Fifty-Three Love (II)
Tang Wei looked at the back, and felt that she was getting more and more blurred in front of him. Red blood flowed out of her nostrils, staining the white tissue red, which was shocking.
He avoided her, wiped off the blood, and touched the medicine bottle. He twisted the water aside and swallowed the pills. For a long time, he leaned back on the chair with his head raised, closed his eyes and panted weakly without moving.
Slightly sideways, through the glass, he could vaguely see that she was standing in front of the supermarket waiting for him obediently. Her eyes were always looking in his direction, but the car windows were closed and she couldn't see anything. The less she could see, the more anxious she probably felt.
Tang Wei didn't dare to let her wait too long, she would be suspicious. After feeling a little better, he looked in the mirror again and confirmed that there was nothing wrong, then he put the blood-stained tissue in his pocket and pushed the door open to go out.
As if nothing had happened, he always had a smile on his face.
Shang Shiyu saw him get out of the car and immediately trotted over.
"What's wrong?" She looked up and looked at him.
"Nothing. I'm a little irritated in this weather recently, and my nose is not very comfortable." Tang Wei held her and said as easily as possible, "I don't want to blow my nose in front of you and ruin my image."
"Really?" Shang Shiyu looked at him half-doubtfully.
Tang Wei smiled noncommittally, "Shang Shang, I'm hungry. If we delay any longer, we won't be able to eat at 8 o'clock tonight."
Shang Shiyu stared at him again and again, and finally gave up when he was helpless. The emotion on his face didn't look like he was hiding something from her, and her hanging heart gradually calmed down.
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It was time to get off work, and the supermarket was crowded with people. Usually, Shang Shiyu would come here to buy something he liked and leave in a hurry, and he didn't like occasions with too many people. But today's feeling was completely different.
She walked side by side with him, carefully looking at everything and slowly choosing. Occasionally turning back to ask for his opinion.
"Shang Shang, you bought too many noodles." Tang Wei reminded her softly when she got the fifth box of noodles.
"Not much. The shelf life is three years, and you can eat it slowly in the future. You can always finish it in three years, right?"
Three years...
For ordinary people,
it seems to be just a blink of an eye. But she didn't know that for him, every minute of these three years was a luxury.
However, he didn't mention these words. He just smiled, took the noodles from her hand, put them in the cart, and said, "Okay, eat slowly in the future."
Shang Shiyu was very happy. Just because he also mentioned the word "later", she could comfort herself, as if there would be a future between them.
"Okay, everything is almost bought." She stopped.
"Wait." Tang Wei looked around and finally went to the direction of the electrical appliance area. He took a cute electric toothbrush and asked her opinion, "How about this one? It's a little duck, do you like it?"
Shang Shiyu was delighted and nodded, "Whatever you choose is fine."
Tang Wei smiled slightly and asked the waiter to pack the toothbrush and put it in the shopping cart. Shang Shiyu took his arm, leaned his head on his shoulder, and deliberately asked him, "Why do you buy a toothbrush?"
"All the ones at home are disposable. It's okay to use them once, but it's not good for your teeth if you use them too much."
Her smile widened and her eyes were bright, "Then... Such an expensive toothbrush, do I have to use it more often in the future to make it worthwhile?"
Tang Wei also smiled, "You are welcome to come here to brush your teeth every day."
"Not only do I want to use your toothbrush, but I also want to use your towels frequently, occupy your kitchen, and then sleep in your bed." His attitude made her become wanton.
Tang Wei held her in his arms, narrowed his eyes, and smiled at her with an ambiguous expression, "Then, I think we need to buy something else."
"What?"
As a result, Shang Shiyu was pulled by Tang Wei to a shelf. It was filled with colorful boxes.
Condoms.
"Which brand do you prefer?" He asked her seriously and rigorously.
There were other people on the shelf next to him. Hearing his question, the others cast curious eyes over. Shang Shiyu was embarrassed and quietly pinched his hand, muttering in a low voice: "I have no experience like you, I don't know which one is better."
Tang Wei was a little distressed, "It's my first time buying it too. Maybe I should ask my sixth brother Tang."
Shang Shiyu's little thoughts jumped out, and she grabbed his hand, "Or... let's not buy it."
Tang Wei raised his eyebrows slightly.
Shang Shiyu tiptoed and blushed to his ear, "We can do without..."
Tang Wei looked at her seriously, with all kinds of complex colors in his eyes. Finally, he reached out and took down three boxes, "Since you don't know, take one box of each brand."
Despair rolled into her heart, Shang Shiyu grabbed Tang Wei's hand, and suddenly seemed to have no strength. She wanted to slowly let go, but the next moment, he held it tightly again.
"Shang Shang, let's go pay the bill now."
"...Okay." She responded softly. In the end, she was still useless and wrapped her hand around his arm.
She wanted his child.
But she also saw that this man had no intention of giving her a child. Or rather, he didn't want to give her a future.
It's not that he doesn't like children. Three years ago, they talked about children. They looked forward to getting married and having children as soon as she graduated. Have many children.
But now...
Obviously, in his world, the future mother of his child will never be himself.
Tang Wei carried things in one hand and led her out with the other. He put the things he bought in the trunk, and when he came back, he saw her sitting in the passenger seat in a daze.
He stood under the car and buckled her seat belt, and she slowly came back to her senses.
"Unhappy?" Tang Wei touched her cold little face.
"No." She immediately smiled back, but the smile was still a little far-fetched.
Tang Wei didn't like to see her depressed, but he was powerless in this matter. He shook her hand, "Shang Shang, I'm not in the right time to have a child now. So, let's not think about this, okay?"
Shang Shiyu looked into his eyes. His expression was sincere, making her feel that if she continued to entangle, she would be ignorant.
She really wanted to ask him, what about the future?
Will he have children with Lin Yun in the future?
But she didn't ask this question after all. Just cherish the time the two of them are together now, because such time will be very short. She can feel it.
Shang Shiyu thought so, tried hard to adjust her mood, curled her lips, and pretended to be relaxed: "I was just joking with you. I'm still so young and don't want to be a mother."
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Everyone should be shopping tonight! Darlings, please do me a favor and give me a five-star rating when leaving a message. I didn't pay attention to it before, but today I found that it seems to be dropping below 9 points~