Chapter 122 I Can't Control Myself

"..."

The doctor was speechless, and continued to bandage Shi Xiaonian, the strength on his hand became lighter.

Shi Xiaonian was lying on the bed, still in a deep sleep, her brows were slightly furrowed, as if she was enduring the pain even in her dream.

Gong Ou looked at it, his chest seemed to be clutched by something, followed by a dull pain.

After the doctor bandaged Shi Xiaonian, he started to take out the infusion bag again.

Gong Ou was startled, "Why do you need an infusion?"

"This lady has a fever, don't you know?" The doctor replied timidly, "It may be caused by the rain, or it may be caused by an inflammation of the hand injury."

"fever?"

Shocked, Gong Ou immediately rushed over, pushed the doctor away, and reached out to caress Shi Xiaonian's forehead.

It was really hot.

He didn't even notice, she didn't tell him why she was burned like this, she would rather be tortured by him.

This woman is really stubborn to the extreme.

Gong Ou turned his head and said coldly, "Feng De, call the doctor at home!"

"Yes." Feng De had been standing by the side, nodded when he heard the words, and asked one more question, "Is it Doctor Jiang from Imperial Castle?"

"Called from England."

Gong Ou said decisively.

"What? Call the doctor from the British palace?" Feng De was shocked.

Miss Shi just suffered a little injury and a fever, and need to go to the private doctor of the British palace?

That is a doctor specially for the old Mr. Gong and Mrs. Gong's body, and he never lends it to outsiders.

"Go as soon as I tell you! Hurry up! Arrange for them to fly over by private jet!" Seeing him standing still, Gong Ou shouted immediately.

"Yes, master."

Feng De didn't dare to hesitate any longer, and hurried out.

Gong Ou glared at the doctor, "You reduce her fever first, then you won't be needed later."

Domestic doctors like to infuse fluids at every turn, which will do some harm to the human body and lead to the decline of the woman's immunity.

"Oh, yes, Mr. Gong."

The doctor nodded repeatedly.

The rain continued to fall continuously, and Shi Xiaonian woke up 24 hours later.

As soon as she opened it, she saw Gong Ou.

He stood on the bed, his tall figure made it impossible to ignore his presence, and Gong Ou was looking at her with lowered eyes.

He seems to like to stand on all kinds of high places, is it because he is afraid that others will not see him in the first place.

Seeing her wake up, Gong Ou immediately squatted down beside her, his frowning brows were loosened, his handsome face was no longer tense, and the corners of his lips curled up, "Are you awake? How is it? Does it still hurt?" It hurts, are you hungry?"

"..."

Shi Xiaonian was lying there, with no strength in her body, sore and painful, her mind was muddled.

She stared at him blankly, and the previous scenes came back to her mind.

She wanted to talk about the problems between them.

But he directly pushed her onto the bed, abused her recklessly, and tortured her with the most primitive sensory stimulation.

again and again.

It's unreasonable.

Until she passed out in his arms.

Thinking of this, Shi Xiaonian looked at him with hatred.

Every time he was like this, paranoid only admitting what he believed, never willing to listen to her carefully.

She must do what he wants her to do, and she cannot be allowed to deviate from his track even a little bit, and he will go crazy if she deviates.

"Are you hungry?"

Gong Ou stared at her and continued to ask, reaching out to caress her face.

Shi Xiaonian turned her face away, not letting his hands touch it, the resistance was obvious, and she didn't look at him with both eyes.

Gong Ou's hand froze by her ear, tightening silently.

He looked at her, suppressing his displeasure at being provoked.

Shi Xiaonian sat up on the bed with her right hand, and found that her left arm had been re-bandaged, and the fixed length inside had become longer. Now she could move only the fingers of her left hand.

The strength in her body seemed to be sucked out, and every inch was screaming and sore.

"Is there any discomfort?" Gong Ou asked, his voice was magnetic, and his tone was not bad.

"..."

Shi Xiaonian sat silently, looking down at his left arm without speaking.

Gong Ou was completely ignored.

Suddenly, an unknown fire was stirred up in his chest, and his voice was gloomy, "Can you deal with me?"

She is going to give him another cold war?

Every time his temper got a little too aggressive, she would give him a cold face.

Who is up and who is down?

Shi Xiaonian turned his face away, and said indifferently, "I said it's useless, isn't it, then what else should I say."

Anyway, what she said would be rejected by him, a paranoid.

She's just his dog and should be played around with, shouldn't she.

Then she has nothing to say.

"you--"

Gong Ou was enraged again, and his fist almost raised to her.

After a while, he suppressed his anger abruptly, stood up and jumped out of the bed, and walked outside with rapid steps.

He can't control himself.

If he stayed any longer, he would hurt her again.

But he didn't want to hurt her again.

Shi Xiaonian watched his back disappear into the bedroom. After a while, there were sounds of smashing and kicking outside and the maid's frightened screams. Some furniture and valuables were falling apart.

"boom--"

"Ping—"

"Bang—"

Listening to that voice, Shi Xiaonian closed her eyes, felt a splitting headache, reached out and tapped her head.

Gong Ou's temper is really bad, he never listens to harsh voices, and never ignores them.

That's why she didn't dare to irritate him easily. Every time she was pulled to the limit like a spring, she was forced to bounce back when there was no space left.

Of course, usually she will not end up too well after rebounding.

The first time, he was forced into the forest by Gong Ou and went on a hunger strike;

But this time, she was fainted by him on the bed.

And her words were still useless to him.

The sound of objects falling and breaking came from outside, Shi Xiaonian could hear the nerves in the forehead jumping.

Fortunately, Gong Ou was not bad enough to kick her like furniture.

After a long time, the sound outside slowly stopped.

Restoration of a quiet.

Shi Xiaonian sat on the head of the bed, staring blankly at the front, with despair in his eyes.

The plan failed.

It is impossible for her to leave Gong Ou again, she will always be a shady lover.

The so-called freedom is far away.

A maid came in with her mobile phone in her hand, "Miss Shi, I saw that your mobile phone was out of battery before, but I charged it. Don't worry, I haven't turned it on."

The maid handed her the phone.

"Thank you." Shi Xiaonian nodded, her face was pale, and she asked weakly, "How long have I been asleep?"

"24 hours." The maid replied without thinking.

Shi Xiaonian was stunned, "Remember so clearly?"

"Because the young master glances at the time every once in a while, it's hard for us to remember." The maid said with a smile, "Then I'll go out first, Miss Shi, call me if you need something."

"it is good."

Shi Xiaonian nodded, and turned on the phone with her hand.

As soon as she turned it on, the N.E system reminded her how many missed calls and text messages she had.

She opened the SMS page, and there were many messages from Mu Qianchu.

Mu Qianchu...

Shi Xiaonian's throat was dry, how could she tell him, the plan failed after only two days; how could she tell him, she couldn't leave.

There was a sound of calm footsteps.

Shi Xiaonian quickly turned off the phone and put it under the pillow.

Gong Ou walked in from the outside, holding a dinner plate in his hand, on which there were sumptuous dishes.

Probably because he had vented, his complexion looked better than before, and he seemed less irritable.

"Have a meal."

Gong Ou put the dinner plate on the bedside table and said.

"I'm not hungry."

She has no appetite now.

Gong Ou seemed not to hear, picked up a bowl and put it in his hand, took a mouthful of rice with a spoon and put it to her lips, "Eat."

"I told you, I'm not hungry."

Shi Xiaonian turned her face away, ungrateful.

"obedient!"

Gong Ou's tone was forceful, and the hand holding the spoon was also extraordinarily hard.

"I'm really not hungry." Shi Xiaonian said indifferently, his voice was weak, without any emotion.

"You think I can't do anything about you if you're like this?"

Gong Ou's voice also cooled down.

"..."

Shi Xiaonian turned her face away, not even looking at her.

Gong Ou suddenly withdrew the spoon, took the rice into his mouth, stretched out his hand to pinch her chin, forced her to open her mouth, and then kissed her.

"Well--"

Shi Xiaonian's eyes widened in shock, she never thought that Gong Ou would do this, she resisted and pushed him, but it didn't work.

Gong Ou blocked her lips domineeringly, and fed her the rice, staring at her deeply with black eyes, "How about it, do you want me to continue feeding you in this way?"

His tone was rampant and outrageous.

Shi Xiaonian really wanted to spit out the mouthful of food, but she gave in to Shang Gongou's sharp gaze.

She really... can't compare stubbornness with a paranoid.

"I will do it myself."

Shi Xiaonian admits defeat.

"They are all disabled and come here." Gong Ou said coldly, picked up a spoon and put a piece of food to her lips.

Shi Xiaonian reluctantly ate it into his mouth, the taste was like chewing wax.

The faint pain between her arms and legs reminded her how Gong Ou tortured her.

"I did not do it on purpose."

In the quiet bedroom, Gong Ou's voice suddenly sounded, his tone a bit stiff.

"..."

Shi Xiaonian chewed for a while.

He was saying something, not on purpose.

Gong Ou fed her another spoonful of rice, his black eyes stared deeply at the brightly colored drop of blood on her lips, his pupils narrowed slightly, and his voice was low and hoarse, "You know I have paranoid personality disorder, I Can't control myself."

"..."

Shi Xiaonian was so shocked that her lips trembled slightly, and she looked at him in astonishment.

It was as if for the first time he was confronting his own paranoia, the kind of disorder people don't like to admit that they are different from other people.

He admitted it.

Gong Ou pursed his lips, stared at her and continued, "So, if there is a next time, you will escape for me."

If he ran away, he wouldn't lose control of his emotions and hurt her.

"Can I escape?"

Shi Xiaonian said indifferently, his eyes were gloomy.

He lost his temper. How could she be his opponent? She couldn't resist at all, let alone run away.

"Then don't provoke me." He won't attack.

His temper was even worse before, but he has restrained himself a lot when facing her.

If she doesn't irritate him, he won't have an attack.

Hearing this, Shi Xiaonian felt powerless after being beaten, "I don't want to provoke you, I just want to have a good talk."

"You're just pissing me off!"

Gong Ou insisted firmly, his pupils were gloomy.