Chapter 1968 The Father I Want Is Not Him

Yan Qingsi's face was filled with surprise when she heard it: "Okay..."

But soon, she shook her head again: "I still don't want it, the eggs are still kept for money."

Nie Qiuping's throat was a little choked up. She remembered that the daughter of Yan Songnan and Ye Lingzhi was only one year younger than Qingsi, but she lived a completely different life. She only needed to enjoy being loved and said what I liked, and never had to worry about making a living. , but her Qingsi has to be at the same age, thinking about things that children who do not belong to this age should consider.

Nie Qiuping patted the young man's head: "Don't worry about it when you are young, Mom will have money."

"But we..."

"My mother is here, don't worry."

Qingsi nodded vigorously: "Well, trust mom."

"Eat quickly, the noodles are getting cold."

"Eat with mom."

In the dimly lit and dilapidated house, the mother and daughter sat together, eating a bowl of noodles.

So what if the family is poor, as long as they survive, they can always see the sun of tomorrow.

...

After eating, Nie Qiuping washed the dishes with cold water.

In the past, in order to save electricity, I had to lie in bed early.

Today, Nie Qiuping did not. She boiled water to wash Qingsi's feet, and asked her: "Qingsi, if... Mom told you that in the future, Mom would not live with Dad, would you want Dad?"

In the past, Nie Qiuping definitely would not have asked her daughter such a question. She was a fool in the past, always holding on to hope. Although there were always people saying that Yan Songnan would not come back, she didn't listen, because she felt that it was all over. What if you are married? Let's live life like this, who will let it be her life.

But now, she knew what would happen in the future, and she didn't want to accept her fate anymore.

She didn't believe that Yan Songnan could kill himself and treat his daughter kindly.

Qingsi looked at Nie Qiuping puzzledly: "Mom..."

Nie Qiuping suddenly felt that this was embarrassing her daughter, she said: "Qingsi, if you think..."

Suddenly, Qingsi replied: "Mom, haven't we lived with Dad all this time?"

Qingsi's words made Nie Qiuping really want to slap herself. Even her daughter knew about it, but she had never thought about it before. What's the use of wanting a man who hasn't returned home for several years?

She asked again: "Qingsi, do you want Dad?"

Qingsi bit her lip, looked at Nie Qiuping, and finally said: "I... want to..."

After all, she is just an 8-year-old girl. In her innocent heart, she still yearns for fatherly love. She still hopes that one day, there will be a tall man who can be like other children's fathers. When she is being bullied , stood up and said: Who dares to bully my daughter.

However, Qingsi's dream is destined to be impossible to realize, so Nie Qiuping can only break it with all her heart, she said: "But, if mom tells you, dad won't want us, me, or you, you Would you still want him?"

Qingsi shook her head: "No."

She seemed to feel that words were not enough, and shook her head vigorously: "I don't want, I don't want such a father..."

With a stern face, Qingsi spoke very seriously, even seriously, like a little adult.

She knew that after the opening of the economy, young people in the village went out to work, and many people's lives improved, and new houses were built at home.