Chapter 1027 It’s the Beginning and the End (1)
Leng Nuan paused, pretending to be calm, and said all the words he was about to say in one go.
"...I don't want any relationship between us in the future, even if Coco is your child, I don't want it, so I hope our meeting today is both the beginning and the end."
Leng Nuan, who expressed his meaning clearly, thought about it carefully, and after making sure that he had nothing to add, he said again: "Mr. Lu, do you have anything else to do? If not, I will go to work..."
Before she finished speaking, Lu Ben, who was sitting in front of her, said, "I'm sorry."
There was suddenly no sound on Leng Nuan's lips, and her fingertips subconsciously tightened the bag in her hand.
After the car was quiet for a while, Lu Ben's voice came from the front again: "I'm sorry, Nuannuan."
"It was my fault at the beginning. I didn't pay attention to the phone. I didn't know you called me a hundred times... If I had known, I would never have done that..."
The tip of Leng Nuan's nose felt sour, and she turned her head away and looked out the window.
I'm sorry...Does he know that for people who love each other, the three words "sorry" are sometimes the most hurtful.
He said that he didn't pay attention and didn't know that she called him a hundred times. He said it so lightly now, but he once knew how she survived every day and every night in that month four years ago. of?
He was the one she mustered up all her courage to accept, but in the end he told her to ignore her and ignored her. She didn't reply to her text messages or answer her phone calls. He didn't show up when she went to see him... He never knew what kind of emotional ups and downs she had gone through at that time, so at this moment, what was the use of saying sorry to her?
"Nuan Nuan, I'm sorry. I know that nothing I say now will work, but I didn't really mean that at the beginning. I thought you didn't like me. I... in short, at that time, there was something wrong with what I did. ...After you left, I have been waiting for you, and I have been looking for you... In these years, I have never had a girlfriend, and I have not thought about getting married. I was just waiting for you, and now you are back. , can...can you reconsider me...can we, can we go back to the past?"
Leng Nuan stared out the window with a calm expression, as if Lu Ben's words were not meant for her.
She waited for Lu Ben to finish speaking, and after a short while, she spoke: "Is this all you want to talk to me about?"
Lu Ben was stunned by Leng Nuan's question. After a three-second pause, he nodded.
"I don't want to go back to the past. I'm living a good life now, and I don't want to change the status quo..." To be precise, she was afraid, afraid that she would be the same as before, mustering up the courage to change the status quo, and end up with a sad divorce. The end of the field.
There is some pain, and one pain is enough. Some dreams, just one dream will be enough... She is not stupid. He ignored her inexplicably that month. He must have thought about breaking up. Between him and her, it was not He has his faults, and so does she. She cannot dare to love, hate, and be unscrupulous like a normal girl. She is afraid of a man's approach. She is also afraid that the person she likes will find out about her past and despise her. , she has too many scruples, and is destined to be unsuitable for love... When she was young, she would not admit defeat, and fight once without hesitation. Now that she is thirty, she can't fight, and she doesn't want to fight anymore...