Part 6 Chapter 243 But You Owe Me Happiness, What Can You Do to Make It Up?
There were endless screams all around, and the blood was constantly spraying, making the night sky full of blood.
Li Changlong looked at Tan Tan's blood-soaked, precarious appearance, and the sternness in his eyes that was almost solidified, and he felt a palpitation from the bottom of his heart for no reason.
Xie Danfeng was pushed out by Tan Tan, staggered two steps, but did not run away obediently, but stood still suddenly, then turned her head and looked at Tan Tan's back in a daze, her eyes were full of peace and happiness.
Yes, in this desperate situation, Xie Danfeng sees no sadness, no despair, no fear of dying; only sweetness and happiness.
"Why don't you leave?!" Tan Tan yelled violently.
"I won't go, I'm afraid." Xie Danfeng said sadly: "I'm afraid, if we don't die together, what will we do if we get separated on Huangquan Road? I am alone, no one protects me, even if I am a ghost afraid."
"I have never tasted this kind of feeling of being protected before, so I am not afraid of anything. But now I know, I want to be protected by you..." Xie Danfeng bit her lip, her eyes were full of tenderness, and her pale face was flickering with swords In the light, light and darkness are faintly visible: "So...Tan Tan, if you want to die, let us both die together."
"It's so happy..." Xie Danfeng sighed with happiness that she didn't want anymore.
"Stupid woman! Stupid woman!" Tan Tan cursed through gritted teeth, "Why are you so stupid?"
Xie Danfeng shook her body for a while, and said with a smile: "I... it's better to be stupid, I'm afraid I'll become smart... You don't want me..."
Tan Tan yelled up to the sky, a mouthful of bright blood spewed out, and shouted: "Woman, if you want to die! You die after I die! You know, I don't want to be pointed at my spine by a bunch of ghosts and say: This You bastard, you can’t even protect your own wife! Understand? I practice martial arts to protect you! Protect you! Protect my master! Protect my brother! Protect!”
Xie Danfeng nodded obediently: "Don't worry, I will keep my eyes open before you die, but when you close your eyes, I will take your last breath at the same time. Regardless of life or death, you will never leave me! "
A surge of hot blood surged up in Tan Tan's chest, and he suddenly gasped for breath, as if an inexplicable emotion was suddenly brewing and accumulating in his heart, filling his whole body with a feeling that he was about to explode...
Li Changlong stood opposite them, but neither of them seemed to see this life-and-death enmity!
But when Tan Tan said that sentence, Li Changlong suddenly seemed to be hit by lightning.
There was an overwhelming pain in my heart, as if deep in my heart, there was a soft place that was hit hard, hard...
At this moment, Li Changlong suddenly had difficulty breathing, and his originally tall and mighty body suddenly hunched over, almost curled up into a ball.
"I practice martial arts to protect you! To protect you, to protect Master..."
"Protection... I practice martial arts to protect..." Li Changlong murmured, "So, who am I protecting? Where is the person who needs my protection now?..."
Li Changlong's eyes suddenly became confused, and his body swayed for a while, as if at this moment, a mountain was suddenly pressed against him.
It weighed him down.
"Regardless of life or death, you don't want to abandon me!" Xie Danfeng's voice came from a very close distance, but in Li Changlong's ears, it seemed to come from an extremely distant place, extremely vague but clear.
It seems that in the dark, another person said to Li Changlong in a low voice: "Regardless of life or death, you will never abandon me!"
Regardless of life or death, you never want to abandon me...
Practicing martial arts is to protect...
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"Ah!~~~" Li Changlong raised his head suddenly, with a stern expression, and roared vigorously towards the boundless sky! His face was distorted, his eyes were filled with grief and regret, he suddenly embraced his head with his hands, and kept screaming crazily upwards, two lines of old tears just flowed out of his eyes so suddenly.
The overwhelming pain in his heart completely overwhelmed him at this moment!
In the blink of an eye, distant memories of the past suddenly came to my mind clearly.
This kind of true love!
I have too! I have too!
I also had...
Back then, I was just a boy, and my neighbor was just such a little girl. She was not very good-looking, but she was gentle.
We were childhood sweethearts, we grew up together, we all know each other, and we are the ones we will walk with each other in this life.
If there were no accidents, my life would be so ordinary but happily spent.
But when she went to propose marriage at the age of seventeen, she and her father promised herself that on that day, they would drink at her house; when they were drunk, they were very happy...
But when I went out the next morning, I saw a wedding. A young man is pulling a carriage with a big snow-white horse. In the carriage is his bride. The bride is full of happiness and contentment...
At that moment, I felt inferior and angry.
It suddenly occurred to me that the woman I like has never built a carriage in this life, let alone own a carriage...
At that moment, I suddenly thought, I want to make money, I want to fight, I want to earn a carriage for the woman I like, and let her sit in that carriage happily and enter our home!
This is my ideal. For this ideal, I started to work hard...and keep working hard...
Then I discovered that I can neither settle accounts nor do business, and I have no strength.
Power, yes, as long as I have power, I can not only earn a carriage, but also protect my woman!
So I want strength.
So from then on, I started looking for every opportunity. When my master appeared, I followed him without hesitation...
Panpan, you wait for me, I will definitely become a great hero and come back to marry you!
This is what I said when I left.
At that time, Panpan said: I don't want you to be a hero, I just want you to be by my side, okay?
But I didn't agree, I just asked: "Wait for me to come back!"
Then he left.
Yes, I started fighting for my woman. Always!
But I don’t know when, but I lost myself in this arena... I always felt that I was not strong enough to protect the people around me, so I kept practicing...
I am keen on killing, I am keen on revenge and hatred, and I am constantly rushing upwards... But I have forgotten my original intention... It's just a carriage!
It's just a carriage!
When I finally achieved something, when I regretted it and went back to marry my bride... At that time, I had already made up my mind: Panpan, no matter how old or ugly you become, I will marry you ! I will marry you!
But... when I went back, I only saw a single grave. On the tombstone, there are only two words: Panpan!
I don't know, is that your name, or is it your hope for me? !
Panpan! Is it Panpan? ... or hope?
I heard from people in the village that you have never been married and have been waiting for me all your life. Waiting until you are broken, until your heart is broken, until you swallow your last breath, you are still holding the only hairpin I gave you back then...
You didn't complain or say a word until you died...
You are dead, but your lonely grave is still waiting, still looking forward...
At that time, I already had a carriage, and it was readily available, but who will take my carriage?
I already have the ability to protect you, but you... where are you?
Practicing martial arts is for protection, but I... who am I going to protect?
Li Changlong screamed and roared loudly, as if he wanted to shout out all the regrets in his heart, but the more he shouted, the more pain he felt in his heart, the more painful he was, tears rolled down his eyes.
Especially, in the face of this pair of lovers, one wants to protect his lover at all costs, and the other wants to be with his lover in a desperate situation.
Regardless of life or death, just want to be together.
Li Changlong suddenly understood, suddenly understood what Panpan said back then, and suddenly understood, when Panpan was lying on the bed dying, what she expected... When she swallowed that last breath, what did she take away? How much unwillingness and regret...
And, how much nostalgia!
Isn't Panpan back then just like Xie Danfeng in front of her, she didn't ask her man to be better than everyone else, even if he couldn't protect herself, as long as they were together, or... died together.
Will suffice!
Being together is the greatest happiness.
Compared with his own misses and mistakes, Tan Tan and Xie Danfeng in front of him, although dying, are much happier than themselves!
Ten thousand times happier!
Li Changlong curled up in pain, he suddenly had a strong desire: at this moment, go back! Go back to the front of Panpan! Although it is just a lonely grave overgrown with weeds...
But he just wants to go back!
He moaned, and suddenly roared: "Go! Go! If you don't go, I'll kill you!"
Tan Tan didn't expect that the powerful enemy in front of him would suddenly lose his mind at such a fatal moment; but he didn't have time to think about it, and he pulled Xie Danfeng's hand, and the two rushed over staggeringly.
He rushed past Li Changlong.
When rushing past, Tan Tan's severed arm just slapped Li Changlong's lapel just like that. Li Changlong didn't seem to notice it, and stared blankly, his eyes were full of pain...
"Let's go!" Xie Zhiqiu's body shook, and he fought hard with the two emperors, and the two emperors rolled out like hydrangea balls under the full blow of the king-level master.
Xie Zhiqiu rushed over with Xie Danqiong on his back, spraying blood, grabbed Tan Tan with his left hand, and Xie Danfeng with his right hand, his eyes glared like bells, coughing up blood, and rushed into the woods without touching the ground!
Behind him, the people of the Xie family had lost fifty or sixty people at this moment, and the remaining less than a hundred people rushed out from the gap on Li Changlong's side at the same time, and rushed into the woods!
Rui Butong was covered in blood, with Ao Xieyun on his back, he rushed in while vomiting blood.
Li Changlong let the crowd rush past him, indifferent.
Even, when someone was red-eyed and passed by him, he slashed him with a knife, but he didn't make any movement, just let the knife slash on his shoulder, embedded in his shoulder...
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Today is cloudy and drowsy. When I finished writing this chapter, I suddenly remembered a line of lyrics: You are a hero who needs ambition, but you owe me happiness, what can you do to make up for it?
Suddenly very touching, sometimes our life is very simple. Many men have struggled for half their lives, just wanting to give their wives a wealth and happiness. But why do many people struggle with this ideal, but forget their original intention and lose their original motivation after they succeed in the struggle...
...repentant teaching husband and son-in-law to find a marquis... Ancient women still sighed like this, but modern women are clearly living a peaceful and happy life, but they want to drive their husbands out to fight...
Life is really incomprehensible...