It is understandable. With the character of my brother, I would feel very strange if I didn't do this."

Xin Ke talked to herself, said words of understanding and approval, and nodded slightly. In her opinion, Yong Ye would choose this way, which really fits his style very well.

"People who can't even protect themselves, what should they use to protect others? Don't look at me like this. In fact, I have a lot of things to do. I really don't have energy. If you like me, you will be unlucky. I like it." That's right, so...sorry, get married or something, let's find a girl you like."

Saying so, Yong Ye sighed slightly, and a lonely smile unconsciously appeared on the corner of his mouth.

"If you really grow up and get married, and I'm still alive, I will definitely find a way to go to the scene and bless you in the corner."

"Stupid~! I don't want your blessing! My wedding brother must be the hero! And why is it a corner~?"

"After all, you are an elf, so it's not good for me to appear aboveboard, and look at me, a person like me is not suitable for appearing aboveboard in a place like the marriage contract hall, is it?"

In Yong Ye's life, he constantly faced challenges and setbacks. At the same time, his hands were stained with blood and crimes. The holy palace of marriage was extremely unsuitable for him.

It’s fine if it’s someone else’s wedding, but if it’s his younger sister, it’s better for him not to disturb the situation and spoil the atmosphere, um... If he doesn’t even give a corner, he will still feel a little sad, after all, he seems to really regard Xin Ke as a sister.

After more than 20 years, let him get into the drama too deeply...he himself can't laugh.

"...Brother, why do you like to belittle yourself and belittle yourself so much~?"

Xin Ke took a deep breath, tried hard to stabilize her mood, and said in a calm tone.

"No... I didn't underestimate myself, did I? It's impossible for a normal person to marry a criminal, right?"

"Having said that, the problem is not limited to this. You thought you were unattractive and didn't have the elements to be liked~?"

As if looking at something unbelievable, Xin Ke's purple eyes widened.

"Are you kidding me~? It's not funny at all~"

"No... I'm serious about this: talkative, polite, elegant, good reputation, sunny and outgoing, positive and cheerful, gentle and kind, humorous, and sincere. Most people who are generally liked by girls have these? And myself I also know how I am, such as..."

Shaking his head with a wry smile, Yong Ye confessed frankly that as far as he was referring, he knew from girls when he was a teacher, what kind of person girls like.

"...I don't know how to speak nice words, and I can't continue chatting from time to time; I don't care about the so-called etiquette at all, I have eaten rats or raw mice, I can't match politeness and elegance; no matter where my reputation is It’s not very good, basically it’s a real bad reputation; it’s not sunny at all and often gloomy to death, there is no so-called cheerfulness; gentleness and kindness on me is simply a bad ridicule; humor or something, you think I might Do you have it? Sincerity or something...Although I like to say that I never lie, you also know what I did to you the first time I saw you..."

In this room where only two people existed, Yong Ye counted his shortcomings in detail, and every time he said one, he felt a little more depressed, and during this process, Xin Ke was just listening silently, knowing it silently, and did not interrupt.

And when Yong Ye spoke to the end, he stopped when he was almost finished, came back to his senses, patted his head and smiled wryly.

"I'm fine, what am I doing, right? By the way, Xinke, what do you say? I'm also embarrassed by your silence..."

"What do you want me to say~?"

"...Well, it seems that there is nothing wrong with it. It just feels that if you don't speak, the atmosphere is not very good."

"Brother, do you have a tendency to loathe yourself~?"

"This... no, right? I like myself very much, I love myself more than others, otherwise how would I survive?"

Yes, if you don't like yourself, why let yourself live? Such a difficult life, if you hate yourself, what is the value of living?

Yong Ye tried to use this reason to veto Xin Ke's words.

Xin Ke exhaled slightly with a "huh", but then smiled with the corners of her mouth upturned.

"My lord, there really is self-loathing. People don't need to like themselves to live. They can have many other reasons. Just living for the sake of living is itself a reason to live~ Also, lord brother really thinks that you Are those elements you mentioned all the elements that you like?"

"...Generally speaking, that's how it is, right?"

"No... Or I don't understand, after all, I like cute girls~"

"...Then what are you talking about?"

"But I think brother is full of elements that can be liked by others. In the final analysis, strength itself is the best thing to attract the opposite sex. Even if I am a girl, I am strong, so many girls like me~!"

"...Are you really, as usual...narcissistic?"

"How is it possible, I am confident."