Chapter 35 Awareness of Being Abandoned by the World

This is even the memory that Annan peeped from the bottom of Nicholas's heart, which is not exactly the same content.

Nicholas believed that he had killed his adoptive father Isaac until his death. And carrying this "can't turn back" awareness, he went forward without looking back.

——Compared with his biological father who never took care of him except finding an adoptive father after giving birth to him, Isaac is undoubtedly closer to his real father and also his mother.

But only after the "dead" personally explained the incident, did Annan know that there is another side to this history.

Nicholas did indeed murder Isaac.

But Isaac didn't die because of it.

Even though he was betrayed by his adopted son, he was not angry, desperate, or full of resentment. On the contrary, it is rational to want to explore the reasons behind this.

So he turned into a soul state, and looked at Nicholas' countermeasures with a condescending attitude—I'm afraid he was still in the empty spirit world, evaluating what Nicholas's actions were not appropriate, and what kind of words would leave people with embarrassment. Let's talk.

Until the end, when Nicholas buried Isaac's "ashes".

... Nicholas finally realized what he had done.

But there is no turning back.

If he turned around at this time, it would be tantamount to admitting his stupidity... It would be tantamount to reducing his father's death to a joke.

——After waking up, he realized how stupid his initial actions were.

What creates a new world, something beyond human intelligence...

It was obviously just a child's arrogant remarks by Kitsch, even he himself never believed it. The reason why he tried his best to oppose Isaac was just to vent his anger on the long-standing emptiness in his heart that was not recognized by others.

It's just that he doesn't want to admit that Isaac is right.

It is also because of this that he who cannot turn back—but wants to accomplish a goal from the bottom of his heart, which even he himself thinks is impossible.

Let history stop falling.

To make this world better all the time, reach [the realm of infinite perfection] with an infinite spiral. If this world can't fulfill his wish... then change him.

"—Human beings have lived in hypocrisy since ancient times, deceiving others and themselves. The so-called 'wish' is just a nice word.

"——The Jade Tower has been passed down to this day, the motto of 'sublimating everything to a more perfect state', the motto that cost me my whole life...In the end, even the tower master didn't take it seriously."

Among the words that the dragon Nicholas uttered to Annan with hatred in his heart... if the part of "others" is removed. The rest of the words are equally true.

Because he is not resenting himself.

Not "Even Isaac didn't take it seriously", but "Not even the Lord of the Tower took it seriously".

Because after he himself became the master of the tower... even Nicholas himself no longer believed in that ridiculous wish.

But knowing this, he must move forward. He couldn't betray the crimes he had carried on himself—it was his absurd and foolish attitude that was recognized by the Jade Tower.

"It's not that he killed me and stole the identity of the tower master, but that he inherited my position and responsibilities in another way.

"The election of the parliament is a kind of inheritance, the change of bloodline is a kind of inheritance, and the passing of the torch of the Zedi Black Tower is also a kind of inheritance. The strong rise up and the loser fall... Naturally, it is also a kind of inheritance.

"Nicolas also doesn't know anything about it. But he doesn't need to know this, because it doesn't make any difference to him. After all, in the end, he was indeed the one who killed 'me'."

"Isaac II" said, turning his head to look at Thirteen Xiang.

Although there was no difference from before, Shisanxiang suddenly understood the rationality in Teacher Isaac's eyes.

Isaac seriously advised: "The first thing you should have to become a wizard is to give up the old concept of being a mortal. The goodness in the eyes of ordinary people is no longer the goodness in your eyes.

Evil in the eyes of mortals is no longer evil in your eyes.

"What we yearn for, what we hope for, and what we firmly believe in are all different from ordinary people. If you care about the moral values ​​of ordinary people, you will definitely not be able to go too far on this road.

"When you find your true desire, don't you think 'this is too weird' and give up? Don't be kidding...not even wizards, as long as they are extraordinary, they should have this kind of awareness.

"—The consciousness of being abandoned by the world!"

Isaac's voice was not loud, but it seemed to shock Thirteen Xiang and Husky like thunder.

Even Annan on the side, his pupils shrank violently - as if he understood something.

For Annan, who is looking for desires and finding ways to advance to the golden rank, this is undoubtedly a very beneficial reminder.

——Why do extraordinary people almost never choose to show their faces in public?

It's not arrogance, let alone indifference to fame and fortune... The way to sublimation is not cultivating immortals, it itself needs to tap people's desires.

The real reason is...they are no longer in the same world as normal people.

"For example, my grandfather, the ancestor who has become a god... At the very beginning, he was a male and a great nobleman."

Isaac looked at the three people who were stunned, nodded in satisfaction, and continued to give serious examples: "Although he is a believer in the woman holding the cup, he actually doesn't understand the way of desire. He is just purely seeking pleasure and lacks art. Pursuit and talent, and I don't feel much about the claims of other righteous gods, so I chose the cup-holding girl as my belief.

"In other words, he was actually charmed by the woman with the cup, so he chose her. This is a sacrilegious act for other gods, but it is a kind of recognition and respect for the woman with the cup.

"Until the end of a certain absurd and chaotic banquet, the drunk ancestor came out alone to sober up. He walked to the river, but suddenly had the urge to jump off.

"It was just a momentary impulse. But he began to wonder, why did he have the desire to die? He obviously lived so happily, carefree, and the only thing he had to do was to enjoy a life of luxury.

"He started thinking. And at that moment, he realized very quickly - he didn't even know how he was able to take pleasure in this extravagant life.

"He wanted to know what is the relationship between desire and happiness. So he started abstinence, dieting, and started a three-year penance. However, his abstinence made him a woman holding a cup bishop.

"He was at the end of his penance and realized he knew nothing, he couldn't do anything. So he wanted to 'be someone else'.

"He first reversed his gender and made himself a young girl. He ran away from home without a penny... In the suffering of the world, she was promoted to the gold rank. She learned a lot, but realized that she was not There are more things to understand.

"In order to have a deeper understanding of the desires of different people, he cut himself up and distributed it to nine people of different genders, ages, and origins.

"And after these nine people died, he was reborn again—by ​​personally experiencing the lives of these nine people, he finally understood the way of desire. And got the book of truth, and dedicated himself as a grand feast to all her everyone you come into contact with.

"He is the feaster, the god of understanding and resonance. The Lord of our banquets. Since that grand banquet, the age has moved forward... There is no book of truth falling from the sky."

Isaac looked at everyone and said word by word: "The way of sublimation is the way of change and alienation.

"From a mediocre mortal to a god. He is no longer the original him...you naturally have to change."

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