Thirty-Nine 1 Thoughts of Love (I)

Although she had already been mentally prepared for Tang Yu's rejection of her, when she heard his words at this moment, her heart felt like needles pricking her heart and her eyes were red.

"Even if you reject me, I will still never give up liking you!"

"Why are you more stubborn than I thought?" Tang Yu looked at her with such deep eyes, "Feifei, do you understand our situation? Apart from the fact that I am your brother, I am more than ten years older than you, and... …”

"Brother, you don't understand anything!" Tang Feifei interrupted him. She was so emotional that she was about to shed tears, but she endured them. "You don't know what it's like to have a crush on someone for so many years. You don't know what it's like to have a crush on your own brother. You don't even know what it's like to watch the person you have a crush on get married and divorced!"

When she said this, her voice was completely choked, her eyelashes fluttered, and her tears fell down as she couldn't hold back any longer, "Brother, emotionally, everyone is qualified to teach me a lesson, but you are not!"

After saying that, she slid off the sofa and stood up to leave. Tang Yu stretched out his long arms and hugged her waist. Before she could recover, he twisted her body and held her on his lap.

He has long arms and legs, but she is much smaller in comparison. Holding her in his arms was like holding a child.

Such sudden intimacy made Tang Feifei stunned for a moment, with tears stagnating in her eyes. The next second, she came to her senses, blushing and about to get up.

Tang Yu used his strength to tighten his grip on her delicate waist. With his free hand, he pinched her chin and turned her little face to face him, "You're already here, don't you want to leave after I finish speaking?"

"Aside from scolding me and rejecting me, what else would you say?" She sobbed, with a cry in her voice, "I know I shouldn't like you, but... but feelings are not something I can do. ...Hmm~"

Before the word 'control' could be uttered, the man's soft lips had been kissed decisively and domineeringly.

The moment their lips touched each other, Tang Feifei's eyes suddenly tightened, and she felt dizzy and her vision blurred.

Her whole body felt as if she had been electrocuted, with hot heat rushing through her limbs and bones crazily.

She was so nervous that she couldn't breathe, and was afraid of such a strange feeling. When she raised her hand to push him away, he had already retreated from her lips.

There was no deep affection, but a brief kiss, more like teasing. Such a small gesture made her, who was completely unfamiliar with love and desire, extremely emotional.

She gasped for air, her heart beating so fast it seemed like it was about to jump out of her throat.

After raising her eyelashes and looking at him nervously and embarrassedly, she didn't even dare to look at him for a second, and quickly looked away.

She knew how embarrassed she must be at this moment, and she let him see the joke again!

Tang Yu only thought she looked cute like this and raised her little face again. She subconsciously shrank back and hid, covering her mouth with her hand vigilantly.

Tang Yu narrowed his eyes, "Do you hate my kiss so much?"

Tang Feifei bit her lower lip, which was still burning, and looked at him with moist eyes, not daring to speak. In fact, what I hate about it is that I have never experienced it before, and I feel panicked, confused, and scared.

Tang Yu frowned helplessly, "Feifei, are you sure you really like me and it's not your illusion? Huh?"

"Like and kissing have nothing to do with each other." She put down her hand. Because her feelings were questioned again, she couldn't help but argue with him, "I'm not as casual as you. It's the first time... of course I will be scared..."

Later, because I was too embarrassed, my arguing voice became much softer. Blushing even harder.

Tang Yu's frowned eyebrows relaxed and he smiled instead. "It turns out it was the first kiss."

"What happened to the first kiss? I'm not like you..."

"You said I'm casual, why am I so casual?" Tang Yu hugged her, lowered his eyes slightly, and met hers, "You are 22 this year, and my first kiss was when I was 23. Do you think it was me who was casual or you who were casual? "

"Who did you kiss for the first time?" Tang Feifei asked awkwardly.

"Secret." Tang Yu smiled and his eyes fell on her red lips again, "But I don't think this is the first time for you."

"This is my first time!" Tang Feifei was afraid that Tang Yu would misunderstand her, so she tried her best to explain, "I have never had a boyfriend before, of course this is my first time!"

The smile in his eyes deepened, "I know. It's your first time, just treat it as your first time."

What does 'dang' mean? obviously it is!

Tang Feifei wanted to argue with him, but the next second, she remembered something more important. She fluttered her eyelashes, shrank her hands on his chest, clasped them tightly, looked at him, and asked nervously: "Brother, why did you just... kiss me?"

It was so embarrassing that she said the word 'kiss me' as lightly as a gnat.

The corners of Tang Yu's lips raised, his voice was hoarse and extremely sexy, "You confessed to me so passionately, I thought you were asking for a kiss from me."

"..." Tang Feifei stared, "How can I?"

Tang Yu picked up the broken hair on her cheek and tucked it behind her ear. The fingertips touched her small earlobe, and she shrank down sensitively. When she touched his smile, she was too embarrassed to get into the hole.

The next second, I heard him ask: "Feifei, how do you plan to explain our affairs to your parents in the future?"

Tang Feifei was a little distressed and shook her head, "I haven't thought about it yet."

In fact, I dare not think about it.

Tang Yu raised his eyebrows, "Before you attacked me, you never thought about how to face them?"

"I... I dare not think about it. No!" Tang Feifei heard that this was not right, and immediately changed her words, "I didn't do it to you, you did it to me just now!"

He smiled, and his nose touched her cute and delicate nose lightly, "Yes, I was the first to do it to you. So, let me think about how to face them."

Tang Feifei stared at Tang Yu blankly. Why did she feel that this sounded like he was not rejecting her?

"What you have to do is to be as firm and unwavering as you confessed to me today. If you don't back down in front of me, you are not allowed to back down in front of them, understand?"

Tang Feifei blinked her eyelashes, and then blinked again. She stared at him blankly without saying a word.

Tang Yu pinched her waist, "Speak."

Her tears flowed uncontrollably, but she smiled foolishly. She climbed Tang Yu's neck with both hands, "Brother, you... you are not going to reject me, right?"

"When did I say I would reject you?"

"I thought you..." Tang Feifei cried with joy, her voice choked, and she couldn't continue.

"That's why I said you always like to think nonsense." Tang Yu wiped away the tears on her face, "Your makeup is already so smudged that it's unbearable to look at. You don't need to put on makeup when you come to see me next time. Okay?"