Chapter 532 I Should Have Told You Earlier that My Heart Actually Hurts
His hand was placed on her heart...
Lu Jinwen suddenly froze. For this smart and wise man, this action can already make him think of a lot.
His deep phoenix eyes instantly gathered a violent storm, "What do you mean? What on earth do you mean?"
He almost yelled the second half of his sentence.
Lin Xuanji's eyelashes trembled, and two crystal tears slipped from the corners of her eyes, quickly disappeared into her hair and disappeared.
She spoke in a weak voice, "Lu Jinwen, shouldn't I...should have told you earlier, a long time ago...to tell you that actually...my heart hurts..."
Lu Jinwen's breath was stagnant, her words had already exploded in his ears---my heart hurts.
She said her heart hurt.
With a bang, he knelt on one knee on the ground. Unable to hold on any longer, he knelt on the ground and held her tightly in his arms. He pinched her shoulder with his other big hand and shook her hard twice, deep and deep. His eyes were all red, stained with a layer of terrifying red blood, "I don't understand what you are talking about, I really don't understand."
Lin Xuanji looked at him, then raised her hands to hug his neck, and kissed his thin lips gently.
"Lu Jinwen, if you want to live, I won't let you die... Even if it costs me my life, I will save you..."
Lu Jinwen lowered his head, rubbed his tall nose against her cold face, and understood. He understood everything.
---Lu Jinwen, if you want to live, I won't let you die...
---Even if it costs me my life, I will save you...
Thirty years ago, he was poisoned on Bangkok No. 7, and then fainted on the roadside. The poison gas attacked his heart. When he thought he was certain to die, this girl's voice suddenly sounded in his ears.
Then, the girl's lips came up to kiss him, sucking away his poison.
When he opened his eyes, he saw Lin Xuanyin.
Over the years, he has never forgotten this voice.
Because of this voice, he had cared for and indulged Lin Xuanyin in every possible way over the years. Even if Lin Xuanyin killed his second child, he did not touch her.
But…
But now she told him that it was her!
His big hands squeezed her shoulders tightly, wanting to crush her into pieces and knead her into his own bones and blood. The veins all over his body popped out. He buried his handsome face in her hair. He smiled low and hoarsely, "You Do you think I will believe you if you say this? I don’t believe it, I tell you, I won’t believe it!”
His voice slowly penetrated into her eardrums, and Lin Xuanji raised her red lips, recalling the past many years ago.
"Back then, I was waiting for you all day and night in Bangkok No. 1. I went out and walked on the street in the early morning, and suddenly I saw you lying on the ground."
"You were poisoned, so I...saved you and sucked out the poisonous gas...from your body. Then I wanted to call...an ambulance and take you...to the hospital, but I didn't bring my phone with me, so I ran away. Arrived at the...phone booth across the street, and when I came out...you were gone..."
"You are all talking about... the poison on Bangkok No. 7, huh, actually you don't understand this poison. This poison derived from the flatulence of Bangkok swamps is sucked in. Like you, you will die suddenly on the spot. If this poison... is sucked by others When it comes out, it will hide in the human body, and it will take several years to become... a chronic poison that invades the blood and heart. Therefore, in the first few years, I was not poisoned..."
"I wanted to find you, but... you quickly got together with your sister and didn't go to my appointment. You and your sister got married... I pursued you for two whole years and didn't get a single... response from you. I plan to go with you. ...Mo Sheng went abroad to study together, left...this sad place, and forgot about you, but...you caught me back and said you would dig out my heart and give it to my sister..."
"My sister has been suffering from heart disease. I know this. Seeing you protecting my sister so much, you couldn't bear to irritate her even a little bit. You treated her like a pearl in your palm. At that time, I was thinking, you really love my sister..."
"In front of such great love, why should I be so sentimental... tell you about saving you and make you laugh? After all, I am a proud daughter of heaven. In order to love you... I put down my pride. You and your sister... , I will naturally not… shamelessly pester you again.”
"I was imprisoned by you in...the ocean-view bungalow. I gave birth to...Mo'er for you. I had an abortion for you, and then gave birth to Chen Yi. The days...were so difficult that I couldn't endure it any longer, so I changed my mind. The day before the operation, I suddenly... felt heart pain and vomited blood. Only then did I realize that I was poisoned..."
"Despaired, I ate the cuttlefish and jumped into the sea. Who knew... the cuticle conflicted with the toxicity in my body, causing me to sleep for so many years... But three years ago, from the moment I woke up, the chronic poisonous It turned into a powerful poison and quickly spread throughout my body... My heart has been invaded by poisonous gas, and it is useless..."
Her low and weak words were full of emotions and vicissitudes of the years. She and Lu Jinwen were destined to be together in this life, but they kept missing her.
Yes, bad luck.
Lu Jinwen understood, understood. It was as if a knife had been inserted into his heart and then stirred mercilessly, twisting him to pieces.
pain.
This kind of pain is indescribable, it gnaws at the bones and pierces the heart.
The half-hidden script she had hidden finally came to light, almost killing him.
The past few decades have been wasted, as two people who love each other deeply have been testing and fighting each other through a veil.
It turned out to be her!
He didn't know!
He buried his head in her hair and rubbed it, his eyes were moist, and the hot tears came so unexpectedly and he couldn't control himself, "Years ago, you didn't say it when you jumped into the sea, why do you say it now?"
"That's just because you didn't know that I loved you many years ago. You were so proud that you naturally wouldn't say it and it wouldn't hurt to switch to me. But it's different now. Now you know that I love you and you can send me into love just by saying it. Abyss, Xuanji, you are just relying on my love, how much do you hate me in your heart."
His tears burned her skin, causing her to smile gracefully, "Lu Jinwen, I blame you and hate you. I will never forgive you for the child we lost."
"Ha," a hoarse chuckle escaped from Lu Jinwen's throat. He let go of her, staring at her with crimson eyes and moist eyes. His rough palms gently rubbed her cheeks, speaking in an unprecedented soft voice. He murmured, "Xuanji, admit it, you still love me now."
"I don't love you, you can forgive me, but I love you, but you can't forgive me. Isn't the thing you are brooding in and wanting revenge for...my love?"
He obviously loved her, but he didn't protect their child.
He obviously loves her, but he has come to this point with her.
He and she shouldn't be like this!
Everything she hated, everything she couldn't let go, everything she was melancholy, everything she was frustrated with, everything she still couldn't be indifferent to in the last journey of her life, was all his love.