Chapter 1788 Happiness Is a Liar
This will make her feel that everything she has done over the years is a huge joke.
She was like a clown who had been fooling around for many years, honoring her parents-in-law, caring for her husband and raising children, taking care of the housework, and doing everything she was supposed to do. She thought that her husband and she were on the same page, but she didn't expect that everything was false.
If this scam could keep lying to her until she died, that would be okay.
However, after so many years, she knew.
Looking back on those past days, every day is like a knife cutting into my body.
Ji Mianmian carefully observed the expression on Mrs. Murong's face. Her lips were pursed tightly, as if she was gritting her teeth. Her eyes were red, and she was trying her best to hide something.
Ji Mianmian glanced at Madam Murong's hand, which was trembling slightly.
She hesitated, then tentatively stretched out her hand to hold Mrs. Murong's arm: "Mom, let's... go sit over there for a while."
Madam Murong didn't say anything, so Ji Mianmian tentatively helped her walk. Like a puppet, she followed Ji Mianmian and sat on the bench.
After sitting down, Ji Mianmian didn't know what to say. She always felt that she kept saying the wrong thing recently. She was afraid that if she didn't know what she said wrong again, she would anger Madam Murong. What if she rushed over and tried to kill Murong Zhihong again?
Murong Zhihong's body couldn't bear the second torture.
After a long time, Mrs. Murong said with red eyes: "Are you very curious about what happened between me and him?"
Ji Mianmian thought for a while and said: "I...I...is a little curious, but if you don't want to say it, don't say it. I know that you probably won't want others to know..."
Before she finished speaking, Mrs. Murong spoke: "He is much older than me. I was only 24 years old when I married him... At that time, he was almost 40 years old. He was very kind to me, so good I couldn't believe it, how could there be such a good man in this world... When he proposed to me, I was so happy that I almost went crazy. I didn't expect that I could meet such a perfect man in my life. A man can still have such a good marriage.”
Ji Mianmian wanted to speak, but she found that Mrs. Murong's eyes were dull. Maybe she just wanted to vent, not tell her.
In this case, then she should stop speaking and let her vent all her psychological grievances.
"After marriage, I tried hard to do what a wife should do, be filial to my father-in-law and mother-in-law, and help him take care of all the things at home so that he would have no worries, even if...Murong Cuiting and those relatives took advantage of his absence. Sometimes he comes to trouble me, but I endure it and never tell him, because I don’t want him to be upset... I don’t want him to think that I can’t even do that well..."
Ji Mianmian laughed and said: "You are very... very powerful. You are the second person I have ever seen. You make me feel that you are such a powerful person..."
Apart from Yan Qingsi, Ji Mianmian truly felt that Mrs. Murong was the most domineering woman she had ever seen, especially when she faced Murong Zhihong just now.
"Awesome?" Madam Murong laughed loudly, tears welling up in the corners of her eyes, "If I were awesome, I wouldn't dare to question him even though I knew he didn't love me, or run in front of that bitch and tear her to pieces. Mouth, I clearly know that I am a substitute, but I still... endure it for so long, I can only pretend. "