Explanation on the Situation of the Suspension for a Few Days.
From March to now, I have experienced many things.
My inner world has changed dramatically.
My spirit was under great stress and pain.
Emotional breakdown, emotional breakdown.
Anxious every day, restless every day.
A daily choice between dying and continuing to live.
Several times I stood at the window and wanted to jump off.
Fortunately, he finally woke up and did not take that step.
I suffer from depression.
I'm going to see a psychiatrist tomorrow for a prescription.
I keep telling myself it's not that bad,
The world is still beautiful, and there are many things I can do.
I have to live.
Whether it's for myself or my family.
During this period of time, there was no daylight, no hunger, no direction, no feeling that I was alive.
The only thing felt is pain.
I dare not go home, so I can only stay with my friends.
The house at home is empty, and as soon as I enter the door, I will think of the people who chatted with me in those days.
That's an emotion I can't handle right now.
I'm a coward, a weakling.
But I don't think it can go on like this.
The mood eased a little today, so I started to update the chapter.
This book brought me the pinnacle of achievement, and I deserve to give it the credit it deserves.
I will finish this book.
Although this book was sealed once before,
Income fell off a cliff.
The pressure of life is increasing.
But I want to finish writing it.
I want to finish Lin Yi's story.
As long as I am alive, as long as this book exists.
I swear on my life I will finish writing it.
Just like sticking to the original intention of this book at the beginning,
It's a good story, and it deserves to be loved,
I want to finish this story and finish this book well.
I reached out in the dark trying to find the light.
I also hope that the light can come sooner.
And before the light comes,
I hope I can be the one who is worth waiting for the light.
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