Chapter 1075 If I Die, No One Will Remember Her Anymore
Yan Qingsi's words made the old man who wanted to speak unable to speak for a moment. It was as if a thorn was stuck in his throat. He felt so uncomfortable that he suddenly dared not look into Yan Qingsi's eyes.
Yue Tingfeng's eyes were sore, and he held Yan Qingsi's hand tightly, wanting to give her some strength.
Yan Qingsi smiled and said, "I don't know if you have ever tasted the feeling of being able to die at any time and living for a second is so difficult. I have tasted it, and I don't want to look back at those days in my life."
"I know you don't like me to have such a stain, and I don't like it either. Sometimes I look down on myself. Probably no one would want such an experience, but if it really happens again, I will still choose that way. When I am alive, on the Qingming Festival, at least someone will remember to send a bouquet of flowers to my mother's grave. If I die, who will remember her?"
"If I die, no one will know that Nie Qiuping, this woman, was wronged."
Once, all Yan Qingsi's obsession and support were to avenge her mother in her lifetime. As for herself, she never thought about it.
In the past days that she couldn't bear to look back on, Yan Qingsi never gave up on herself. Although her life was not easy, how many people in this world lived easily? The lives of those women in the red-light district were all dark.
She only hid there for two months. She could still get out of there, return home, and avenge her mother.
Now, she met Yue Tingfeng and Mrs. Yue, who could trust her unconditionally. She was luckier than many people.
She had nothing to complain about.
She had walked the road before and the road in the future. The road she had walked had already become a part of her life. No matter how reluctant she was to mention it, she would have to face it sooner or later. However, she didn't expect that this day would appear in such a form.
The old man felt uncomfortable when he heard it. He wanted Yan Qingsi to stop talking. He moved his mouth, but he couldn't say it in the end.
Yan Qingsi's eyes were a little dry: "I've said before that I'm not a kind person. In order to achieve my goal, I can do a lot of things by any means, so... you must feel disappointed in me, and I never wanted to give you hope."
Yan Qingsi finished speaking, and she didn't cry from beginning to end. It seemed that she couldn't shed a single tear in her eyes.
Mrs. Yue was holding Yan Qingsi's arm, her face was already full of tears, and it seemed that all the tears that Yan Qingsi couldn't shed flowed out of her eyes.
She shouted hoarsely: "What qualifications do you have to accuse her? Yes, we are all innocent, Qingsi can't compare with us, but we just rely on our family..."
Yan Qingsi said lightly: "I have done a lot of bad things in M country. I have probably done everything you can think of. Maybe they will be exposed one after another in the future. In order to avoid this situation today, I will tell you in advance."
"I'm done, do you have anything else to ask?"
No one said anything, Mrs. Yue sobbed softly, she wanted to comfort Yan Qingsi, but she didn't know what to say at this time.
Xia Anlan felt a sharp pain in his heart. When Yan Qingsi tore open her scar with her own hands, he listened to her voice and seemed to see the bloody wound in front of him. The smile at the corner of her lips seemed to be the biggest irony to them, her so-called relatives.