Chapter 113 Fu Yue's Monologue

She is Fu Yue.

It's ridiculous to say, she just thought of that world as a mission.

When she was Chu Yanhuan, she met Shen Qingjue.

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The snow clothes are picturesque, and the son is unparalleled.

This was her first impression of Shen Qingjue.

After getting closer, I found that he is a very simple and easy-going little brother.

Will blush, but also gentle, good-natured.

But because of the bug made by the dog system, she became a child.

This made her feel unhappy for a while, and then used thunder to scorch the hairball.

After the system bug was fixed, she didn't even have time to say goodbye to Shen Qingjue.

Ten years in the blink of an eye.

For her, it's just opening and closing her eyes, so fast that it can be ignored.

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The sun had set, and the sky was still a halo of orange.

I don't know when the pair of people on the trail was missing, but the maple tree was still there, but the old couple who sat under the tree all day were no longer seen.

The pool is still shining, but the smile of the young man by the pool is missing.

When she met the little brother in her memory again, she was somewhat resistant.

Because the prime minister in snow clothes of Great Chu was far from the boy she remembered.

Shen Qingjue, with a deep mind, is so wise and approachable that it is unpredictable.

And her little brother, indifferent but gentle, delicate and thin, is the kind of noble young man who is pampered by a famous family, whose mind is so pure that he is almost sincere.

Therefore, she was repelling this Prime Minister in Xueyi.

She was willing to approach him for the mission, but not to be with him.

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But she forgot why Shen Qingjue became like this.

He waited ten years for her.

The young man always knew that he might be waiting for nothing, but he still waited without hesitation.

She understood too late.

She originally thought that there was still a lifetime of time to make up for it, but the plague forced her to give up her lover again.

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How does it feel to watch your loved one die in your arms?

In fact, she doesn't know whether she loves Shen Qingjue or not, maybe she does.

But... love?

She is not sure.

Looking at the moment he died, her heart was blank, she felt that everything was empty, and she didn't know what to do.

She didn't seem very sad either.

It's just an endless sense of daze, at a loss as to what to do.

She suddenly remembered that she could find his reincarnation, and that seemed not bad.

However, she was wrong.

She exhausted her divine power, but couldn't find any trace of him in the Three Thousand Worlds.

At that moment, it really broke down.

She thought she still had a chance to make up for it, but it turned out to be nothing.

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Later, the way of heaven came to the small world.

She bent over for the first time, begging him to help her.

But still useless.

An endless sense of dizziness struck, and the world in front of him began to distort.

She still remembers when she was a little girl.

The boy in snow was half-kneeling in front of her, holding a clean handkerchief in his hand, gently wiping her face.

Fingertips wiped by the corners of the snow-white clothes.

A little itchy.

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Really embarrassed, as a Fallen Angel.

But it was made like this.

She had never had emotions before, even if she was in Jiang Ruan's world, it was the time when she lost her memory.

Later, because of the use of divine power in the small world, she was rejected by the law, her body was damaged, and her consciousness gradually fell into darkness.

The saddest thing in the world.

When I lost it, I realized that I really love you...