Chapter 1338 Survival From Desperate Situation 1

If her hatred and pain exceeded her love for Bo Junyan, she would not choose him to torture his life.

"My child is not a continuation of sin! He is the result of love between me and Bo Jun!"

"Okay, that's my mentality, not yours, but can you really have no grudges, no feelings, and no pain in your conscience?" He just felt guilty when he was with Ouyang Xiaoxiao. It’s overwhelming, let alone having a child.

Yu Hansheng knew like Mu Huan that Ouyang Xiaoxiao was not wrong, she was innocent, she did nothing, and she was the victim.

But...even so.

Being with her, he also had a deep, unquenchable sense of guilt.

She is the daughter of an enemy!

As a child, his parents gave birth to him and raised him. It is already very unfilial for him not to protect them until they grow old. However, he still has to be with the daughter of the enemy who killed them...

he……

That strong sense of guilt tortured him every day!

But he could accept such torture, because the pain prevented him from being happy, which allowed him to still be with her.

But the child... he really couldn't accept it at the beginning, and even now, he can't... don't know how to do it.

He didn't believe that Mu Huan didn't have such a sense of guilt. He didn't believe that she could really do it without feeling a bit in her heart. She could let go of that guilt and be happily together with Bo Junyan!

Even if her mentality is not exactly the same as his, they are definitely similar! She definitely felt as guilty as he did!

Mu Huan didn't speak anymore. Every word Yu Hansheng said was like a big knife, slashing hard at the protective net in her heart, causing the suppressed guilt to surge upwards.

Guilt.

Yes!

The thing she couldn't let go of all this time was the feeling of guilt.

Even though when her father died, he asked her to stay with Bo Junyan, saying that his death would be a relief and happiness, but she still had a sense of guilt that she couldn't let go of...

It would be unfilial for her not to kill her enemies with her own hands, but she still...

However, she couldn't let go of Bo Junyan, so she chose him to suppress the guilt.

But often the more oppressive something is, the more it likes to rebound, especially if it is like now, being tortured directly to the depths of her heart and soul!

The more he thought about it, the more he couldn't control himself. Mu Huan picked up the wine glass placed on the table and drank several glasses of wine violently.

Bo Junyan, who came over after finishing his business, heard their conversation just now. He looked at Mu Huan, who was drinking heavily, with deep and distressed eyes...

He knew, knew, that she felt guilty and couldn't let go.

After all, who can let go of the hatred of killing his father?

Especially when her father treated her like that before, she couldn't let go of her father and was still so filial. Not to mention, when she knew that her father actually loved her, she lost him forever.

Such pain, such hatred.

It's really insurmountable.

He didn't speak or step forward, he just watched Mu Huan drink quietly.

He knew she had been trying to suppress it and she needed to relax and let off some steam.

Yu Hansheng looked at Mu Huan and wanted to say something else, but when she thought of the pain, she was also hurting herself. They were both fallen from the world, so why bother stepping on the other person's weakest spot?

So, he said nothing more and concentrated on drinking.

The two of them drank until dawn, completely drunk and unconscious.

Bo Junyan carried the drunk Mu Huan back to the room.