Seven Hundred and Forty-Two Where to Go (1)

Bai Suye bought a pregnancy test stick and did not go back to Zhongshan. Instead, she went back to her single apartment.

It's been too long since I've been back, and the house has become increasingly deserted and quiet. It was so quiet that it was as if she was the only one left in the world, and all she could hear was her breathing.

She put down her car keys and walked into the bathroom. Two minutes later, she sat on the toilet seat and looked at the two red lines on the pregnancy test stick in confusion. She was completely stunned and couldn't come back to her senses for a long time.

She is pregnant……

Pregnant with Night Owl's child...

This should have been a good thing, but...

She hugged her legs tightly and curled up into a ball. Everything around her was cold, and the coolness penetrated from the soles of her feet into her skin, and then spread to her heart.

Heart-breakingly cold...

She just sat like that, as if someone had drained her soul.

I didn't know how long I sat there before I finally regained my composure. She walked out of the bathroom in despair and took out her mobile phone from her bag. There were several missed calls from Bai Lang on her mobile phone. She had no intention of replying and only dialed Secretary Chen.

"Secretary Chen, help me register at a hospital other than Bei Siyuan Hospital." She heard her own tone, which was surprisingly calm. Almost unnaturally calm.

"Ah, okay, but what subject?"

"Gynecology."

"..." Secretary Chen was stunned for a while. After a long while, he responded with the word "OK", but Bai Suye's call over there had been hung up.

so……

I didn't lie at all. Is Minister Bai really pregnant? ! But, who is the father of the child?

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Bai Suye hung up the phone, opened the medicine box in the room, and poured out sleeping pills and antidepressants.

White and yellow pills were scattered randomly on the table, everywhere. A mess.

She took out the manual and read it again and again.

Not recommended for pregnant women.

Four words,

It couldn't be clearer. Like a sharp knife, it pierced her eyes, causing her eyes to turn red.

She knows, has always known...

These drugs are very harmful to the human body, not to mention the immature fetus?

She fell weakly on the sofa, holding the pillow hopelessly with one hand, and pressing hard on her lower abdomen with the other hand, only feeling pain.

But she couldn't find where she hurt, or where else didn't she feel pain?

Can this child...her and Ye Xiao's child be kept? She couldn't even think about it.

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One night, no sleep.

After finally waiting until dawn, she got up from the bed and washed herself. The calendar hanging on the wall made her pause.

There are only 8 days left until his wedding to Nalan...

She lowered her head and glanced at her still flat belly.

She thought, if Ye Xiao knew that she was pregnant, would he at least not marry Nalan? Even if they can't be together, he won't marry anyone else...

Although it was a bit shameful to use her unborn child as a bargaining chip, she could not restrain her selfishness...

However, the premise is that this child exists...

Bai Suye stopped his thoughts, changed his clothes, and went out with the medicine he had taken during this period. In the hospital, it took her almost a whole morning from blood drawing to ultrasound.

While waiting for the results, she sat alone in the cold corridor of the hospital, looking at the young couples around her who looked either disappointed or happy.

At this moment, even if they were disappointed and crying, she felt unspeakable envy in her heart.

At least, they still have each other...

"No. 2302, Bai Suye!" The nurse's voice sounded in the corridor. She came to her senses, got up, and walked to the doctor's consulting room.

The gynecologist is an old doctor who is very experienced.

"Well, the fetus is about to turn 6 weeks old (a simple popular science for children: the calculation of the pregnancy date is not based on the day of fertilization, but after the arrival of relatives), what do you think? For the first baby, I suggest that it be compared after birth Okay. Where is your boyfriend? Have you discussed this?"

Bai Suye took a deep breath and said as calmly as possible: "I don't have a boyfriend."

The old doctor looked up at her. It seemed that she was not surprised by this situation. He just pushed up the glasses on the bridge of his nose, flipped through all the test results, and continued: "Your progesterone value is too low. You need to check the hcg value again the day after tomorrow. You should prepare early for whether you will give birth or not. The older the child is, the more troublesome the surgery will be.”

Bai Suye nodded slightly. He took out some medicine from the bag and placed it gently in front of the doctor.

The doctor took it and took a look at it suspiciously, his expression became serious.

"These medicines..." She looked at Bai Suye questioningly.

"In the past month, I have been eating it almost every day."

"That's terrible. These drugs are quite harmful to the fetus. Well, as for antidepressant drugs, usually the doctor who prescribes them will remind you that you must not take them within three months after taking them. child."

Bai Suye's breathing became tighter, "So, this child..."

"Let's do a hcg test the day after tomorrow." The doctor sighed, "I can't say for sure about the current situation, but no matter what, you have to be mentally prepared. After all, the dose of this medicine you took is too high."

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Bai Suye came out of the hospital in a daze. Outside, it was snowing heavily. She looked at the entire depressed world in confusion, and for a moment, she didn't know where to go.

Every minute of the next day was extremely painful for her.

On the third day, after the examination, I went back to the old doctor.

"You'd better go back and prepare yourself for the operation." The doctor turned over the values ​​and handed them to her. "Normally, hcg is doubled, so there will be no problem with fetal development. However, your hcg values ​​are not normal. Not moving at all. In other words, your fetus is not developing normally."

"Is there any medicine or injection that can increase hcg? Doctor, as long as I can keep the child, I can bear it no matter how much suffering or suffering I have to endure!" She was so anxious for the first time, so anxious that she held the doctor's hand. hand.

The doctor sighed and shook his head, "We never prescribe this kind of medicine to patients because it is in vain. Even if we rely on artificial drugs to increase hcg levels, your fetus will still be eliminated naturally. It's just a matter of time."

Even though he had made all the mental preparations, Bai Suye still felt heartbreaking pain when he heard these words and knew the result.

His eyes turned red without warning.

She looked at the doctor slumped and helplessly, and asked anxiously: "Is it true... that there is absolutely no way to save the child?"

The words came out choked with sobs.

The doctor couldn't bear it, but he had no choice but to say, "What you have to do now is to take good care of your body and adjust your mental state. Make sure that when the next child appears, your body can give the child a healthy cradle." . If you are depressed all the time, getting pregnant again will have a great impact on the child."