Chapter 1178
Spreading the letter open, Ling Shenglan's elegant handwriting fell into Ling Yueyue's eyes.
The content of this letter is not very long, but it is not very short either. It almost tells Huo Yunmo about Ling Shenglan's general situation in recent years, including the fact that she was pregnant when she was unmarried and gave birth to Ling Yueyue under pressure. Then, for his own selfish desires, Ling Yueyue was fostered under the name of her elder brother and sister-in-law. Even because of Ling Yueyue's biological father, she never liked Ling Yueyue, and almost poured all her hatred for her biological father on Ling Yueyue.
Later, after meeting Xiao Feng, she abandoned Yueyue and followed Xiao Feng to leave Jincheng to go abroad without hesitation! Although he once left Yueyue a considerable amount of child support, he still couldn't make up for the debt to Yueyue.
During the more than five years since she left, **** misses Yueyue every night, and also knows the importance of Yueyue in her heart.
When I came back this time, I just wanted to see how Yueyue was doing. She just wanted to see her, as long as she lived a happy life, she didn't intend to tell her about Yueyue's life experience.
However, when she learned about Yueyue's life these years, she blamed herself and felt guilty, and wanted to seek justice for Yueyue.
Now she has returned all the money that Ling's father and mother have embezzled over the years, and returned all the money to Yueyue! She knew that the money might not be important to Yueyue, but it was her heart. And it is very painful to feel guilty and blame myself for not protecting Yueyue well these years.
After saying this, he thanked Huo Yunmo for taking care of Yueyue, and asked him to treat Yueyue well in the future and not let Yueyue get hurt again!
At the end of the letter, write the password of the bank card on it! The password of the bank card is her birthday.
However, until I read all the letters, I didn't see what Ling's mother said!
For example, in order to shirk the responsibility of being a mother, she was thrown to Ling's father and Ling's mother and returned to Jincheng alone. For example, after Ling's father and Ling's mother were unable to raise her, they wanted to throw her into an orphanage.
The letter didn't mention a word of what I heard from Mother Ling!
She didn't know if she had no face to say it, or if these things were just fabricated by Ling's mother! Anyway, she gave birth to her unwillingly, and never gave her the so-called maternal love, and even put all the hatred for her biological father on her, these are undoubted facts .
After reading the contents of the letter, Ling Yueyue's eyes turned red unconsciously, and hot tears rolled down the corners of her eyes one by one.
She didn't know what kind of mood she was in after reading this letter. She only knew that her mood was very complicated. She didn't know whether she should blame this biological mother or forgive her!
After all, all the suffering she has suffered in the past 21 years was caused by her! Even if she gave her a little maternal love and was responsible for her, she would never live such a hard life!
After knowing all the truth, she didn't blame her or hate her at first, she just wanted to draw a clear line with her, and return to the road in the future!
However, after reading this letter, all her hatred and resentment began to emerge little by little! She knows better than anyone else that once a person has emotions, resentment and hatred, it proves that he has feelings for this person.
If you don't have any feelings for a person, you will never have such emotions!
Perhaps, from the very beginning, she had feelings for this biological mother, but she has been struggling to suppress it all this time!
She has always been conflicted in her heart, and she wants to forgive this biological mother, but she refuses to forgive, even she herself doesn't know what to do! Perhaps, only when her biological mother left and she calmed down for a while, would she know exactly what she needed and what she wanted.
Ling Yueyue wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, took a deep breath, took out the bank card in the envelope, and repeatedly held it in her hand to look through it!
After looking at it for a while, he folded the letter according to the previous pattern and put it in the envelope together with the bank card.
After folding the letter intact, Ling Yueyue opened the first drawer on the left side of the desk, put the letter in the previous position without any trace, and then closed the drawer.
After closing the drawer, Ling Yueyue stared at the drawer for a long time, with reluctance and sadness in her eyes.
After a while, Ling Yueyue finally looked away, stood up, and left the study in one go.
Although she left the study, Ling Yueyue seemed absent-minded all day long, listless no matter what she did. Usually, under normal circumstances, I will do all the things to play with Tiantian by myself, and I will only give Tiantian to the nanny when I have something to do or eat.
But at the end of today, Ling Yueyue didn't hug Tiantian at all, she was hugged by the nanny all day long, even if she was hugged occasionally, she wasn't in the slightest mood to make Tiantian smile or make her happy.
And listening to Tiantian's laughter in my ears, I felt a little noisy instead! So, in the end, the nanny simply let Tiantian go to the garden to play with her, while she lay on the sofa in the hall, staring at the TV that was not turned on at all.
Including the lunch at noon, I just ate a few mouthfuls.
This situation continued until Huo Yunmo and Huo Jiantian came back! In order not to make Huo Yunmo worry about herself, Ling Yueyue cheered up, with a smile on her face, as usual, she waited for Huo Yunmo and Huo Jiantian at the door with Tiantian in her arms.
Huo Yunmo got out of the car, and habitually hugged Tiantian from Ling Yueyue's hand into his arms!
Usually, as long as Huo Yunmo hugs Tiantian, Tiantian will immediately giggle happily! But today, since Huo Yunmo came back, Tiantian has been listless, and her little face has no energy at all. Even if Huo Yunmo hugged her, she just glanced at him lazily.
Sensing that something was wrong with Tiantian, Huo Yunmo asked in confusion, "What's wrong with Tiantian? Why does she seem to be in a bad mood?"
Ling Yueyue said indifferently: "I feel a little tired today, so I hugged the nanny for a while, maybe because of this I'm getting angry! It's okay, kid, if I get emotional, just coax me!"
Huo Yunmo reached out and touched her pale face, and said distressedly: "If you are tired, you can rest in the room, why come out to pick me up!"
Ling Yueyue forced a grin, and said with a smile: "I know, I won't take it hard, don't worry! I just think that the first person you see when you come back every day is me and Tiantian! Seeing you, I also miss you, so I also want her to see you earlier, even a minute earlier!"