Chapter 1069 Wants to Kill You
It was a heart-piercing sound, and it sounded distressing.
It was like exhausting all the strength of the whole body, pouring out the whole life, but the pain that could not be expressed.
Until she cried until her hands and feet were numb, she couldn't breathe, and when she was about to suffocate, she suddenly smiled.
Only the corners of the eyes were filled with tears.
"Why... why did God do this to me..."
God knows how careful she was with this pregnancy.
How much torture and pain I have suffered, and I spend every day in physical and mental suffering.
From the time she first became popular, she had to bleed several times a month.
Every time she sees red, her heart becomes weaker.
How much she was afraid of the child's departure.
It was only eight months, but to her, it seemed like eight years had passed.
From the moment she tried her best to give birth to the baby but didn't hear the baby's cry, it seemed like a sharp knife had pierced her heart.
And her heart died at that moment.
Together with the internal organs, they also shattered along with the child.
"Master, it's not that God treats you like this, it's that those women in the harem don't want to see you well."
"No, it's because I don't live up to my expectations. As early as Mrs. Zhuang Gui was framed, my appetite has not been very good, and I was worried all day long, worrying that she would frame me, which led to malnutrition and physical and mental exhaustion. premature birth."
Concubine Yu Gui just woke up and didn't know.
So she thought this time, it was her fault.
But Ziqing shook her head, and said truthfully: "Who said it wasn't, Imperial Doctor Feng has found out that someone replaced your favorite sand juice with hawthorn juice. That hawthorn would have caused women to give birth prematurely, but That damned person also changed you to very thick hawthorn juice, and you drank it for four full days before you gave birth prematurely."
"What... But why do they want to hurt me again and again..."
Although she was always uneasy in her heart, worried that she would be framed.
But she has always firmly believed that as long as she does not harm others and she is careful, God will take care of her and give her a healthy and lovely child.
Unexpectedly, I was really afraid of something.
And her hope was completely shattered at the moment of giving birth.
Concubine Yugui asked herself, since she followed the emperor, she has never harmed anyone.
Even though she had lost two children before, she wasn't dark enough to vent her anger on others.
And everything she did did not harm the interests of anyone in the harem.
Because, like most women in Qing Dynasty, she just wanted to marry a man she loved.
In the Qing Dynasty, where there were many wives and concubines, there was no such thing as first come first come first.
Manchus had trial marriages before they got married.
Then he married his first wife, then his side wife, or his concubine.
Like her, those who have been officials in the family for generations naturally want to marry a man in the royal family.
To put it bluntly, it is to make a deal with the royal family.
If it's a side branch of the royal family, maybe she still thinks about whether she should be a first wife or not.
But her elder brother was a door slave single-handedly selected by the emperor, so he naturally made a deal with a royal elder brother like the emperor.
When marrying an elder brother of the royal family, no one will consider whether it is the main wife or the side wife.
Because as long as one becomes a royal daughter-in-law and a jade butterfly, it is a matter of glory, and everything is legal and in line with the laws of the Qing Dynasty.
The family may be interested in the status of the emperor.
But she wasn't, she liked the emperor since the first time she saw him, and she didn't know his identity.
She even imagined how wonderful it would be if he were an ordinary person.
Maybe, she doesn't have to bear so much pain.
Also had his children.
But he is not an ordinary person!
In the past, he was the fourth elder brother and Prince Yong.
Now, he is the emperor of Qing Dynasty.
And he didn't seem to like her from beginning to end.
This, she can see.
Because she has loved and knows what it means to love someone.
But he was always lukewarm to her.
She couldn't figure out what he was thinking.
But she knew that he treated the queen differently.
"Those vicious women in the harem don't care so much. They see that you are a noble concubine and pregnant again, so they are naturally jealous of you. This time, they played tricks on you when you were eight months pregnant. If it wasn't for the small fetus, maybe Your body can't take it anymore, they want to put you to death!" Ziqing said angrily.
Hearing this, Concubine Yu Gui's calm eyes finally showed a tinge of resentment.
She asked lightly: "Who is investigating this matter for Ben Gong now?"
"When the queen left during the day, I ordered the people from the Punishment Department to investigate." Zi Qing replied.
"Okay, this time, I want to see who is hurting me again and again. As long as I know, I swear, no matter who she is, I will definitely not make her feel better, definitely!!!"
Concubine Yu Gui's eyes radiated a compelling light.
At this moment, anger burned her heart, her throat, her whole body...
If she hadn't been in confinement, she would have wished to check it out herself.
In the following days, the steward of the Punishment Department took away batch after batch of slaves in the harem.
To be fair, the servants in Ruoyin Palace were also taken away.
However, after more than half a month passed, the Punishment Division found nothing.
Now, it's not easy for Ruoyin, who is a queen, to do business.
After all, no matter what, an explanation must be given to the harem, Concubine Yugui, and the Nian family.
But she didn't want to hurt the innocent, so she just pulled a slave or planted it on anyone in the harem.
In that case, it's too unfair.
Moreover, if one examines it carefully, countless lies will be used to substantiate this one lie.
In this way, she had nothing to do with her, but she seemed very suspicious.
Just when Ruoyin's head was growing, Su Peisheng's voice came from outside: "The emperor is here!"
Hearing this, Ruoyin held Nanny Liu's hand and went to the yard to greet her with her big belly.
Because she was about to give birth, her belly was so big that she couldn't see the road under her feet.
In addition, with a round ball, walking is naturally not so convenient.
She is as slow as a penguin.
As a result, when he reached the door, fourth master was already standing at the door.
He was wearing a bright yellow brocade robe, and there was a slight sweat on his smooth forehead.
Under the long and bushy eyebrows, a pair of dark pupils are looking at her.
I haven't seen him for a while, and he seems to have lost weight.
Probably because the weather is too hot.
Or maybe too busy.
Or other reasons are not clear.
Ruoyin put his hands on his waist and saluted meaningfully: "My concubine welcomes the emperor."
Fourth master gave a faint "um", and after helping her, he walked into the hall.
As early as when her stomach was eight months old, every time Ruoyin helped fourth master change his clothes, her stomach would be between the two of them.
Now that it's been nine months, it's even more difficult to wait for fourth master to change his clothes and clean his hands.