Part 7 Chapter 39 I Have My Way!

"She is just the daughter of a tea garden manor owner. Although her life is extremely rich, she cannot compare with our Chu family. Moreover, she is not from a family of martial arts. She is just a very ordinary, very ordinary woman... So, at that time, My father was furious and forcibly ordered me to sever contact with her and arranged a marriage for me."

The old man smiled proudly: "At that time, the old man was the first heir of the family line, but at that time I only said one sentence: If you dare, I will die!"

"Father was so angry that I walked away, and then I degraded myself and gave way to my second brother. Father saw that I was so decisive, so he had no choice but to accept it."

The old man smiled calmly.

Chu Yang clicked his tongue. He said it indifferently now, but Chu Yang could fully imagine how turbulent the situation was at that time!

"Then I was immersed in happiness... In addition to practicing martial arts, I just stayed with him, occasionally took him, and went out to relax... Then I made three brothers."

"We hunt for treasure together, fight together, laugh proudly in the Jianghu together, fight horses and swords together, from youth to old age..."

The old man smiled calmly: "So, my cultivation base is improving day by day, and no matter what I do, I always feel peaceful in my heart."

"I don't have time or opportunity to practice ruthless way." The old man smiled faintly: "But I didn't know until a long time later that my cultivation method has deviated from traditional martial arts, or in other words, it has been compatible with all martial arts. Learn, run counter to it."

"So for fifteen years, my cultivation base has not improved! I have been worrying, do I want to change?"

The old man smiled, with memories in his eyes: "At that time, I met Ning Tianya for the first time. At that time, I didn't know his identity, I just thought he was an old man picking medicine."

"He saw me sitting on the top of the mountain, so he asked me what's the matter? At that time, I had no one to talk about my troubles, and thought he was just an ordinary old man, so he simply poured beans out of a bamboo tube and talked happily."

The old man chuckled: "After Ning Tianya listened, he said: You should kill, should you?"

"At that time, I said, what should be killed, why not kill!"

"He said: Since you can kill, are you ruthless or sentient? I said: If you don't kill bad people, should you leave him to harm good people? He laughed and said: This is the way of sentient beings!"

Chu Yang was immersed in this, and when he heard this sentence, he suddenly felt his heart skip a beat.

"Long after he was gone,

I haven't reacted yet. It wasn't until three years later that I realized that in fact, there is no sentient way or ruthless way in the world. It just depends on why you cultivate and why you kill people. After killing people, your heart will be peaceful, happy, or violent. "

"The so-called ruthless way is to kill for the sake of killing. If you don't agree with each other, draw your sword to face each other. In this way, a heart that is naturally honed is as cold as ice. Everything is considered from the perspective of life and death. Everything is based on strength. The strong are respected! Over time, it becomes a character of arrogance and arrogance. Everything is self-centered, and the nature and heart disappear.”

"The sentient way can also kill and rob, but the starting point is different. People don't offend me, I don't offend others, if people offend me, they have no shame in killing them! In this way, they are also self-centered, but without this self, they It includes a lot."

"So from here, we start to distinguish between the sentient and the ruthless. After the distinction is made, there is a difference."

"The arrogance, arrogance and bloodthirsty of the ruthless way is the demon of the heart, but this has great benefits, that is, cut off all worries, and only care about oneself to reach the peak. Therefore, the ruthless way of cultivation is faster! But it has its limit. With my current cultivation, I don't know where the limit is, but I can feel that it is so heartless and ungrateful that it will never develop endlessly in the future! Because that is not in line with the way of heaven..."

"Since ancient times, no one in the Dao of Love has been able to reach the peak because... the Dao of Love needs to go deep into the depths of the soul, and have an eternal spiritual sustenance. Some people have lost their way halfway, or collapsed, or have been worn away by the years. True love, forgetting the past, will stop for life."

The old man smiled proudly: "The reason why they can't practice the way of love is because they don't love deeply enough! They don't use love deeply enough! Therefore, once the partner passes away, the time is short, but they can still recall it. After a long time, they forget it. ..."

"Time and oblivion are the most terrifying things in the world..."

"And since you are practicing the way of sentient beings, you have forgotten your own feelings... how can you reach the peak?"

Chu Yang wakes up with horror: You are affectionate, but you have forgotten your past...

"After my wife left, I always thought that she was still with me. Her teacup, her tea leaves, her breath, her gaze... are all the same as before."

"So when I live here, you may feel sad and feel that I am living in pain, but I... am enjoying myself. Because no one disturbs us..."

"I have a peaceful mind and don't pay much attention to practice, but my cultivation has naturally improved by leaps and bounds."

The old man sighed wearily and said: "This is my sentient way, my sentient way is because of deep love!"

"But if you practice the sentient way, it is your own sentient way."

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It has been a long time since Chu Yang left the hut, but he wandered alone outside this yard, in this desolate forest, for a long time.

What the old man said was his sentimental way. And the words were very vague, which caused Chu Yang to look at the flowers in the fog in that illusion, and he couldn't see clearly or understand clearly.

It seems to have realized something, but it seems not. Dim, clearly visible, but not touchable.

"Sentimental way... ruthless way..." Chu Yang stepped on the dead leaves under his feet, thinking hard.

The sky darkened, and night fell to the earth.

The bright moon rises in the east and sinks in the west...the sun rises, the sky and the earth are bright...and so on and on...

When Chu Yang finally felt tired, he had already stayed in this forest for three days. When I stumbled and fell, I only felt that my legs were numb and painful, as if they were about to be broken off from myself.

It turned out that for the past three days and three nights, he had been meditating, unconsciously circling in circles in the woods, without stopping for a moment. In the past three days and three nights, I really don't know how many hundreds and thousands of miles I have traveled...

And now that he has a cultivation base and can't use it, he is equivalent to an ordinary person, and it is strange that he doesn't feel pain.

Although he sat down, he was still thinking, and suddenly said: "Sword Spirit, do you understand?"

Sword Spirit smiled: "You need to understand this kind of state by yourself! If I say so, your sentient way will be ruined."

"I still can't comprehend it yet." Chu Yang shook his head: "I've thought about it a lot, but I think it's too troublesome. It's not my sentient way."

He let out a long breath: "I finally understand what my ancestors said, you can't distinguish between sentient and ruthless before a certain level. The me now may not have reached that level..."

Sword Spirit was silent.

Chu Yang smiled and said, "You can't force this thing. Maybe when the time is up, it will come naturally. Now, I'm going to follow my own heart. My heart is my heart. I can't do it for anyone. For any reason, change my true disposition! That’s it, I will understand later.”

"However, remember what your ancestors said. You can't suppress yourself in the future. Haha, you are a hero who laughs and cries at the same time, a man who loves and tears! I, Chu Yang, how can I be locked up by myself?"

As he said that, he completely let go, and fell back completely relaxed, onto the dead leaves, and moaned, "It hurts. I'm exhausted..."

Jian Ling smiled wryly, you are still in the dark... You actually said that you didn't understand anything, after you experienced Chu Xiaoxin's life, after witnessing his sentient way, you can still maintain your true heart and true self, This is the beginning of your love path! You've put one foot in it, but you say you know nothing about it...

Also, I will say 'you can't suppress yourself from now on, haha, you are a hero who laughs and cries at the same time, a man with love and tears! How can I, Chu Yang, be locked up by myself? ’ In addition to this sentence, if you can really do it, you have already let go of the shackles on your own self... After you have obtained the essence of your sentient way, you still want to comprehend it later?

I really don't know what you will learn in the future.

But Sword Spirit didn't say anything. Such ignorant cultivation is actually a great thing for Chu Yang! When he finally understands this level of truth, there will definitely be new breakthroughs like a completely new one.

Sword Spirit is looking forward to what kind of perception Chu Yang, the wise but confused king of Chu Yan, will have at that time...

Or, will it be unexpected again?

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In that thatched house, the old ancestor standing in front of the portrait suddenly smiled slightly, and then he seemed relieved, sat on the chair, made a new pot of tea, still completely filled the five teacups, and said softly with a smile : "Xiaocha, brothers, please. Try my handicraft, can you make any progress?"

The beautiful eyes of the portrait on the wall are deeply focused, and the breeze is blowing, the portrait is moving slightly, and the clothes of the person in the painting are fluttering, as if infinitely pity the loneliness of the man below, and he is about to step down...

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Chu Xiongcheng and Chu Feiling stood quietly outside the forest, looking at Chu Yang in the forest.

The two of them have stood here for three days and three nights.

His face was already full of wind and frost.

Since Chu Yang began to comprehend, the two of them stood here without moving. Not only worried, but also afraid of disturbing him.

Farther away, under a tree, Yang Ruolan hid behind the tree and stood quietly, watching her son secretly from a distance, her eyes full of heartache. She didn't dare to move forward, because... a loving mother's heart always tends to wear down a hero's will.

If a son waits until his mother is by his side, his heart will not be so firm, and he will feel that he is dependent.

So Yang Ruolan could only secretly watch here.

Seeing that Chu Yang finally stood up and walked towards his father and grandfather, Yang Rulan bit her lip and left hastily... She must not let her son know that she was here...

It will affect his martial arts heart...

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"Go back." Chu Feiling looked at his son, and Chu Xiongcheng looked at his grandson, they all said in unison, without mentioning anything else.

"Okay!" Chu Yang felt hot in his heart.

When Chu Xiongcheng took over the small wooden sword that Chu Yang gave him when he was alone, Chu Xiongcheng clearly opened his mouth the size of a hippopotamus and didn't close it for a while. Looking at Chu Yang in shock, he remained silent for a while.

"The life and death order of the Chu family, if one day it is handed over from someone to you, that person will have the life and death power of all members of the Chu family! This is the ancestral order, remember, it is anyone!"

In memory, the ancestor said with a stern face.

Chu Xiongcheng only felt that his head was in chaos.

"Patriarch, there are two iron law enforcers in the Law Enforcement Hall asking for an interview, and they said that they want to invite the eldest son to the Law Enforcement Hall to ask some questions." At this time, a warrior came to report.

Chu Xiongcheng frowned.

Chu Yang also trembled in his heart: Could it be that something happened?