Chapter 959

"Seeing my drug addiction attack, biting everywhere like a mad dog?" Qin Chong continued, his tone was still not salty, and while talking, he put the tea bowl in his hand on the small table, and then Leaning on the pillow and looking at Gu Qingtong sneeringly, "You must have been frightened? How could you recruit such a dirty person like me, isn't it..."

"I didn't..." Gu Qingtong was so busy that she cut off Qin Chong's words, but as soon as she opened her mouth, she couldn't continue. Qin Chong was right, just saw Qin Chong's drug addiction attack, She was really frightened, not only at the beginning, but even now she was terribly scared. At that time, she wanted to let Chen Qingxuan come over and throw this person out, so Qin Chong was right. She couldn't refute it at all.

"You're fine? Have you ever seen an addict like me? Or don't you have any plans to take me in anymore? Don't worry, although I'm a dirty person from the inside out, I'm self-aware and I won't embarrass you." Qin Chong sneered With a smile, he lifted the blanket off his body and was about to get out of bed, but his body was too weak to stand upright, and he sat down on the bed again. He might feel ashamed, and his eyebrows stood upright , pressed his hands against the edge of the bed again, gritted his teeth and wanted to stand up again, this time he did stand up, but his forehead was covered with fine beads of sweat, and his whole body was precarious, as if he would collapse at any moment .

"Sit down, sit down!" Gu Qingtong was so busy to help Qin Chong, but Qin Chong pushed him away. Gu Qingtong looked at his almost tolerant appearance, feeling sad and anxious at the same time, She wanted to comfort Qin Chong, but seeing his gritted teeth, she dared not say anything. After all, she knew nothing about this man, if it wasn't for the sudden accident last night , she will always think that he is a poor slave, but now, she knows that he is definitely not just a slave, he may be far more terrifying than she imagined.

Qin Chong was panting violently. He supported the table and tried his best to gather every bit of strength in his body. The more he struggled like this, the more he was out of breath, like a fish out of water. Normally, a sense of powerlessness and sadness filled his heart. This was not the first time he had a drug addiction attack. He had experienced such an embarrassing and embarrassing situation in southern Xinjiang before, kneeling in front of Xu Chengjin like a dog and begging for mercy. He lived that kind of life for fifteen years. At the beginning, he still knew the humiliation, but gradually, he became numb. He couldn't care less about what he didn't want to eat, and what kind of etiquette and shame. He just wanted to live, even if he lived like a dog. He had thought of dying, but he didn't dare to seek death. When he thought of how heartbroken his parents would be when they heard his sad news...he didn't dare to say too much. Think, so, he has been living like a dog.

But today, he feels ashamed and sad, so what's the point? In the past fifteen years, this kind of situation has happened every few days. He has long been numb and used to it, so what is there to be ashamed of?

But he just couldn't help it, the bone-piercing sadness made him think of death again, he felt that he had no meaning to live anymore, even though this life was bought by his parents, but living is really too painful and tormented, He can't see any hope, even if...

Not long ago, there was a ray of sunshine shining on him, which made him feel very warm, but now, this ray of sunshine is gone, his world is still gray and lonely, he really has lived enough .