Chapter 191 Lead Me to Rise

"...Do you know the [Shield of Unfallen]?"

Just in case, Si An moment hesitated and asked in a low voice.

"That's natural."

The honey-colored-haired youth nodded calmly.

"It's better to say, if you are a little older, you should know him. [Shield of Unfallen] is undoubtedly a heroic guardian... He can be called a model of the extraordinary. Because he is indeed an unmistakable salvation. It has changed the lives of many people and changed the unfortunate fate of many people.

"But what I want to praise most is not his good thoughts, good words and good deeds - the path of transcendence is the path of desire, the path of ascension. Many people choose this path in order to change something or have something, and Extraordinary people who don't have enough desires can't go far.

"In other words, there are not a few extraordinary people with good intentions. The most worthy of learning from the shield of non-falling Justus is that he has a calm and strong will, and a clear and unshakable bottom line.

"As a result, he can live his own life well while trying his best to do the 'right thing'. He can live easily, not be dragged down by his own desires to get tired, and he can control himself from being used by others. .

The saint praised without hesitation: "You can even say this - if someone asks me, 'What kind of superhuman should I be?' Then I will say to them, you should ask the Shield of Unfallen Justus study."

This is without a doubt a very high rating.

But Si Anke's expression was a little subtle.

Although it wasn't him who entered Justus' nightmare...but the nightmare of "Gemini" was broadcast live. Si An Mo naturally watched the live broadcast at that time and knew what happened at that time.

Justus has kindness?

Wouldn't he be dragged down by his own desires?

Can he live his own life?

Can he not be used by others?

...let it go.

Rather, Justus' entire life can be summed up in three words "tool man". He was completely spent in the process of being used intermittently by others... and he didn't live a free and easy life at all, and it could be said that he was exhausted, and his family life was not happy.

He was pained by Ingrid's death. In order not to let this pain repeat itself, he became the "shield of infallibility". And it is in order to alleviate this pain that he will absorb the damage suffered by others everywhere.

He is not so much to save others, but to satisfy his desire for self-destruction and self-harm, so he absorbs the damage of others. According to the psychological profiles that the players made of him later... I am afraid that Justus is using this pain to make up for the psychological pain caused by his fragmented childhood.

In other words, his suffering was not to save others.

But simply for self-inflicted abuse.

This innocent emotion that he cherished when he was a child has influenced and bound his life. Even when he finally fell into the trap woven by the teacher and died as a tool to create "Professor Wolf", he was still entangled in this feeling.

Justus's life has nothing to do with the words kindness, sobriety, calmness, and ease...

... However, since Justus' reputation outside and others' recognition of him are so high.

It's better not to reveal the secrets that Justus hides...

Si Anke's pity prevented him from saying this clearly.

Thinking of this, he suddenly took a deep breath and shivered.

——The mechanism of nightmare is really terrifying!

This is no longer a dark history that can be destroyed by submerging the host in water or physically destroying the hard disk... Not only is it completely impossible to destroy, it will even be read and discussed seriously by the younger generation.

The great and heroic character that was stretched out during his lifetime did not reveal any flaws until his death. But a nightmare hatched after death, and then the purifier team entered it with reverence and saw the most real self that has never been revealed to anyone.

Oh wow.

All the efforts so far have paid off.

That's really scary...

Si An pondered for a while before thinking of how to ask about Ingrid without destroying Justus' character design:

"...Then you know, Justus... Your Excellency. His first love was a girl named Ingrid. And this girl named Ingrid died in front of him... …”

"Oh, that's not surprising."

It is not surprising for the saint to say about the four dark engravings.

He asked back: "Then do you know why, her name is [Eternal Daughter]?"

"……do not know."

Si Anki shook his head.

The saint sighed: "You remember to read more books...

"This is a pseudo-code written by a poet in the winter called "Praise the Name of the Heavenly Chariot". It describes the relevant knowledge about the 'sublimation ceremony' in cryptic language.

"In that long poem, the madman realizes that he is still a mortal after all, and he still has the eyes of condensing light, and the desire to be beautiful and clear. When he still can't get on the sky train, he is completely despairing.

"This is to point out that even with the purest and most lucid desires, if the soul is not dyed, it is absolutely impossible to perform the ritual of sublimation."

"And after the madman returned to his hometown, he met his childhood sweetheart whom he hadn't seen for a long time. He fell in love with this girl warmly and sincerely, and married her and had children.

"From the young girl of the past, the girl of today, to the mother and grandmother of the future. Until the dead body in the grave. The madman accompanied her through his life with his ardent and unchanging love - [I looked at her like a Looking at the sun. There are tears in my eyes and light in my pupils].

"As Muguang's moth, the madman has already passed the test at that time and has a soul as pure as crystal... that is, he has reached the silver level. His lifespan is much longer than that of his wife, which leads to the fact that when his wife dies of old age, He is still in his prime.

"It wasn't until the seventh year of his wife's death that the madman looked at her tomb and finally became enlightened.

"[It is indeed light! It is love that burns forever, the third echo from the depths of the sun].

“[—I have already got my light, but I don’t even know it!]”

"In other words, he has..."

Hearing this attentively, Si Anke couldn't help interrupting.

The saint nodded: "Yes, he finally advanced to gold.

"His soul was dyed by [love], shining with the third light of the sun. Holding on to his own desire to admire the light, he pursued the heavenly carriage of his life, but he was never able to get it... And when he gave up on himself When he loves his lover wholeheartedly, he awakens the element called "love" and advances to gold.

"So he finally sublimated into a god. The last sentence of the whole poem is his sincere praise, prayer and memorial to his lover... [Only the eternal daughter leads us to rise].

"Of course, the madman's story is fictional. In fact, there is no god whose truth is 'love'... But the 'Eternal Daughter' does exist."

The saint said seriously: "Ingrid is the previous generation tower owner of the Thousand-faced Illusion Pagoda...a golden-level idol school wizard. She is from the same era as me. She is one of the few, I believe The Book of Praise for the Heavenly Chariot is not a pseudo-code, but a prophecy.

"...And the truth she pursues is the [Rising Love] in this poem, which is why she changed her title to 'Eternal Daughter'. In this way, she got the 'Wife of the Madman' in the story. 'the power of.

"She has the element of [love], and if her love is not extinguished, she will not die... But she has never been recognized by the truth of [rising love], and no book of truth has ever emerged.

"Ingrid thought it was her love that wasn't real enough. So she decided to seal her memory... She fell in love with a mortal who could become gold when she was a child, to find 'true love' and repeat it. The story in The Book of Praise for the Sky-Truck.

"She will provide each other with enough 'desire' to advance to gold. Until either of the two dies, she will restore her memory, leave there silently, go far away, and repeat the process again.

"This is Ingrid's sublimation ceremony. As long as her lover awakens the element of 'love', then she can become a god - the [Eternal Daughter] who controls the power of the sky.

"...But obviously, she's been failing. She's not acknowledged by 'Love' and she's not been acknowledged by 'Sky Tram'."

The saint shrugged: "The Shield of Unfallen has indeed advanced to the golden rank. And his desire is also related to protecting others... In addition, Lord Bone Healer is also a very powerful idol school wizard.

"According to the 'Contamination Law' of the Idol School, all idol wizards must have some kind of connection. Then Ingrid's missing body became the student of Lord Bone Healer and fell in love with the Shield of Unfallen when he was young. What a strange thing."

...the other truth of the original history, is that so?

Si Anke's mood became more complicated.

No wonder……

... But the problem is that the person Ingrid fell in love with was not Justus, but Frederick, right?

But if I think about it like this, I somehow feel that Justus is even worse...

"...Then why did she want to kill you?"

"Because she used to target me, and I did love her."

The saint replied calmly: "The element I hold is indeed 'love'... But I chose to inherit the holy skeleton instead of ascending into a god. So she failed again, and the failure was before the point.

"She didn't actually want to kill me. She forced me to give up the holy bones and ascend... But I don't really want to be a god."

"Wait a moment."

Si Anke couldn't help but ask: "I remember you said... when you were at the silver rank, were you still a woman?"

Hearing this, the saint looked over strangely: "It's just 'love'... Is it related to gender?"

"……what?"